She looked at him with a smile, but didn't say anything.

He slowly pulled her hand away and placed the bottle on top of it.

"The medicine is ready." He stared into her eyes and said this.

Her eyes filled with tears.

Can I finally find my lost memories?

Many times, she had felt like a rootless duckweed, unaffected by the wind, even very beautiful, but the ground below was empty, without a single root. She had felt as if she had been blown away by the wind.

She was from her own country, and she was extremely sure of this, but why was she called Shen Xiran? Who else is at home? What about her parents and sisters? What about old friends? Why didn't anyone come to contact him after he had been here for so long?

What happened three years ago? Why did it become like this?

These questions were pressed deeply in the bottom of her heart, and did not come out even the slightest bit. Even Si Lianye had not been able to ask her about it, because she did not know why, and she felt that he did not necessarily like her asking these questions herself.

As for the reason, she didn't know either.

Therefore, when she saw that she could finally regain her memories, the excitement in her heart was no less than his.

She closed the bottle with tears in her eyes and nodded at him, "Thank you."

He stretched out his big hand and rubbed her head heavily. "Idiot."

Half a month passed by in a flash. Finally, she had obtained the doctor's permission to leave the hospital, and she was discharged without a hitch.

When she got home, she sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the familiar room. A huge smile appeared on her face. "I'm so happy to be back at last."

With that, he threw himself into the fluffy and soft blanket and laughed out loud. "I really hate the smell of the hospital's disinfectant, really!"

"Alright, we don't need to go in the future." he said, sitting down beside her.

She turned her head and gave him a sweet smile, but there was also a hint of sadness in her eyes that he understood.

He turned his head after a slight pause.

In fact, they all knew in their hearts that her body wasn't as good as they had imagined. Even if she had taken the medicine, she would only be able to recuperate and not cure. In the end, the only way for her to recover was to have an operation to change her broken kidney.

However, her blood type was so special that even though he had been trying so hard, there was still no result.

Without kidney source, he could only watch as she ate the medicine to preserve her life without any means to do so.

He never told her about these things and thought that she didn't know. But suddenly, he understood. So it turned out that she knew everything, just that she never said it.

She smiled and looked away. "I hope it works."

"Of course it's useful. Didn't you say that you were almost able to recall what we knew each other?" He restrained his good mood.

She frowned slightly. "Actually, I'm not dreaming. Anyway, I …"

This was what she dreamt of the day before. It was as if she was wearing a beautiful dress and was staring at him in a daze. At that time, his gaze hadn't been on her at all.

She could almost clearly feel the sadness in her lover's eyes back then.

Was that the first time she had met him?

She slowly described these scenes to him. After hearing it, he happily kissed her once, saying, "You're really smart. You already knew that I was a peerless man the first time you saw me."

"Does that mean my memories are real? "So it turns out that you didn't like me back then." She looked at him strangely.

He smiled and kissed her lips, "It's alright. I was an idiot at that time. I don't understand what's good for you, but I'll soon find out."

"Really?"

"Of course."

His tone was calm, but there was a trace of hesitation in the depths of his heart. What if she remembered those unpleasant things?

His heart sank, but didn't express it. He changed the topic, "Where's Zhu Lingling? I don't think I saw her during this time."

She humphed. "You are really ambitious. Didn't you know that he had already moved out?"

"Moved out? "Why?"

"Her boyfriend is here, the one you saw. He came a few days ago, and then the two fought and made up. I'm tired of watching her fight again, so I told her to stop standing in front of me in a fit of anger."

She smiled helplessly at him, "It seems like they are the same as us."

"That's right, but I think they're close. If everything goes well, she might even return. When we meet again, it might be at their wedding. Hmm …" She couldn't help but let her mind wander. If they were really married, what should she give them?

"Speaking of marriage, tell me, how about we get engaged? We can get married in a few months, what do you think?" He suddenly whispered in her ear.

Her heart skipped a beat. She looked at him with a strange gaze. "Are you joking?"

"No, I'm serious." His face looked slightly hurt. "Why don't you believe it?"

"I... I... Don't you think it would be prudent to get engaged and get married or something? " She stuttered and made an excuse.

"Then you think that my attitude is not serious?" His tone became relaxed, "Alright, I'll have someone send a big diamond ring over tomorrow. There will also be roses, and, hmm, wedding gowns and the like. Do you think we should go to France to get our wedding gowns?" Or do you like Paris or Italy? "

She blinked her eyes, "Stop, I didn't agree to anything. You actually mentioned about the wedding dress? Your imagination is really rich? "

He looked at her deeply. "Could it be that you're not willing to agree to marry me?"

She frowned and hesitantly said, "Actually, it isn't …" She felt that it was a bit too fast, and her body …

She had known for a long time that she was sterile, unless a miracle happened, and his family, as far as she knew, was an only child, and he must have an heir.

That was why she subconsciously avoided thinking about it when she was with him.

"Then why?" He pressed her as if he hadn't thought of her body at all.

She took a deep breath. "Honey, let's talk about this after I get all my memories back, okay?"

"Alright." Then he said, "Then let's get engaged."

She was stunned for a moment. "What I meant was that we should get engaged after my memories come back."

"No, I want to be engaged to you." He cut off the metal and said he would not accept any of her rejections.

She asked in amusement, "Why? Could it be that you're afraid that I'll run away?"

"Of course. Every day, I feel scared, afraid that the moment I open my eyes, I will discover that you have disappeared." His eyes were deep as he looked at her.

She opened her mouth to say something, tried to tease him, and found that the look in his eyes was serious.

Her heart skipped a beat as she looked at him, unable to speak for a long time. He was serious, really afraid that she wouldn't see him when he woke up.

Their eyes met in the air for a long moment, and then she heard her own voice saying, "Okay, we're engaged."

She wasn't sure if she had made the right decision or not, but she knew that from the moment she had first agreed to it, he had been busy again, coming home early and late, sometimes with a tired face, and had fallen asleep after just a few words with her.

In her eyes, she was very worried. She told him to be careful and not be too busy, but he agreed in the end and turned around to busy himself again. He didn't take her words to heart at all.

Zhu Lingling had already followed Kang Wen back. It was said that she was already preparing for the wedding and was even fervently inviting her to attend, wanting her to be the bridesmaid. She thought for a moment and firmly rejected the offer.

She felt that with her body, according to the customs of the country, it was better not to make other people unlucky.

Zhu Lingling scoffed at her words, indicating that she was retarded and believed in this even though she was so old. In the end, she still firmly refused to believe this, or else she would never forgive herself for her entire life if something bad had happened to her.

Seeing her determined attitude, Zhu Lingling could only agree.

Thus, her life calmed down once again, and the engagement ceremony was set for the end of next month. After being busy, Si Lianye had brought her to have a round of socialising, and had treated her in every way possible, letting people know with a single glance that he doted on her to the depths of her bones.

Right now, her life was simply the best time in a long time. She was happy and relaxed, and the feeling of being constantly held in someone's hands was simply too good. Sometimes, she would even smile and say, "You're almost going to feed me to become a pig."

He used a gaze as gentle as water to reply, "Even if you are a sow, I will still marry you, don't worry."

She was stunned for a moment, then raised her fist and punched him. In the end, he easily grabbed her fist, and she fell onto his body. She crawled onto his chest, feeling his trembling chest from laughing, and said with a low sigh, "This kind of life is too blissful, what if in the future …"

He tightened his arms around her and hugged her tightly. "You can't say that. We will always be fine."

"Okay, we'll always be fine."

She hugged him tightly.

He lowered his head and gave her a kiss on her face. His eyes were as bright as the stars. "Come, close your eyes."

She was startled. "What's wrong?" However, she still chose to obey and closed her eyes, "Let me tell you, don't make these strange things."

"Don't worry, I don't want to scare you." He spoke in a low voice.

She closed her eyes and suddenly felt a cold feeling coming from her fingers. Her heart skipped a beat.

He said, "Open your eyes."

She gently opened her eyes and saw a beautiful shining ring on the ring finger of her right hand. The silver white ring on her right hand formed the shape of two small hands intersecting each other. In the center of her hands was a heart-shaped diamond with a pink luster, it looked as if all the light nearby had been attracted over, and at that moment, even the sunlight outside the window seemed to have lost its color.

He looked at her with a smile that was even brighter than a diamond. "I chose it especially for you. Do you like it?"

She couldn't say anything as she stared at him.

He frowned, "Xi Ran?"

She shook her head, suddenly threw herself into his embrace, and tightly wrapped her arms around him. "You're so good to me, in the future … "What should we do?"