Lu Qingcheng's words were like a huge hand, holding Lu Sinian's heart tightly, almost making him unable to breathe.
He tried his best to find his voice and spoke slowly Good
Lu Qingcheng didn't react for a moment What are you talking about? "
Lu Sinian suppressed his inner pain and tried to say without expression, "I promise you about the child."
Lu Qingcheng looked at him incredulously, "what does that mean?"
It turns out that Lu Sinian's care for children is all pretended? How could you agree so easily?
Every time Lu Sinian said a word, his heart was bleeding, "child, don't stay."
Every word he said was like a cold stone, which fell into Lu Qingcheng's heart. She couldn't tell her feelings clearly, but now she knew that she was not happy, even a little uncomfortable.
Is it because of the children?
No way. She didn't want to keep the child at all.
But she wants to kill the child, and Lu Sinian wants to kill the child, this is two things. Lu Qingcheng thinks that it should be Lu Sinian's attitude that makes her feel no pleasure of revenge. That's why she has so many strange feelings.
The child should never have stayed.
It's an accident, it's a mistake, it has a pair of unbearable parents, I don't want to be born. It's irresponsible to have a baby before you're ready.
Looking at the unresponsive Lu Sinian, Lu Qingcheng couldn't help but want him to feel more painful. She said cruelly, "OK, that's settled. I want you to do the operation yourself. "
There was no expression on Lu Sinian's face, but his constricted pupils betrayed his pain. He said that word with difficulty Good
As you wish, my love.
Lu Sinian knows what Lu Qingcheng is thinking, but he still agrees. For all she has, he can rest assured only when he handles it by himself, even though it will make him miserable.
The child left would have threatened Lu Qingcheng's life. He was afraid that Lu Qingcheng would know about it. Now it seems that it's OK.
Lu Qingcheng didn't like the child at all. It was a relief for her to get rid of him. It's just him who is suffering from the beginning to the end.
The operation was scheduled three days later, and time passed quickly.
On the day of the operation, Lu Qingcheng was pushed into the operating room. Lu Sinian put on sterilized clothes and prepared to operate the operation himself.
The top of his head was a white light. Lu Qingcheng felt a little harsh. He narrowed his eyes slightly and saw Lu Sinian's dark eyes.
Cold needle slowly into her skin, Lu Qingcheng only feel a sense of sleepiness hit, she tried to open her eyes, heart suddenly rose a trace of regret.
"I, I'm a little scared..."
Her voice was very light. Lu Sinian lowered his head and listened carefully. Then he could hear what she was saying clearly. There was a twinkle of pain in his eyes.
He said softly, "don't be afraid, I'll be with you. Just close your eyes and have a sleep... "
"No, I don't want to sleep..." Lu Qingcheng suddenly felt that her decision was too hasty. Why should she revenge Lu Sinian with the death of her baby? She shouldn't be.
She is terminally ill and will soon die.
She didn't miss anyone, but she still remembered her own parents. If she died, how sad they would be!
If she died, it would be better to leave a child than nothing to make her parents sad.
For the first time, Lu Qingcheng took the initiative to hold Lu Sinian's hand tightly. She opened her lips and wanted to speak, but she couldn't make a sound. More and more regrets in her heart flooded her like the sea water.
No, she didn't want to have an operation. She didn't want to kill the child.
She wants to try to keep it, try to get along with it.
Lu Qingcheng had a long lost desire in her heart, as if there was a faint light in the dark life, which made her want to touch and hold tightly.
What will her child look like?
She suddenly wanted to live well, wanted to watch the child grow up slowly, and Lu Sinian She has long been excluded from the future, not in the scope of consideration.
Lu Qingcheng wants to stop Lu Sinian from having an operation, but it's too late. She can't say a word of refusal. She feels sleepy like a monster has devoured her.
Lu Sinian could feel the hand holding him tightly and slowly released it. Lu Qingcheng also slowly closed his eyes and lost consciousness.
Lu Sinian looked at his favorite woman with tenderness and sadness.
He thought to himself, what did Lu Qingcheng want to say just now?
Don't want him to get out of surgery, or do you want him to make a quick decision? Or did she regret that she didn't want to kill her child?
The last idea made Lu Sinian feel fantastic.
How could Lu Qingcheng regret it?She was so disgusted with him, and also disgusted with the child who had something to do with him. She wanted to kill it as soon as possible.
Lu Sinian's hand could not help falling on Lu Qingcheng's flat belly. He knew that it was a young embryo, his child.
“…… I'm sorry
It's dad who can't protect you.
In order that your mother can live well, I have to sacrifice you. Hope next life, you are a happy child.
The next operation went smoothly. Lu Sinian took off Lu Qingcheng's little child and put the little embryo into a small transparent glass bottle.
He took off his mask, gave a kiss on Lu Qingcheng's pale cheek, and then gave a kiss on the small glass bottle. A tear passed through the corner of his eye and soon disappeared.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Lu Sinian thinks of BEI'ER. At that time, he tried his best to save her child. He tried to make her live the life that a normal child should have. She was happy and carefree.
The only pain is the loss of a mother.
But now the pain is gone, because Bai Xiaomian and Gu tingjue have returned to Z country, and there are three of them No, it's a family of four. How happy it is to be reunited at last.
And his child, his only child, has not had time to take a good look at this wonderful world.
In his life, he has saved and harmed countless people.
But in the end, he can't save his children, he can't save his favorite woman.
How painful!
But even so, he won't give in to heaven. He wants to take Lu Qingcheng's life back. Nobody wants to take her away!
……
The next day, Lu Qingcheng finally woke up from his coma.
Lu Sinian stayed up all night with her. Seeing that she finally woke up, her restless heart finally settled down slightly, and her eyes were full of surprise light. "Qingcheng, you finally wake up. Do you feel uncomfortable? "
Lu Qingcheng's eyes slowly woke up from confusion.
She remembered that she had an abortion yesterday.
Lying on the operating table that moment, she regretted, but it was too late.
She asked Lu Sinian, "where are the children?"
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