"Why are you crying? I can't bear to see you like this, and it makes you depressed just by looking at you. " My mother was still talking, and the more she talked, the more excited she became, but she didn't notice that my mood was getting lower and lower.
My mother paused for a few seconds before saying, "If he's got a good temper, you must have done something wrong to make him unhappy."
My mother paused, then said, "For your own good." She sounded a little flustered. Maybe she noticed something unusual about me today.
My mother panicked. She grabbed my hand and said, "How could mom not care about you? I'm from the past, isn't it normal for men to hit people? When we were first married, your father hit me quite a few times as well. I fought with your father a few times, and he wouldn't hit me, but you can't fight Ruo Ruo. Just coax Ruo Ruo, make him happy, and he won't hit you, right? "
I looked at my mother, and she made sense. In the alley where I grew up, there were a lot of men who beat up women, and even in the house next door, the man who owned the house beat up his wife every night when he was drunk, but I didn't want to live like that.
Since you're unhappy, then divorce me. If it doesn't work, then you might as well go back on your word. I remembered Xia Ze's words.
I've given so much for this family, but my parents have never forgiven me. My beloved husband has found another woman to give him children and even tortured me for lying.
I don't want to continue to suffer, my heart felt as if it was being torn apart. Just a moment ago, I was still telling Xia Ze that I can't be willful, I have to endure it, because my family needs me.
His heart was in pain, worse than when he realised Cheng Ruojun had cheated.
"Mom, I'm done eating." I wiped the tears from my face and said quietly, I put a hand to my chest, my heart felt as if it were pressed down by a boulder, and I could barely breathe.
It was really strange. Even though there were so much anger and grievance in my heart, my tone didn't sound abnormal at all. This was the first time I felt this way.
"Right, quickly go back and apologize to Ruo Ruo." "It's just a matter of making a scene. You can change your temper later."
"Yes." I picked up the bag I'd dropped on the floor.
I want to go back and divorce Cheng Ruojun. I'm afraid of him, I'm afraid of making love in his office, I'm afraid of him buying those things, and I'm afraid of him hitting me.
I loved him, but I was dying. Maybe we both needed to be calm.
Just as I was about to leave, the door opened and my father stood there, his designer shirt tattered and stained with blood, his right hand covering his face, and I saw the blood on his hand.
"Dad, what's wrong?" I cried.
My dad looked at me and I noticed that his eyes were purple. He glared at me and said, "Get out of my way."
I stepped aside.
However, his rude words just now had extinguished the anger in my heart that I wanted to care about him.
It's been like this since I was a kid, always treating me like this.
"Then I'll leave first." As I said this, I put on my shoes and prepared to leave. Normally, I would continue to stick my hot face to my cold butt. However, I had already suffered quite a few shocks today, so I really didn't want to compromise anymore.
"Come back." Before I could get out of the door, my father's voice came from behind me.
I stopped and looked back at his face. I hesitated for a few seconds, then went back, wondering what he was going to say, probably because I still had a glimmer of hope in my heart.
I sat in a chair on the side of the sofa, my hands on my knees, my father in the middle of the couch, my mother with a towel to wipe his face.
"Lighter." My father gasped.
"What kind of lawsuit did you run into now?" my mother said snappily.
My father glared at her and then looked at me. Then he said impolitely, "Give me a million."
The way he said it was so light that I almost thought I'd misheard him.
"Dad, what did you say?" I asked, my eyes wide, and a voice in my head said, Please, don't let me down.
"They lost their business. They owed someone a million yuan. They were the ones who took the hit." My dad said he was still full of energy when he said that.
"You have money." He looked at me without a trace of his father's affection for his daughter. He looked at me like he was looking at a cash machine.
Is that what my father's eyes were like before? Why I had never noticed it before.
I knew they were vain and greedy, that they treated me like a money-spinner, and that they favored my brother, but we were a family anyway, and supported each other in times of trouble, but I didn't think they had any love for me in their hearts at all.
I looked at my father. My father was short and slightly fat, with dark skin and small eyes. He had no temperament, so even his designer clothes looked cheap.
He had been restless ever since I could remember, working in the factory because of his low diploma, but he always felt capable, always doing business with people, or drinking with friends, but his brain was not enough, and he was always cheated.
"How can I have money?" I said, "The money is all with Cheng Ruojun."
"Go ask him." My dad said, and his tone was full of justice.
I looked at my father in disbelief, and finally couldn't help but say, "Don't we have a house? Sell the house. "
"Those are for your brother." My mother interjected.
"Leave so many for my brother?" I clenched my hands and suddenly felt uncomfortable.
"Your brother is a boy. Only if there is a house in the family would he be willing to marry. In the future, he will have to give birth to a son from our Jiang family. Of course, we have to leave some for him."
I stared at my mother's face, and maybe my eyes were a little scary. She tilted her head away from me.
"Why didn't you tell me that before I was married? "Why did you leave me some inheritance?" My voice shook a little. I never spoke to my parents in such an aggressive tone.
"You're a girl." My dad said, "What do you want a woman for? You want money to go to your husband! All of this money belongs to your parents. If your parents are willing to give it to you, then give it to you. If they aren't willing to give it to you, then don't give it to them.
I can give you this money after I marry Cheng Ruojun.
These were originally all mine. I said to myself weakly.