C171

It's all my fault

She clearly knew that he was purposely provoking her, but she still couldn't help but be angered by him.

"Si Lianye, what right do you have to say that to me? I'm not thinking for him? I think you're talking about yourself, right? " She sneered: "You will never know what I went through while raising Le Le, nor will you know how deep my feelings for him are. Who do you think you are? What right do you have to criticize me like that? "

She was so angry that her face was flushed red, she stood up from the sofa and said: "Si Lianye, I don't want to see you, scram!" After saying that, he saw that there was no movement from him, so he could not help but take another step back. "I said it wrongly, I should have said the person who was scram."

With that, she laughed at herself and turned to leave.

He believed that no one in the world loved Le Le more than she did, but now that Si Lianye had said such a thing, her entire person was in a bad mood. If it wasn't for the last bit of reason controlling her, she would have uncontrollably scolded him.

Si Lianye suddenly grabbed her hand from behind. "Wait, don't go."

She sneered and turned her head, "Eldest Young Master Si Family, do you have any other orders?"

He looked at her seriously for a long time before he finally said, "I'm sorry, it was my fault. I shouldn't have said that."

"Alright, I accept. Can you let me go now?" She still looked at him coldly, forcefully pulled her hand, and did not move at all. "Si Lianye, what exactly do you want?"

He slowly said, "I won't let go of you unless you promise to let me finish."

"Say what? Didn't you say I was an irresponsible mother? "I am such a mom. I was just being bad to him. Are you happy now?" She glared at him.

"I said I'm sorry, but I was too disappointed earlier so I kept my mouth shut. Now, can we calmly chat again? I won't let you and Le Le leave. Since you have objections towards me, we can slowly discuss it and find the most suitable way to get along with each other, don't you think so? "

She looked at him coldly for a moment, then slowly sat back down.

Although she was very angry, she had to admit that what he said made sense.

However, she felt wronged. Why was it that she could only accept whatever he did? Why couldn't he listen to her opinion?

Then, he actually refused to let go of her after she sat down. Instead, he grabbed her hand and asked, "Xiran, let's talk properly."

She fidgeted uneasily and said, "Let me go first." Although his large hands were warm and dry and actually felt comfortable holding her own, she still felt that it wasn't good.

Perhaps the knot in his heart could not be opened.

This time, he was very obedient and obediently let go of her hands. She let out a breath of relief as she sat down at a distance away from him.

He looked at her speechlessly. "Xiyan, am I making you so unhappy?"

Seeing her always looking at him as if she was facing a great enemy, as well as flattering him today, made him very depressed.

She looked at her finger in silence and said, "What do you think? Si Lianye, based on what you said, when you were with me, did you give me more happiness or pain? "

He was speechless. He looked at her pale face and murmured, "I know I've let you down, but I've been working hard. But sometimes, I feel that your heart is made of iron. This makes me feel very frustrated."

The words in his heart caused her to be slightly moved. She then said, "Actually, you don't need to care about me. To be honest, I sometimes don't want to see you because when I see you, I will think of the past and think of …" She put her hand on her waist and smiled. "Then I will remember who took my kidney away from me."

His face was filled with pain as he stuttered, "Actually, your kidney isn't …"

She stared at him. "No, not what? Say it wasn't you? Where were you then? Where were you when I was locked up by your mother, when you called me an idiot? If Shangguan Zhe had not come to save me at that time, I might have already met with my mother. " She then sighed and said, "Actually, it's quite good to think about it. I haven't seen my mother for a long time. If I really do, I might still be doted on by him."

He couldn't help but blurt out, "Back then, it wasn't me. I wasn't there, so my mother forced me to leave …" After saying that, he sighed deeply. Back then, he was still too young and was easily deceived by his own mother.

That year, when she was taken away, he immediately went to look for someone, but was tricked into going abroad by his mother. When he found out that something was wrong and returned half a month later, it was already too late.

He was so angry that he almost went mad. Sometimes, he wanted to kill the culprit, but she was his mother, a woman who brought him life, a woman who had spent so much time and effort to raise him up, he couldn't do anything.

Thus, he could only use all kinds of methods to find Shen Xiran and break all ties with his mother at the same time. He wasn't willing to go back even once in five years.

But his heart was still too soft.

She looked at him deeply, her eyes filled with disappointment. "You were sent away by your mother? Don't you know what your mother wants to do to me? At that time, what could be more important than me? "

He was speechless and ashamed.

Previously, when he was young and reckless, he only thought that the world revolved around him, thinking that his mother wouldn't let him do anything to her, but who knew that she would suffer such pain? When he came back to his senses, it was already too late.

Yes, but he didn't do anything, even though he was a victim, but he was also in the wrong.

So to this day she would not forgive herself.

He sighed and looked at her deeply. "All of this is my fault. I can accept any punishment you give me."

"Is that so? I don't want to live with you, I want to stay away from you, do you? " She smiled and said to her.

"No." His entire body trembled as he looked at her with great effort: "I can agree to anything, just this is not possible. Xiyan, give me a chance and let me compensate you."

She shook her head: "So your compensation is to lock Le Le up at home and not let him come in contact with the outside? "Then your compensation is really fresh."

"It's not like that. I think it's better for him this way. Seriously, you can go online and find out who that Shi Chen is. Also, I have other considerations."

"What considerations?" She could not help but ask.

"Like I said, you have to agree to my tutelage for Le Le at home." He suddenly revealed a proud smile.

She frowned and said nothing.

"Actually, it's because of my mother." He suddenly said it.

These words caused Shen Xiran to suddenly look fixedly at him: "Your mother?"

"Yes, that's her." He said without hesitation, "I believe you have a deep impression of her. She is a very good woman, a truly strong woman, and when I didn't accept Yunye before, it was all because of her that managed the company. When my father passed away, she was in such a messy situation, in such a crisis, worrying about both internal and external troubles.

She looked at him, with an unspeakable expression in her eyes: "You're saying, you're afraid that she'll make a move against Le Le?"

He laughed bitterly and said: "You are right, it is impossible for me to take good care of Le Le, and not reveal even the slightest of it.

She stared at him, and his face was at ease: "What I say is true, you may not believe me, but think carefully, you have also seen her wrist, don't you worry about Le Le?"

"I'm worried, but I'm even more worried about you." She slowly said: "Besides, are you really planning to keep Le Le at home? "Does he never go out again?"

He shook his head. "Of course I don't think so, but you have to believe me. I'll come up with a good idea."

"What good idea?"

"That is, if you marry me, and let Le Le become my son legitimately, then she will have no reason to do anything to him, don't you think so?" He proudly looked at her, his eyes glittering with bright light.

She stopped breathing and could not help but turn her head away from the light that made her mind tremble. "Your imagination is too beautiful. Things are not as simple as you think."

"Alright, tell me, what's so difficult about it? I'll make it right." he said cheerfully.

"My problem is that I don't want to forgive you and I don't want to marry you. Tell me, what should I do?" She said with a faint smile.

His eyes dimmed for a moment, then lit up again. "That's alright. Anyway, many couples cultivate their feelings after marriage. I think we can try …"

"Stop, I don't want to continue listening." She directly pressed his mouth down and suddenly felt that something was wrong. She quickly retracted her hand, but it was already too late. A small hand was tightly held by him, and his face was full of smiles.

"Don't go, I like what you did just now." His eyes were filled with a warm smile, "Xiran, this is the first time in a long time that you have taken the initiative to get close to me. I am very happy."

Her face flushed red, thinking that she must have lost her mind. Why did she do such a thing just now? She tried so hard to pull back her hand, but then she widened her eyes in shock and her voice trembled, "You …" What are you doing? "

Under the dim light, she watched him lower his head and devoutly kiss her palm. A warm numbness spread from her palm all the way to her heart and then from her heart to her whole body, making her entire body feel sore. Even her throat couldn't help but groan.

She gritted her teeth to keep from making such a shameful sound, but her reaction was enough for him.