Cheng Ruojun whispered into my ear and said that his words before would cause my entire body to go numb, but now, I didn't feel anything at all. I still loved Cheng Ruojun, and when I kissed him, I would remember if he was the same as Ye Hanqiu, or if his mood had also quickly dropped because of the storm. Cheng Ruojun had already given in to a great deal this time, so maybe I should make him satisfied now.
Sorry, I can't take it anymore, I'm going to puke.
"Ugh!" I finally coughed. I really was going to vomit.
I sat on the tile, tears streaming down my face from the vomiting. I was feeling terrible right now, because the affair of Cheng Ruojun cheating with another woman had drained me of all my energy, and there was the matter of going to bed with a stranger that was tormenting me.
"What's the matter with you?" Cheng Ruojun asked me with a tone of impatience.
I raised my head to look at Cheng Ruojun. He wasn't wearing any clothes, his muscles were a little loose, and the desire on his face hadn't faded yet.
"Nothing, my stomach isn't feeling well." I said, shocked at my own weakness.
Cheng Ruojun squatted down and touched my face, "Is it still okay?"
I nodded and was about to say I didn't need to go to the hospital for the time being, but he picked me up.
He put me down on the washstand, his hand on the back of my thigh, and he wanted to keep doing what I'd interrupted, and I thought he was asking me if I was going to the hospital, but what he was really asking me was if I was still going to make love to him. I almost laughed, but I didn't have the strength to laugh now, he never thought about my feelings, if I had never been with a stranger before.
I once again pushed Cheng Ruojun away and said, "I haven't eaten anything today, so I can't do it." Actually, when I see your snow-white butt, I would think of the scene of you and Ye Hanqiu rolling around in bed.
"Can't I?" Cheng Ruojun hugged me as he spoke.
"Yes." I nodded.
"I can't take it anymore." Cheng Ruojun's breathing hastened, his hand still hadn't stopped. I grabbed his hand and seriously said, "No, I'm feeling very uncomfortable right now."
"I also feel terrible." Cheng Ruojun laughed and said, and then he revealed that kind of playboy smile again.
I looked at his face and said, "I'll use my hands."
"Use your mouth." he said.
I wanted to vomit again. Just last night, he had entered her body.
I looked at his face, perhaps because I had hesitated too long, and he was beginning to be displeased. He was the emperor of the family.
"Use your mouth." "I'll take you to eat after it's over. Don't you like seafood congee?"
I nodded.
Cheng Ruojun had already fallen asleep. In the end, he didn't use his mouth but chose to do it instead, I understood that although I seemed to be the one in charge of his relationship with me, when it came to crucial matters, my position was always low. I only dared to get angry at places that didn't hurt at all.
I closed my eyes and opened them again. In the end, I still couldn't sleep, so I simply got up to take a bath. Cheng Ruojun's hands had also touched that woman last night.
I am a very traditional woman, and before I got married, I was a virgin. Cheng Ruojun was my first boyfriend.
At first, I thought that she felt sorry for me and didn't want me to marry early. But when Cheng Ruojun chased me, she was actually very passionate, and wanted nothing more than to roll us both into the same bed. It was only after the marriage that I realized that she only wanted to sell me for a good price.
I buried my head in the water and kept scrubbing myself. I felt dirty.
My head was heavy, and my entire body was exhausted. I had not eaten for a day, and after being tormented by Cheng Ruojun for two hours, being left alone in the bathroom to soak in the warm water, I finally managed to relax. My eyelids drooped down heavily, and I was unable to hold on any longer.
When I opened my eyes, I found myself in a forest of dense trees. Moonlight fell through the gaps between the leaves, and I could see that the forest was full of red flowers. The flowers were large and the petals looked like velvet.
Right at this moment, the flower vine suddenly moved. I was scared and took a step back. However, the vine seemed to cover the sky as it came towards me. I was tied up by it in a humiliating manner.
I didn't know what to do. I tried to break free of the branches, but they were getting tighter and tighter, and it was at that moment that I heard light footsteps.
I looked over to where the voice had come from. It was the boy, coming towards me from the depths of the forest. I felt as if he were shrouded in darkness, and I wanted to run, but I couldn't.
He came up to me and put a hand under my chin. His expression and eyes were the same as the one I had seen in the afternoon.
He was going to kiss me.
I wanted to curse him, to beat him, but not only could I not cry out, I could not move, only passively endure.
At last his kiss fell.