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Don't you think it's dirty?

"You want …" I feel a little scared when I look at Xia Ze like this, his expression and eyes are too oppressive, I want to escape.

"Xia Ze... "Someone will find out." I tried my best to push him away, but his strength was so strong that I couldn't budge him. Even though I said that out of my mouth, I still hoped that he wouldn't leave me.

I tried to push him away, but he held me tight.

"Let me go." I don't want to become Cheng Ruojun's or Xia Ze's tool. My becoming Cheng Ruojun's pet sutra is already hard enough, but I don't want to become Xia Ze's right now. I need to know what Xia Ze thinks about me.

Xia Ze seemed to be scared stiff by my screams. He probably didn't expect that his kiss would get such an intense resistance from me.

Just when his body was relaxed, I took the chance to struggle free from Xia Ze's hands. Then, I picked up the bathrobe that fell to the ground and wrapped it around my body.

Xia Ze stared at me, his originally crazed gaze suddenly became clear again, and his eyes became weak, as though I was bullying him. He looked at me like a small animal but did not say anything, and the person who was bullying me was him, I am the victim, but now it seems that he is the victim.

Since he doesn't speak, I can only speak. I hesitated for a moment before I spoke, "You …. Do you see that? " I asked him, but my tone was assured.

Xia Ze looked at me, his eyes became more weak, as though he was about to cry. I stared at him like this, and suddenly felt a sense of guilt.

I was about to speak, but Xia Ze suddenly sat down on the ground, his head lowered, his hair covering his face. I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I knew that he was feeling very sad right now.

"Xia Ze?" I called his name, but he didn't even bother to move.

"Xia Ze?" I called again.

His body shook. He seemed to be trying to raise his head, but in the end he didn't.

I stared at him like this, and I began to feel sorry for him. I couldn't get rid of him.

I squatted down to Xia Ze's side and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

I waited for a long time, but didn't hear Xia Ze's reply. Just when I thought he didn't intend to answer me, I suddenly heard him say, "I want you."

"I don't want him to kiss you." Xia Ze is very childish at the moment. Although he did not directly answer my question, I already know what he is thinking.

I hugged Xia Ze's head, forcing him to raise his head and look at me, I wanted to see his expression clearly, he must be sad because of me right now, there was a moment when I thought about how Xia Ze was sad right now, my heart suddenly felt happy, I even felt that it should be okay to let him be sad like this, I also wanted someone to feel sad for me, not me always feeling sad for Cheng Ruojun.

Xia Ze raised his head and looked at me. His eyes were filled with grief, it was no longer the eyes that sparkled like the stars that I had seen before. I stared at his face, I wanted to memorize his current expression carefully, to let me remember in the difficult time, it was a beautiful memory for me.

"You want me?" I asked Xia Ze softly, "You like me, right?"

Xia Ze looked at me, his eyes were pure, he said gently, "I want you."

He didn't answer my second question, but his expression was enough for me to ignore.

Now, there is a person who needs me like this. In my previous life, I was always treated as a burden. I am a redundant person, and can be abandoned at will. However, today, someone told me that he really needs me.

My heart was moved by him, and I wanted him too. Right at this moment, I didn't want to care about Cheng Ruojun, and I didn't want to care about my brother's mess. Right at this moment, in this damp and cramped bathroom, I wanted to take care of him.

I kissed Xia Ze's lips, and his kiss was completely different from before. This time, he was very gentle and careful, as though he was afraid of hurting me.

This was my own will, and it didn't feel like I was forced to do it with Cheng Ruojun. When I was with Cheng Ruojun, I had never been happy.

I'm willing to let go of myself for him. If Xia Ze can let go of my pride for me, then I can let go of everything for him.

Xia Ze hugged me and his kiss slowly slid down.

When I felt the softness of his lips, I woke with a start. I was confused by his kiss, but I didn't want him to do it for me.

"You …" I tried to push him away, to get him to get up and continue kissing my lips, but he looked up at me.

His eyes were misty and watery, and when I saw him like this for the first time, my heart skipped a beat.

"Can't I?" Xia Ze asked me. His lips still had saliva on them and his lips were also red.

"I …" I was stunned when I heard Xia Ze's words.

At that time, he was the one who had the initiative, but when I saw that he needed me like this, I was moved. I thought that if he could use me like this, then I could also put in more effort to escape from Cheng Ruojun.

"I can." "It's just."

I looked at him and said, "Don't you hate dirt?" To be precise, in my entire life, there are only two men. One is him, the other is Cheng Ruojun, Cheng Ruojun will never lower his head, so I also feel that there are only girls that can do this for men, I don't understand how men can do this for girls too.