Gu Nan's heart suddenly rises a feeling of discomfort and suffocation. He can bear Bai Xiaomian's hatred for him, but he can't accept that she completely ignores him.
That would only prove that he no longer existed in her eyes.
"Xiaomian, you must be hungry, aren't you? I'll go and ask someone to buy some porridge. " Gu Nan said almost flatteringly.
But Bai Xiaomian didn't even look at him, or she didn't look at anything. Her eyes were illusory, as if nothing could enter her eyes.
Gu Nan's heart flashed a fluster, he specially bent down and stood in front of Bai Xiaomian, so that she could see herself, "Xiaomian, did you hear what I said?"
Bai Xiaomian didn't move. Naturally, he saw Gu Nan's face.
After three days and three nights, Gu Nan didn't close his eyes, and the water was still dripping. At this time, he was dark and haggard. He had a lot of hard black stubble on his work, and even his black suit was wrinkled. It could be seen that he hadn't changed it for several days, and he looked very embarrassed.
Gu Nan stared at her eyes without blinking. Looking at her eyes reflecting her own shadow, he finally felt a little relieved. "I know you're tired. It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk."
He paused for a while, and then looked at himself, which found how embarrassed, "look at me so dirty, you should sober up, or you will stink later."
Bai Xiaomian still did not give him any response.
Although Gu Nan doesn't want to leave her for a minute, he can't appear in front of his sweetheart with this image all the time. He can only find the person who has believed to look at Bai Xiaomian and bathe himself in the bathroom in the ward.
He washed fast, and afraid that he would not wash clean and be rejected by Bai Xiaomian, he could only hold back his inner eagerness and scrub carefully for an hour.
When Gu Nan came out of the bathroom, Bai Xiaomian still kept her original appearance and didn't even move her posture. He even suspected that she hadn't turned her eyes during this period of time.
Subordinates have sent porridge over, at this time is still warm, are suitable for Bai Xiaomian to eat medicated food.
Gu Nan Duan stirred the porridge and sat beside Bai Xiaomian to feed her, but she didn't cooperate and ignored him completely.
"Xiaomian, I know you hate me, but you can't get along with your body. Even if you don't want to eat, the baby in your stomach needs nutrition. "
Bai Xiaomian is unmoved. She seems to be immersed in her own world, automatically isolating all the people and things outside, as if she can escape from reality.
Gu Nan's heart suddenly becomes sour and astringent. He would rather Bai Xiaomian scold him for disgusting and tell him to go away than let her become what she is now.
He looked at her quietly, and a sense of powerlessness suddenly rose in his heart, "Bai Xiaomian, what should I do with you? Do you have a heart? "
She naturally has a heart.
He just died. He died with Gu tingjue.
Gu Nan doesn't understand why Bai Xiaomian loves that man so much?
His love is no less than that of Gu tingjue. Why doesn't she give him a little response? Even if it's just charity
Bai Xiaomian looks at the front with both eyes, like a puppet.
Even if Gu Nan got her, he just got a body without soul. What he got was never the real Bai Xiaomian.
"Xiaomian..." Gu Nan took a deep breath and suppressed his surging emotions, as if he thought of something in general, "I have what you want here, shall I give it to you?"
Bai Xiaomian didn't respond.
What do you want? She only wanted Gu tingjue.
Gu Nan's look seemed to be tangled, but he took out a small transparent glass bottle from his pocket, which seemed to contain some white powder, and then put it in front of Bai Xiaomian, "Gu tingjue's ashes, don't you want them?"
Bai Xiaomian's pupil suddenly tightened, and suddenly reached out to grab the small glass bottle. Because the action was so fierce, he jumped directly out of bed.
Gu Nan caught her and quickly hid the small glass bottle behind her. Her eyes were dim. "I know you want it. As long as you promise me to eat, I will give it as a gift, OK?"
Anyway, it's not ashes at all. It's clean powder for ashes.
Bai Xiaomian almost immediately agreed to come down, opening to say the first word, "good."
Gu Nan's pupil shrunk. "For this small bottle of ashes, will you agree to anything I say?"
Bai Xiaomian changed back to the appearance of no response, but the eyes fixed on Gu Nan, as if to see through him the small glass bottle hidden behind him.
"Why don't you give me a kiss and I'll give it to you?" Gu Nan's tone has a hint of coaxing and temptation.
Bai Xiaomian naturally heard his words and slowly broke away from his arms.
Gu Nan's heart is about to suffer. He didn't say that for a long time. Just as he wanted to give Bai Xiaomian the small glass bottle, he saw her stand up from the bed and look a whole bit higher than him.Bai Xiaomian put her hands on Gu Nan '.
Gu Nan was stunned. His heart seemed to be pounded by a small hammer. Every concussion was painful.
No one knows better than him how much Bai Xiaomian hates him now, but she forces herself to kiss him in order to get Gu tingjue's ashes.
The kiss didn't make him feel happy and sweet at all.
On the contrary, he is now suffering almost crazy.
Bai Xiaomian is abusing his heart.
"Give it to me." Bai Xiaomian's expressionless mouth.
Gu Nan reluctantly pulled out an ugly smile and handed her the small glass bottle in his hand. "How about eating next? Do you eat it yourself or do I feed it? "
When Bai Xiaomian took the small glass bottle, she couldn't help shaking it. The powder in it also shook. There was a little light in her eyes, and soon it was dark again.
"I eat it myself."
"Good."
Gu Nan quickly helped her set up the table and put all the porridge on it. Watching her eat mechanically, her stomach felt like burning pain.
He is very hungry now, but he can't eat anything. He looks at Bai Xiaomian in a trance, and his eyes are full of astringency.
Finally, he fell to the ground.
Bai Xiaomian continued to eat as if he could not see.
After half an hour, a nurse came in to check and found Gu Nan lying on the ground. With a scream, he quickly called the doctor and looked at Bai Xiaomian with a trace of complexity.
"Miss, can't you see this gentleman fall to the ground? How can you be so desperate? "
She didn't know how much Bai Xiaomian wanted Gu nan to die.
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