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I stopped moving, I understood that this was not the time for a complete break with Cheng Ruojun, so I lowered my head and said softly, "I'm sorry, I really thought I would die."

"Look at me." Cheng Ruojun said. His voice was cold and elegant, as if he was suppressing something.

"I'm sorry." I apologize again.

I scrambled off Cheng Ruojun's body and knelt on the ground. Once again, my self-esteem was stepped on by Cheng Ruojun, but for the moment, I had no strength to resist.

"Raise your head." Cheng Ruojun said again, his tone of voice was as elegant as a cello, but before I could raise my head, he had already extended a finger to pick up my chin.

I saw his eyes, and they were dark and dead.

"Heh." He smirked and then slapped me in the face. He hit me so hard that my head fell to the side and my head buzzed and my face burned like fire. I could feel the blood running down the corner of my lips.

This is my punishment for disobeying Cheng Ruojun. In the future, I will not stop disobeying Cheng Ruojun for the sake of freedom. I must get used to this kind of punishment, I cannot admit defeat.

"Look at me." Cheng Ruojun said, his voice was as graceful as before.

I raised my head again, Cheng Ruojun's dark eyes swept across my entire body, followed by another slap.

I fell to the side. I was starting to feel dizzy, and maybe the next second I would pass out completely.

"Look at me." Cheng Ruojun said, "Do you know your wrongs?"

I nodded.

Cheng Ruojun's fingertip landed on my hair, and gently caressed my face. He swept over the wounds he had made and gently said, "Do you think I won't feel heartache? Do you think you're the only one who's feeling pain? "

Again, every time.

"I wouldn't be sad if you were a little more obedient." Cheng Ruojun said, "Can't you see how much I love you?"

I stared at Cheng Ruojun. He spoke every word sincerely, but I knew that he was lying. He was just trying to control me.

"I was wrong." "No," I said.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Ruojun was just like the strict teachers who stayed in the hall when he was young.

"I... He shouldn't have resisted. " I tried to think of a reason.

However, Cheng Ruojun grabbed my face the moment my words left his mouth, and said, "No, that's not right."

"I …" He pinched my face so hard it hurt, and he twisted it as if he were trying to rip the flesh from my face.

"I don't know." I said self-destructively. No matter what I say, Cheng Ruojun will find a reason to hit me.

Cheng Ruojun pinched my face and forced me to look up at him. He said in a deep, painful voice, "Because you don't trust me."

I stared at Cheng Ruojun in disbelief. I really couldn't understand how Cheng Ruojun could say such a reason. Am I that stupid in Cheng Ruojun's heart?

He looked at me and said, "Xiao Rou, you think that I will kill you? You're the most important person in my life. " His eyes shone like a beast's. I was his prey.

The sense of despair in my heart gradually spread. Cheng Ruojun was indeed abnormal.

"Because you and I are in pain." Cheng Ruojun said, "Why do you still not understand my heart? I need you to comfort me right now."

Cheng Ruojun held his head with both hands, as if he was really in pain for me, but I wouldn't be tricked by him again. The reason he acted like this today was only because I had escaped his control.

Cheng Ruojun grabbed my neck and buried my face between his legs.

"Try to comfort me." Cheng Ruojun said.

I know what he means.

I closed my eyes. I wanted to bite it off, but I couldn't bear the consequences.

Cheng Ruojun, there will be a day when I will make you kneel here.

Cheng Ruojun kept pressing down on my head, and the feeling of vomiting became stronger and stronger.

Finally, Cheng Ruojun let out a long breath of relief.

I looked up at Cheng Ruojun.

Why do I have to be born into a family that sells girls for money, while Tao Man is so blessed, her parents are willing to provide her with anything, but she doesn't enjoy her life properly, to steal my husband. If I have her life, I want to study hard, become a doctor, see the world, and never get married again.

I've had enough.

I desperately tried to hold back my tears, but my tears continued to flow. This world is too unfair. Could it be that the heavens created me to be someone else's foil?

No, I will not give in, I will not give in.

However, Cheng Ruojun extended his hand to wipe the tears off my face, and said, "Don't make me sad again, go and fetch Xia Ze, we'll continue working in the afternoon, here is the car key." He threw a car key on the ground.

I nodded.

Cheng Ruojun got up from the bed. He dressed properly and tidied up his hair, everything was orderly and orderly. Half an hour later, he became the Cheng Tun that everyone admired.

"After work." Cheng Ruojun bent down and whispered into my ear, "I want to eat you today, you haven't forgotten those tools right?"

Cheng Ruojun's words made my body tremble.

I looked at him and he touched my face and went out.

I jumped up from the couch as soon as he closed the door and rushed into the bathroom to rinse my mouth with water.

I'm going to spit it out. I really hate it.

I used to live in ignorance and think these things were nothing, but now I'm awake and I know what normal sex is like, so I can't stand this kind of slave-like thing any more. I've seen the sun once, so I can't stand the darkness anymore.

I clutched the sink with both hands and slowly raised my head. I could see myself in the mirror, the one I was so embarrassed about, the one with the clear palm print on my face, the torn corners of my lips and the mess of my hair.

I washed my face and tried to cover the wound with the blemish in my bag and put on the clothes scattered on the floor.

I still have to go and pick up Xia Ze, I will appear at Xia Ze's school, and I don't want to make him lose face.

The very thought of him made me feel hot somewhere in my heart.

I took the car keys to the parking lot. I saw the car Cheng Ruojun sold me earlier, it was quietly parked there like a coffin, a coffin containing my soul.

Does he think he can control me like this? No, I won't be confused by him again.

I opened the door and stopped, surprised to see a red cardboard box on the seat, bright red like blood.

I stared at the red ribbon tied in a bow, and as the force of my opening the door rolled down, the red ribbon fell on my feet like a spreading trail of blood, and the thing was like a sacrifice, and my heart grew more and more uneasy.

I pressed my hand to my chest, hoping my heart wouldn't beat so fast.