For a long time did not appear smiling face now full of smile, from the heart, let Gu tingjue move eyes.
But he soon regained his sense. Gu tingjue was not willing to destroy her expectation, but
"No, you can't go."
The words revealed are chilling and resolute.
"Why?" Bai Xiaomian's smile froze at the corner of her mouth, and her body was suddenly stunned. After a long pause, her voice was astringent. "Are you afraid that I will be found to cause you trouble after I go out?"
Bai Xiaomian only thought that he refused to show up because he didn't want to get close to him. He raised his hand slowly to press his chest and forced himself to pull out a smile. "Don't worry, I won't let others find out."
She has lost everything, only such a friend, can't give her the last hope?
Gu tingjue looked at her thin shoulder drooping, lonely lips side face, can't bear to don't look in the eyes, back in the back of the fingers clenched again, it seems that only in this way can suppress the impulse of the heart.
The voice seems not to be his own, trying his best to maintain indifference, always deep and quiet eyes have been turbulent.
"No matter what."
"Why?"
Bai Xiaomian suddenly raised her head. Her eyes, which were filled with indignation, dropped down again in a hurry. Her fingers trembled uncontrollably, and her lips murmured, "I just want to see something shallow."
Just a look, just a look.
"There are a lot of things left to do at home, the clothes haven't been washed, and the curtains are dirty, so you can't leave yet."
Gu tingjue pursed his lips and did not turn over. He did not dare to look at her tearful eyes and found an excuse. Then he seemed to be persuading himself. He nodded heavily, "do you understand?"
"I see. As long as I'm done, I can go, can't I?"
Bai Xiaomian caught the loophole in his words, just like a drowning man grabbing the last straw.
He raised his head and raised his arm. He wanted to hold Gu tingjue's shoulder, but at last he carefully put it down again, leaving only a pair of eyes looking forward to him.
Water, like a clear spring, seeps into Gu tingjue's heart.
Teeth clenched, the strength of the hand almost want to nail embedded in the palm of the hand, joints are also suffused with strong white, after all, it is negative to her expectations.
"No way."
The short three words were like the last big net full of sharp edges. Under the hood, Bai Xiaomian was deprived of all the air around him. His breathing stopped and his heart beat stopped.
"I You... "
Bai Xiaomian's lips moved back and forth, but he could not say a word. His eyes were tight and astringent. He blinked stupidly. The anger and joy at the bottom of his eyes darkened in an instant.
The whole person is dead again.
The bag in my hand is powerless on the ground, and my shoulders are drooping. The white clavicle is pale and cold under the light.
Slightly trembling body and helpless eyes make her look more like a child abandoned by parents.
The air is quiet.
Just when Gu tingjue couldn't help asking for money, Bai Xiaomian suddenly stepped up, slowly closed his eyes and opened his lips. "I know, I won't go."
She lost.
The moment the voice in her mind reappeared, she knew she had lost.
All her life, she can't escape.
Maybe when she died, as the voice said, everything would be free.
"White Xiaomian... " Gu tingjue looked at her back and felt a pain. He took a few steps to help her stagger. Unexpectedly, she pressed the handle faster.
The last word choked in my throat.
I can't swallow it.
I don't know where I'm going.
If you don't know what to do, you will be robbed all your life.
Not daring to face Bai Xiaomian, Gu tingjue left the villa and locked himself in the office. One by one, he flipped through the documents and calmed himself down with these laborious data.
He wants to forget Bai Xiaomian's eyes.
"Ah
Irritable low roar, vent like will all the documents on the desk to the ground.
Finger belly dead pressure pen body, tightly lift double eyebrows, originally warm clear eyes like bottomless abyss full of yin and hate.
In fact, it's all because of Xu Chen and Lu Sicheng.
He and Bai Xiaomian will be forced to this field.
In recent days, king and Lu have cooperated with each other, and the pressure is increasing.
The distance between his fingers and Bai Xiaomian's was getting farther and farther.
Laughing at himself, Gu tingjue pinched his nose and smashed his fist at the corner of the table.
The joints suddenly turn red.
He gritted his teeth with remorse.He had brought Bai Xiaomian to Jiuqu Mingdi because he was afraid that she would not eat and drink well in Bai's house. He wanted her to recover a little. But he thought of her eyes this morning.
There's no anger!
It was broken despair.
And it's all his fault.
At the same time, Bai Xiaomian also vigorously rubs her clothes, her arms are mechanical and fast, her mouth is clenched by her teeth, and the corners of her mouth are covered with some blood, but she seems to be unaware of it.
Just open your eyes, wash clothes again and again.
Knuckle because of the strong and repeated rubbing has some broken skin.
"Don't ring, don't ring..."
Only in this way can she make her body tired, so tired that she doesn't want to think about anything, can she drive out the voice in her mind.
In order to feel alive, even if the corner of the eye tears fall.
Two people who love each other deeply are tormenting each other like this.
As time goes by, it's already night. The moon is bright and dark under the cover of clouds.
Gu tingjue looked at the time and sighed.
It's in the middle of the night.
In order to avoid Bai Xiaomian, he had to go home at this time.
Click.
The door opened.
"Bai Xiaomian!"
The next second, Gu tingjue's pupil was constricted. The key that he held in his hand fell to the ground and ran in suddenly. He almost snatched the scissors from Bai Xiaomian's hand between lightning and flint, and the subconscious blade was aimed at him.
However, it is still a step late.
Red blood along the pale cold wrist slowly dripping, one after another open on the floor.
Dazzling red!
Although the wound was not deep, it was enough to make Gu tingjue panic.
"What are you doing?"
Gu tingjue throws a pair of scissors on the sofa. Regardless of his palm cut by the blade, he eagerly grabs Bai Xiaomian's shoulder and looks at her wrist painfully.
"Wait, you..."
Gu tingjue's hand holding her wrist was a meal, and his heart reflected something.
Look up slowly.
Sure enough.
Bai Xiaomian's eyes closed, her eyelashes trembled slightly, her hands drooped powerlessly. Even though she made such a sound, she didn't respond at all.
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