Although Gu tingjue usually dotes on BEI'ER very much, he is still very bluffing when he is serious, especially after Bai Xiaomian is injured. Somehow, BEI'ER seems to have a sense of fear towards Gu tingjue.
She always feels that her father seems to have changed, but she can't tell where the specific changes are. Not only Belle, but also Bai Xiaomian has this feeling.
Gu tingjue sleeps with BEI'ER at night, and Bai Xiaomian accompanies her at home after going to work during the day. Because Lu's jewelry is not busy at present, most of her work is done by computer at home, and she will go to the company only when there is a meeting that she must appear.
A week went by like this.
During the period, Bai Xiaomian and BEI'ER have seen countless psychologists. Even Gu tingjue's experts from abroad have no good effect, which makes her more anxious and anxious.
In the afternoon, Bai Xiaomian is going to take BEI'ER out for a walk to get in touch with the outside environment, so as not to let her stay at home all the time.
But Belle said that she would not go out. She just wanted to shut herself in a small room, as if it was the safest place.
"Mommy, am I bad?"
"No Bai Xiaomian listen to her words, only feel a pain in the heart, soft voice way, "you are now very good, don't be afraid, you will gradually become better."
"No way." Belle sat barefoot on the carpet, hugged her knees and shook her head. "I've done so many bad things. I'm not a good child anymore."
"No, you'll always be mommy's good boy!"
"That's good." Belle's eyes fell on her flat abdomen, like muttering to herself, "Mommy must be a good child in her stomach. When it comes out, Mommy, you will not want me."
"Who said that? Of course Mommy wants you! " Bai Xiaomian's tone unconsciously emphasized, "mommy loves you very much, don't say such words."
As if she didn't understand her, BEI'ER continued, "after you give birth to it, throw me away and raise a good child again..."
Bai Xiaomian holds her little hand. When she wants to say something, she suddenly finds something different. She pauses a moment, suddenly lifted the sleeve of belle, as expected saw scar on it.
There are many lead gray dots on the white and delicate skin, which are obviously put in with a pencil, leaving the color.
Bai Xiaomian's pupils contracted, and he could hardly believe his eyes.
The family is absolutely safe now, no one can hurt Belle, so there is only one possibility, Belle, she is killing herself!
I didn't expect that what I was worried about became true so soon. Bai Xiaomian's heart was throbbing again and again. She grabbed BEI'ER's hand and carefully checked it. It was inferred that it was because she didn't pay attention today.
If there were any signs before, she, Gu tingjue and ina would not have found them. But there are always times when they can't see. For example, today, if she doesn't pay attention, Belle will hurt herself!
"Mommy, actually I don't feel pain." Belle whispered.
She even felt that it was the best way to vent her pain and not hurt others.
"I don't allow you to hurt yourself!" Bai Xiaomian's eyes can't help reddening. She can't imagine how much pain BEI'ER is suffering, which leads to her self mutilation.
She would rather Belle hurt her as before than each other hurt herself like this.
Belle opened a pair of eyes to see her, there is a trace of confusion, "well, I know."
Bai Xiaomian is heartbroken. Although BEI'ER has promised her, who knows if she will continue to behave like this when she can't see? She has to spend more time with her!
"Tell mommy, Belle, why are you doing this?"
"Well, no why."
But Bai Xiaomian thought of what BEI'ER had just said. She seemed to care about the child in her stomach, and even thought that she would throw her away if she gave birth to the child
Belle has no sense of security, even inferiority and fear in her heart.
Children's thinking is very simple, if they are not good enough, Mommy should give birth to a more good child to raise it?
Bai Xiaomian subconsciously reached out and stroked her abdomen. Sure enough, she saw BEI'ER's long eyelashes tremble, and soon dropped her eyes, looking down and helpless.
It's said that many children have such a sense of crisis when they learn that their mother is pregnant with a second child. They are afraid that their favorite will be taken away.
And such a sense of crisis makes Belle's psychological problems worse.
Bai Xiaomian clenched her lips and made an important decision in her heart.
In the evening, Gu tingjue came back from work early. The first thing he did was to see his daughter, and he was still holding a big box in his hand.
When the box was opened, a little white dog jumped out, wagging its tail and howling at Belle. It looked very cute.
BEI'ER was stunned and looked at the little white dog Is this a babyGu tingjue nodded gently, "well, I found it back."
During the period when BEI'ER disappeared, Gu tingjue and Bai Xiaomian didn't have the heart to pay attention to the little white dog Gu Nan sent him. He took advantage of ina's inattention to sneak out of the house and didn't find it for a long time.
Recently, it was found by Gu tingjue's people.
as like as two peas, Gu Tingjue has seen him grow into a big white dog. He looked at the dog that sent him to see the house. He gave the old housekeeper a look at the house and picked up a identical white dog.
Although Beier is young, it's not easy to cheat, "Dad, why is the baby smaller than before? Isn't it growing up a little bit? "
Gu tingjue coughed lightly and explained solemnly, "he has been wandering outside for a long time. He has no food or drink. He has no nutrition. Of course, he has not been for a long time. Do you think it is thinner than before?"
BEI'ER looks at the little white dog around her suspiciously. She's round and fat, but she doesn't see it. It's true.
But she also reluctantly believed Gu tingjue's statement.
"Dad, give the baby away. I don't care for it."
"Why?" Gu tingjue doesn't understand, "don't you like it?"
"Of course I do." BEI'ER didn't know what she thought of. Her eyes, which were as bright as stars, dimmed and couldn't see any light. "I'm afraid I can't control myself to hurt it. I'd better let it go with a kind new host."
At this moment, Gu tingjue's heart was like being pierced by ten million needles, which was full of pain.
His voice was so tender that he was afraid of scaring her, but at the bottom of his heart he was very sad. "Honey, don't say that about yourself. You can take care of it, can't you? Dad believes in you. I'll raise it with you and Mommy, OK
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