But depression is different from sleepwalking, one is conscious, the other is unconscious.
So she should be conscious now, but it's hard for her to overcome the brain. She came back to the sound of the sea.
Gu tingjue held her firmly in his arms. His arms tightened as if he wanted to rub her into the bone marrow. He raised his hand and pressed her back brain. His thin lips were close to her earlobe. He slowly opened his mouth and said, "Bai Xiaomian, come back quickly Come back... "
The dark curtain is broken by the light.
A bright light came through.
Bai Xiaomian raised his head in trouble, with tears in his eyes. He looked at Gu tingjue for a while and murmured, "Gu Gu tingjue... "
The last trace of strength dissipated, the whole person's weak soft fell in Gu tingjue's arms.
She's back!
"Bai Xiaomian!"
Gu tingjue quickly hugged her body, cherished her teeth, raised her hand and gently put the broken hair in her ear behind her head. Her voice was low and magnetic, "I will accompany you Always
I don't know how long after that, the warm sunshine is projected into the room through the veil. Bai Xiaomian's eyelashes on the bed are trembling and frowning. She uses her hand to block the light. She opens her eyes and pauses for two seconds.
Memories come out like a flood.
Self mutilation, blood, Gu tingjue, embrace.
She remembered everything.
"Gu tingjue!"
Little face a white, think of his strength last night, Bai Xiaomian flustered low cry, heart full of worry and remorse, casually lift the quilt, barefoot will go to find him.
He must have hurt his hand!
Click
The door of the room was suddenly opened. Gu tingjue was standing at the door with millet porridge in his hand.
"Awake?"
When he saw Bai Xiaomian, his heart relaxed, and he put a soft smile on his mouth. In an instant, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and his eyes locked his bare feet on the ground.
"Ah, you, I..."
Bai Xiaomian was more and more helpless. He raised his arm and put it down again. He hesitated and leaned to Gu tingjue. His lips were murmuring, but he was too red to say a word.
It's all because of her
The back of Gu tingjue's hand, which was still bloodstained, was exposed in front of her eyes, like a sharp blade straight into her heart.
Almost stopped breathing.
"Nothing I was not careful... "
Gu tingjue saw her eyes, eyes a dark, will millet porridge down, without trace of the back hand to cover those frightening wounds, side face to one side, voice light, calm.
He thought that Bai Xiaomian, like before, did not remember what he had done.
"Yes, is it..."
Bai Xiaomian's astringent eyes droop, and the sour and astringent surge of disobedience at the tip of his nose again. His eyelashes tremble, and a little glittering and translucent hang up, but he insists on not dripping.
Hidden behind the fingers tightly clenched, nails embedded palm, deep pain.
I was so useless.
Bai Xiaomian laughed with self mockery, and his heart gradually sank down. That voice is right. People who only bring trouble to others are not qualified to live in the world.
"Well, this is my aunt's porridge. Drink it while it's hot."
Gu tingjue saw that her head was drooping and her hair just covered her eyes. He just thought that she had not recovered and did not think deeply. He pushed the bowl to her side and opened her thin lips. "The temperature should be just right."
"Well, thank you."
Bai Xiaomian thin cold fingers gently holding the bowl, looking down quietly, slowly sipping a mouthful, eyes a tight, sour can no longer help, tears do not compete to slide down.
Rice porridge in front of the hot air cage, everything has become hazy up, clenching lips.
In my heart, I secretly decided to pay attention. I can't go on like this. This time I hurt Gu tingjue. Next time I don't know who I will hurt?
In order to protect the people she loves, she must face the grinding voice in her mind bravely.
Raised a smile, slightly tilted his head, eyes curving at Gu tingjue, even with tears in the corner of his eyes.
"Gu tingjue, I want to buy some clothes by myself this afternoon. Is that ok?"
Bai Xiaomian felt a little uneasy. She was afraid that Gu tingjue would refuse her when she visited he Qian in the hospital last time.
But to Bai Xiaomian's surprise, Gu tingjue did not doubt that he had agreed after he was stunned at first.
He didn't find the abnormality of Bai Xiaomian, but was bewildered by her sudden smile.
For a moment, I was almost stunned in the local area. I didn't see her smile for a long time.
"Well."
After staying for a while, seeing that Bai Xiaomian had really stabilized his mood, Gu tingjue stabilized his mood and turned to leave.
Three in the afternoon.
Bai Xiaomian is wearing a lavender skirt. Her waist is slightly folded up, especially her hands are full. Her hair is casually held behind her ears. Her eyes are full of water. Her white face is shining in the sun. Her thin shoulders are trembling. Her back looks very sad.Standing at the door of the Central Hospital, Bai Xiaomian looked up at the plaque. The red characters were dazzling.
Quietly looked for a while, suddenly smile, just smile desolate, after all, is admitted ah.
Can can steady pace, steady into.
Although she had a tendency to think about depression before, she never wanted to think about it, nor did she want to admit that she was sick. However, when the facts were really put in front of her, she was afraid.
So I came in person.
For Gu tingjue, for the children, for the people she loves.
And not far behind her, the man was dressed in casual clothes, his hair was a little messy, his eyes were more and more deep, and he was staring at Bai Xiaomian, his eyes were full of waves.
Has always been cold indifferent eyes, this time also pan on a little red halo, that is the woman he put on the tip of his heart.
His eyes were dark, his body trembled, he clenched his fists and forbeared.
Soon, soon
They didn't find that in the dark corner, a man in black, with sinister lips, raised his mobile phone.
Click!
The photo was captured just right.
The side face that Gu tingjue regretted and couldn't bear was photographed clearly.
The man rubbed his masterpiece on the mobile phone screen with satisfaction. The man picked out the number and pressed dial key.
Impatient to open his mouth, voice and proud, "Mr. Xu, I took the photo according to your order, how about, is it according to the agreement, this reward..."
"I've seen it. It's a good job. I remember to read the news after two hours."
Xu Chen's insidious voice came from the receiver, and the surrounding air seemed to be cold and oppressive.
"Yes..."
Flattering bow, flattering should be, the man also made a few flattery, this just reluctantly hung up the phone.
Just taking a few photos can make him rich. It's a good deal!
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