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I was separated from him

I know the world is unfair, and I've tried to accept it, but the thought of it makes me sad, because it's too much.

I opened the door and got in the car, took out a tissue to wipe the water off, then picked up my phone to call Cheng Ruojun. I also stared at the two people who were walking towards my car.

Cheng Ruojun chuckled on the other end of the phone, and then said, "You guys didn't go on a date, right?"

His words made my heart skip a beat. What was he hinting at these days?

"I'll give the girl to Xia Ze, I'll go to work." "No," I said.

Before I could finish my sentence, Cheng Ruojun interrupted me and said, "You don't need to come." The call was immediately cut off.

His voice was cold, and I couldn't imagine what expression he might have used to say that to me.

However... Let's go home first. What happened today is too chaotic. I need to sort it out.

At this time, Xia Ze and Luo Mengjiao had already boarded the carriage.

"Let's go back to my house first." I said, and started the car without waiting for an answer.

Xia Ze did not sit next to me. He sat in the back with Luo Mengjiao, making me look like the driver for both of them.

The rain outside the window was pounding against the window, and the heat in the car made me feel anxious.

I resisted the urge to look back, but I couldn't help looking at them in the mirror.

Xia Ze looked outside the window as if he had thought about something. Luo Mengjiao however, stared at her own palm, as if there was something on it.

The air in the car made me suffocate. I understood that Xia Ze and I were just comforting each other, so I tried my best to act magnanimous, but I was just that petty. Xia Ze had said that he loved me before, how could he be friendly to other women?

I am a bad man, and the one who is full of malice and jealousy and resentment is me, and in the past I have tried to make myself perfect in the eyes of all, a good wife, a good daughter, a good daughter-in-law, but I have forgotten my own true self, and I have kept my malevolent thoughts to myself, and I have kept my desires to myself, and I have even blamed myself for not being good enough, but this is the real me, a woman full of desire, jealousy, malice, possessiveness.

I am a person, not a thing, not a person set, perhaps others will hate me, but I will not hate myself, because of those malicious, I became myself, in the past I love all people, but do not love myself, now I want to learn to love myself.

As I drove, I gradually understood a lot. It was true that suffering allowed one to grow, but I would not be grateful for it. If I could be happy in the future, I would be grateful to my present self and to my own strength.

As the car pulled into the parking lot at dusk, I smiled at them and said, "Let's take a shower first."

I stared at Xia Ze, my eyes swept across Luo Mengjiao and she stopped rubbing her hands. Her frail and weak body remained curled up in place, like a hamster, extremely lovable.

Xia Ze also tilted his head and looked at her. His gaze was extremely complicated, and when he revealed that expression, the jealousy in my heart started to leak out.

Luo Mengjiao seemed to have finally realised that both she and I were waiting for her. She raised her head and glanced at me, and then fixed her gaze on Xia Ze's face and said coldly, "No need, let me go home."

Even after wiping the rain off her face and body with a paper towel, the rain still dripped from her hair, and the imprint of her palm was still clearly visible. Although she was speaking words of rejection, from her overall view, she seemed to be saying "Don't go, hug me." Her pitiful appearance was extremely pitiful.

I have already advised you before, I hope you can consider it clearly, but you still chose to take the hardest path, you are not me, you have to choose, you are a university student, how can you give up your life so easily?

I have no more sympathy for her.

Xia Ze still looked at him, as if he wanted to console him.

I waited for him to speak, but he didn't. I didn't know what he was hesitating about.

"Come in." "After the shower and dinner, I'll have the driver take you back."

Luo Mengjiao finally raised her head and looked at me. Her gaze stopped at my face and she looked at Xia Ze once more before finally nodding.

Xia Ze and Luo Mengjiao followed behind me. I turned to look at them and saw Luo Mengjiao walking slowly with her arms crossed, Xia Ze following by her side.

I know very clearly that Xia Ze definitely had something to do with this girl before this, but why did this girl choose my younger brother? Even though I am Jiang Yekun's older sister, I can't help but say that Xia Ze is much better than my younger brother.

When I opened the door to the Sister Guo, she called out to me, "Mrs. Cheng."

I nodded and said, "I have a friend. Tell the kitchen to prepare more dishes today."

"I'll go after I take a shower." I suddenly heard Luo Mengjiao's voice from behind me. Her voice was cold and carried a tinge of arrogance.

I looked back at her. Her eyes were resolute, as if she would be tainted if she stepped into my house.

The Sister Guo also looked at Luo Mengjiao after hearing her words. Her eyes were filled with disdain, I understood her disdain.

"Alright." I said, "Sister Guo, take this Miss Luo to the bathroom on the first floor."

"Yes, ma'am." After all, Cheng Ruojun was the one who paid them. After all, the salary Cheng Ruojun gave them was several times that of other places, so who would go against money? They only called him Madam.

"Miss Luo, please come with me." Sister Guo walked over to Luo Mengjiao and said. At the moment, she was not so courteous to Luo Mengjiao.

Luo Mengjiao didn't look at me, but looked at Xia Ze instead. Even if she had a cold expression, the resentment in her eyes made her look pitiful, like a pitiful and adorable little white rabbit.

"Go." Xia Ze pursed his lips and said, his tone sounding a little helpless.

Now, even Sister Guo could tell that their relationship was not ordinary, and her expression immediately became unsightly. Perhaps she thought that Luo Mengjiao was the same as her, and wanted to climb onto the bed of these rich kids.

Luo Mengjiao nodded her head, as though she was willing to let the fruit be picked.

I heard the Sister Guo snort, and then she walked in with big strides. Luo Mengjiao followed behind, and I noticed that Xia Ze was looking at her back.

I looked at him and took the towel that the other servants passed to me. While wiping my hair, I walked inside and ignored Xia Ze.

I don't want to care about him, I want to go upstairs and take a bath. Right at this moment, I suddenly heard footsteps behind me, and my heart felt a little surprised. Could it be that Xia Ze came over to comfort me, but Xia Ze walked past me quickly towards the direction of Luo Mengjiao.