Chapter 375

Next, Shen Xiran's performance was as usual, not much different from that before. Si Lianye looked at her carefully, and her heart was also quietly relieved.

But at night everything is different.

After they went to bed as usual, Shen Xiran, who should have gone to bed soon, always opened his eyes and felt that his heart was in a mess. He couldn't sleep.

She was afraid that she would wake him up, so she didn't dare to move. She just looked at the ceiling above her head.

I haven't blinked for a long time.

Si Lianye could not bear it again and again. Finally, she couldn't help it. She reached out and hugged her and turned over to herself: "what are you thinking? Why don't you sleep?"

She was surprised, "why didn't you sleep?"

He groaned discontentedly, "can I sleep like you?" her body was stiff. It seemed that she couldn't sleep because of something on her mind. Can he not know?

"Oh." she blinked. "Well... Let's go to bed now."

Then close your eyes.

His dark eyes looked at her deeply. Although he didn't speak, he also made her feel deep pressure.

She had to open her eyes again: "what's the matter?"

He suddenly reached out and touched her lips: "are you still sleepless about your father?"

Her face darkened when he said what was on her mind. She instinctively leaned in his arms and made a convenient speaking posture: "HMM."

Although the voice is small, the meaning contained in it is melancholy.

He held her hand tightly and said, "are you still worried about him?"

"Yes, neither," she sighed. "I think he looks much older than before, but he has enough energy and spirit, so he should be in a good situation now. It's not up to me to worry about that, not to mention you give him more than five million."

"Then you are..." he didn't quite understand her mind.

She moved her body, bit her lips, smiled bitterly and said, "I just think of things when I was a child. Compared with now, I feel cold."

He didn't speak this time. He just put his chin on her head and listened to her quietly.

"When I was a child, my father was also a good husband and father. I still remember that he sat me on his shoulder and took me out to play. At that time, my mother was also with me. Now I want to come. It was the happiest time when I was a child. However, I didn't expect that our family would become like this later."

She said with a bitter smile on her lips.

I don't know when my father began to often stay away from home at night. Even if he came back, he was full of impatience and didn't have a good face for my mother and her. It's ridiculous. My mother thought that my father was too tired to work and socialize outside at that time. In the face of his indifference, he was good at talking, working hard and complaining, and didn't take my father's face in mind at all, Sometimes she gets angry because of her father's scolding. Her mother has to persuade her not to quarrel with her father. He's just too tired.

Later, I thought how stupid she and her mother were at that time. She knew nothing about her father's changes. Even when her kind friend vaguely asked her mother to pay attention, she didn't think so and said he wouldn't do that.

As a result, my father's junior came into the house and annoyed my mother who trusted my father wholeheartedly.

At that time, she felt that her days had been ruined. It turned out that what she and her mother thought was wrong. It turned out that her father was so shameless and terrible.

From that day on, she thought she knew her father, but unexpectedly, she found that today's him refreshed her cognition again.

Before, she thought that although her father was sorry for her mother and her, he would be better for his junior and Shen Zimo's mother and daughter, but she didn't expect that even his favorite little daughter could be abandoned when interests were in his eyes.

He won't know. His words, as long as Shen Xiran's heart is a little bad, Shen Zimo can be said to be dead.

But he still did, that is to say, in his eyes, the little daughter he used to like is not as important as money.

What a terrible idea.

Although she had been disappointed with her father for a long time, she still couldn't stop beating at the bottom of her heart and felt cold to the bone.

There is such a vicious person in the world, and that person is still a person who has a close blood relationship with her.

She felt all sorts of pain in her heart, so she couldn't sleep.

She silently spoke her heart to Si Lianye and told her heart. From beginning to end, he didn't say a word, but listened silently.

She said in one breath, relieved, unconsciously put her fingers on his chest and asked, "after listening to this, will you despise me?"

"Contempt? Why?" his low and magnetic voice sounded in the quiet room.

She blinked: "my father's relationship, isn't there a saying that like father, like daughter? Aren't you afraid I'll become so terrible in the future?"

He chuckled and kissed her forehead. "OK, I'll give you whatever you want."

"What's this? Would you give me if I wanted your life at that time?" she said carelessly. After telling her heart, her mood was much easier.

"Of course, if you want, I'll give it to you with both hands," he said solemnly.

She was surprised and looked up at him. She saw that he looked natural and smiled on his lips, just as he didn't say that just now.

She wrinkled her nose: "you think beautiful, I'm not so stupid. I want you to live, not only live, but also live well. If you live longer than me, you won't do that stupid thing."

"Fool." Si Lianye gently hugged her: "no, you will live longer than me. Don't worry."

She didn't argue with him and gave him a soft "um".

She also knew that in fact, her life might soon be gone, and his words might be just empty words.

But it doesn't matter if you dream, she thought silently in her heart.

Maybe it was because she said everything in her heart. She gradually closed her eyes and felt sleepy. At last, when she was swallowed by sleep, she seemed to hear him say in her ear: "... You'll be fine..."

She didn't say anything, but reluctantly moved her fingers and went to sleep.

Si Lianye hugged her and looked at her sleeping face for a long time

After this night's conversation, the big stone in her heart was temporarily put down. Shen Fu had got the money he wanted. Si Lianye listened to her and didn't go to Shen Zimo. Now everything is back to normal.

She always thought so in her heart, but unexpectedly, things changed again after a few days.

This change has happened quietly, but she doesn't know at all.

These days, Si Lianye still goes out as before. Before, she was still thinking that Si Lianye was about to be busy with cloud night. Later, she learned that in fact, he always went to find Professor Qi.

It is said that Professor Qi has stopped all other research at hand and devoted himself to developing drugs for her to treat her current body.

Si Lianye often went out to discuss with him and even went to battle in person. That's when she found that her man was not only a business genius, but also had great attainments in medicine.

Zhuoya followed her every day. She was afraid of her loneliness. She also searched many books on the market and chatted with her from time to time.

But Zhuoya is really not a good chat object. From time to time, she feels that she has nothing to say. In this way, it's better to read.

So Si Lianye looked at her and asked someone to install a big bookcase with all kinds of books in it.

Fortunately, the room was big enough. When he saw the bookcase, Shen Xiran's first thought was this.

There are too many things, and people need to clean them for a long time, and Si Lianye is absolutely reluctant to let Shen Xiran do these, so she arranged for a 40-year-old cleaner aunt to clean it at about 10 a.m. every day.

At that time, she just got up.

The aunt is quiet, but her work is very quick, so Shen Xiran thinks that the other party's character is very good, so sometimes she talks to her while the other party is doing things.

The other party will answer all questions because of her identity, but they won't neglect their work because of this, so they get along quite well.

That day, she came to clean up on time, but Shen Xiran didn't know why she always couldn't sleep well these days. She often had strange dreams. Si Lianye was still worried about this. She specially asked Professor Qi to check her body, but she didn't find anything.

So these days she was annoyed by nightmares and got up much earlier than before.

The cleaner's aunt's surname is Chen. Shen Xiran called her sister-in-law Chen after getting familiar with her.

When sister-in-law Chen came this day, she cleaned as usual, but she was a little different from before and seemed more excited.

She looked up at the book and inadvertently saw it. She smiled and asked, "sister-in-law Chen, what's the matter with you? Is there a happy event at home?"

Mrs. Chen smiled and turned to her and said, "yes, there are some things at home. I just want to tell you. I want to take two days off."

"Oh? Well, what happened at home?"

"In fact, it's nothing. My son has a good score in the college entrance examination. He has been admitted to a university. He's going to invite relatives and friends to get together these days."

"Oh, that's a good thing. Yes, the salary these days is still calculated." Shen Xiran waved his hand and readily agreed.

Seeing her so generous, sister-in-law Chen was even more happy and chatted. She told her how smart her son was. Now she was admitted to a school in city B and ranked among the top five in the country.

Said a lot, she has been listening with a smile, looking at the simple woman in front of her, sharing her happiness and warming her heart.

Finally, she couldn't help asking, "since his grades are so good, why don't you let him apply to the local school?"

The Imperial University is second to none in the country. If you really tell sister-in-law Chen, his son can definitely be admitted.

Sister-in-law Chen sighed and said, "Oh, in fact, I thought about it, but you are a rich man. You don't know. The consumption here is high, and the public security is not very good. I don't trust my children here."

"I can't believe it. Even if the consumption is high, the public security is very good." she thinks sister-in-law Chen's words are exaggerated. What is bad public security? This is the imperial capital, and the public security can be said to be the best in the country.

Sister-in-law Chen shook her head and her face was a little heavy: "it's true. I thought so before, but later I didn't think so. You know? Just yesterday, something happened in the community next door. It was scary."