Chapter 473

In the following days, Bai Xiaomian almost vomited whatever she ate. Her stomach rejected any food. The doctor diagnosed her as anorexia.

Gu Nan didn't even go to the company. He wanted to bring all the doctors in Beijing to treat her, but her condition worsened day by day, and she could only live on nutrient solution.

Bai Xiaomian is too obedient to Gu Nanshan. He can do whatever he asks her to do, just like a puppet without thinking. She doesn't care about her physical condition, so she'll let her go.

She became drowsy, sleeping for twelve hours a day, closing the curtains and hiding herself in a dark corner, like a withered plant slowly rotting.

Gu Nan can only take her out every day to bask in the sun, as if this can add some fresh breath to her.

Bai Xiaomian is like a broken pot. She has no interest in anything. Her body is still decaying at a very fast speed under the treatment of drugs

At night, Gu Nan is lying on the bed with Bai Xiaomian in his arms. The man in his arms is very obedient and doesn't resist. He doesn't even dare to exert himself for fear that he will hurt this fragile body like a skeleton.

"Xiaomian, did you sleep?" Gu Nan's voice is soft.

Bai Xiaomian did not move and did not answer.

Gu Nan subconsciously went to her nose and found that when she was still breathing, she was relieved, "Xiaomian..."

God knows how scared he was that she would just fall asleep and never wake up again

All these days, he was in a panic of losing her all the time. He knew that all this was caused by him, but he was still reluctant to let go and still held her tightly

How could he let them go when they were together? But looking at her weak body, his heart was as painful as being cut by a knife, tangled and painful.

What should he do? How can he keep this woman?

"I asked someone to take a picture of belle. Now she has grown a lot and her character has become lively, but she misses you very much..." Gu Nan said, he knew that now the only person who can make Bai Xiaomian have a little reaction is BEI'ER, "do you want to see her?"

Bai Xiaomian's eyes finally moved and his voice was hoarse. "Will you let me go?"

Gu Nan seemed to choke for a moment, "we can go to see her together, or let her come to see you..."

The meaning of this sentence is no more.

Bai Xiaomian fell into silence again. She closed her eyes as if she didn't have the extra strength to take care of Gu Nan.

As soon as she closed her eyes every day, she saw Gu tingjue's face, which was eaten beyond recognition by the fish. She didn't feel terrible, but she felt extremely sad.

She often sleeps, because there is her favorite person in her dream, and occasionally she dreams about the child who died young But the dream is a dream after all, and will wake up in the end. The reality is like a blunt knife, slowly tormenting her heart.

I'm tired to live, so I'm sorry, Belle.

Mommy is a coward, a coward and a disaster.

Mommy killed your father and your brother. I don't want to hurt you in the end.

Bai Xiaomian clearly understood that the hatred and entanglement between her and Gu Nan could never be solved. Only when one of them died, everything would really end.

Either Gu Nan or she died.

Even if she died, she would try her best to let Gu Nan be buried with her.

Gu Nan was oppressed by his deathly silence and could hardly breathe. He slowly hugged Bai Xiaomian from behind, and a low voice came out from his throat, "Xiaomian, I beg you not to do this, don't torture yourself like this You torture me, beat me and scold me. I can do whatever I want... "

Bai Xiaomian didn't seem to hear him. He seemed to be asleep with his eyes closed.

But Gu Nan knew that she had heard it. He gave her a kiss behind her ear and nearly begged, "I want you to live well Please

Please don't be so cruel, let him watch his favorite woman wither

"But you forced me to do everything." Bai Xiaomian slowly opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling with retro patterns carved on his head. After several seconds, he slowly untied the buttons on his pajamas.

Gu Nan's hand touched a piece of delicate and smooth skin, some were reluctant to leave, and the next second he heard the woman's cold voice.

"Don't you always want to sleep with me when you leave me with you?" Today, Bai Xiaomian doesn't care about anything. According to Gu Nan's previous experience of trying to force her, she knows that it's impossible for her partner not to touch her all the time.

Gu Nan suddenly sat up and looked at Bai Xiaomian incredulously You think I'm with you just to have sex with you? "

Bai Xiaomian didn't speak, but her cold eyes showed everything.

At this moment, Gu Nan's heart seems to be frozen into ice, and his whole blood seems to have lost its temperature. He said, "if there are so many beautiful women in the world, as you say, I can find any one. Why do I try my best to keep you at my side! Why? Because I love youBai Xiaomian continues to unbutton. Gu Nan seems to be stimulated by her action. He madly buckles her again until it's tight.

"You mean it, don't you? You know I love you..." In Gu Nan's eyes, Bai Xiaomian's behavior is undoubtedly insulting their love.

But he forgot that he was the first to insult love.

"I won't touch you." Gu Nan took a deep breath, put down the pain in his heart, got up and left, "you have a good rest, I'll see you tomorrow."

He had to leave. Bai Xiaomian knew his weakness. Every soft knife hurt him the most and his heart was bleeding.

But Bai Xiaomian gave a silent smile, and his eyes were full of irony.

Gu Nan was not as good as a beast, but he pretended to be respectable. People who didn't know might think he was a loyal man to love.

It's ridiculous.

……

Gu Nan really realized that if he continued like this, the situation would only get worse and worse. He must find a way to make a change.

The source of all Bai Xiaomian's problems lies in her psychology. She doesn't want to be treated well and loses her desire to live, so her body also responds to the opportunity

If only Bai Xiaomian could forget all this, then she could live a good life and be with him. They would be a happy couple Is there really a drug that can make people forget everything?

When this idea sprouted, it was out of control.

Finally, a professional doctor recommended a foreign drug to him.

Such drugs are listed as banned drugs in foreign countries. After injection for a period of time, people's memory and IQ will gradually degenerate, and they will forget all things, including daily self-care behavior, which is basically equivalent to a newborn baby. They need to be taught from scratch, and their mind will grow up slowly again.

It's like the rebirth of the past.

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