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"I have more important things to do." I heard Xia Ze say, his voice was calm and self-contained, that was the other side of what I had never seen before.

I immediately stood up and quickly walked out. Xia Ze had rejected her, I know that this was very cruel for Luo Mengjiao but I was actually very happy.

Xia Ze returned to my side, I smiled and took out a goose yellow dress for him to wear.

"What's wrong?" I said, I no longer thought about how terrified I was before to have Xia Ze quickly let go of me, I'm no longer afraid.

"Let me lean on you." I heard Xia Ze say that his voice was gloomy, that this was the real him.

"Alright." He had just finished a love affair. I knew what had happened to them, but it was over.

"I'm very tired." Xia Ze said, "Can I kiss you?"

I was wondering what the cause of these two events was when his kiss fell on my face and I stared at him and saw that his eyes were closed and his eyelashes were quivering like the wings of a butterfly.

"Why are you …" I wanted to ask him, but he had already kissed me on the lips, and I was fascinated by the softness of his lips.

My heart was beating fast.

I knew that I was at home and that Cheng Ruojun would be back very soon. I also knew that the servant would probably see us soon, but I didn't want to push him away at all and kiss him. I enjoyed it a lot, so what if I did, I had abandoned my cowardly self.

His hand fell on my chest, as if he was trying to untie my clothes.

I grabbed his hand and he opened his eyes and looked at me, his eyes misty and slightly aggrieved.

"Don't worry." "Isn't it fun to take it slow?"

Xia Ze stared at me, and his eyes that were controlled by desire gradually became clear again. Then I saw him smile, and his fingertip swiped across my face. His fingertip was obviously cold, but it actually made my face burn.

He smiled, his eyes shining.

I pushed him away and said, "I'm going down to get her clothes."

Xia Ze did not move, but I walked out of the room quickly. I could feel that he was looking at me, his gaze made me feel moved, and at the same time, I felt the pleasure of taking revenge on Cheng Ruojun.

Do I like him? Do I love him? It doesn't matter. The important thing is that he's always been with me.

When I went to the bathroom downstairs, I heard the sound of water splashing and Luo Mengjiao's sobbing. She was in the shower crying, but I didn't want to comfort her.

As I stood guard at the doorway, my fingertips swept across the spot where Xia Ze kissed me earlier. I started to imagine his expression, and I even started to imagine his kiss on my body.

Women have desires, they're not any weaker than men, but why didn't anyone tell me that when I looked around, I could only see that everyone was saying that men cheated, that men cheated after their wives were old and decrepit, that they gave birth, that they had other illnesses that made them unable to have sex with men, that men cheated.

But what about women? When a man was sick, old age, or even impotent, no one came to persuade a woman to go for another. If a woman could not bear to be cheated because of loneliness, everyone would criticize her.

A woman's desire is gone, like my own, and I was ashamed of my desire. But what's wrong with having desires? What are they afraid of?

As I was looking at this, I suddenly heard a door opening, Luo Mengjiao had finally finished her shower and came out.

She looked straight at me as if she were about to cry. I didn't understand why she was looking at me like that.

"You're so happy." Luo Mengjiao suddenly said.

"What?" I looked at her strangely. I really didn't understand what my life and happiness had to do with each other.

"You have parents and husbands who love you." "No," she said.

Was there something wrong with her? I thought.

"You know my parents don't love me." "You saw the fight."

"I saw it." "At least you can marry someone you love."

"You too." I said I didn't want to talk to her about it anymore, and her thoughts puzzled me.

"No, I won't." "I'll never be able to be with someone I like."

"Change your clothes." As I spoke, I handed over the clothes in my hand.

She glanced at the dress and said, "It's a nameplate." Then she gave a self-deprecating laugh and said, "I've never worn such expensive clothes. Can I wear such expensive clothes when I marry your brother?"

I looked at her and thought she was very abnormal.

She grabbed the dress and said, "If I don't have a lot of love, then give me a lot of money. Have you heard that? I used to think it was a very free and easy thing to say, but now I know how sad it is. I can't get the love I want anymore, so can you give me a lot of money? " She shook herself as she said this, as if she would fall at once.

When I heard this, I wanted to leave immediately. Although I didn't like my brother very much, but when I heard her words, I still felt a little uncomfortable inside.

"Put on some clothes, I'll be going out first." I stuffed the clothes back in her hands as I was about to leave, but Luo Mengjiao held my hand. Her hand was a little wet, and touching my skin made me feel very comfortable, as if I had been crawled by a bug.

I don't like her any more.

"Don't go." She said, "Can your brother give me a lot of money? to live like you do. "