Cheng Ruojun didn't seem to like me looking at him like that. I noticed a complicated expression flash past his eyes, and then his expression turned ferocious. He grabbed my neck and said, "Don't show that expression, I don't want to see it."
"Do you think I'm going to pity you?" Cheng Ruojun continued to speak, his eyes were like that of a wild beast's, gleaming with a terrifying light. I remembered Xia Ze's eyes, which were very gentle, like starlight.
Cheng Ruojun didn't seem to think that I would reveal such an expression. I felt that his hand had loosened and my heart immediately relaxed. Looks like this is useful, but the pain came from my relaxation.
After I finished speaking, I lost all of my strength and strength. My body stiffened and I lost consciousness, but a second before I lost consciousness, I clearly heard Cheng Ruojun call out my name.
The voice was different from the usual banter, ridicule, and command. It seemed to be the voice of a husband calling to his wife. If it was before, I would have been moved, but I was already heartbroken.
I felt as if I'd had a long and wonderful dream, but when I opened my eyes, I couldn't remember anything.
It was white now, the tip of my nose smelling of disinfectant, the back of my hand aching, and I lifted my hand to the gauze.
"This is a hospital." "What am I expecting?" I whispered, but then I laughed again.
My life is not the plot of an idyllic drama. I will not open my eyes and see my lover lying here. I have nothing here but the empty wind blowing on my face. I feel a little cold.
I looked at the date on the cell phone beside my bed. I had been in a coma for three whole days. I pinched the flesh on my arm. There was no more flesh.
I closed my eyes again. It was better to fall asleep, or at least not to get beaten up.
But I didn't sleep long before I heard the door creak. I carefully recognized the footsteps, and I was sure that the person who had entered the room was Cheng Ruojun.
I really don't want to face him with my eyes wide open. I want to see Xia Ze, so I think that Xia Ze will come over when everyone is not around, after all, he is still my son in name, so he should keep his distance from me.
I heard Cheng Ruojun's footsteps getting closer and closer to me, and then he just sat beside me. I heard his breathing, which made me a little uncomfortable.
My hands remained flat under the blanket, and my breathing unconsciously quickened. I realized that the more I restrained myself from being discovered by Cheng Ruojun, the more I couldn't control myself.
Cheng Ruojun's finger landed on my face. His fingertips were still as warm as they were in the past, they were very gentle, and when he touched me, it was as if he was touching some treasure, but that was all an illusion.
His fingers slowly slid down, making me feel uncomfortable.
You're still thinking about these things. I thought, maybe Cheng Ruojun already found out that I was just pretending to be asleep, so he did that?
Should I continue pretending?
His hand went under the covers and into my clothes, and instead of touching me, he began to knead, and his movements became rough.
I had no choice but to open my eyes. God knows what Cheng Ruojun would do if I continued to pretend to be asleep.
I opened my eyes as if I had just woken up, but didn't expect that I would coincidentally meet Cheng Ruojun.
His eyes were as cold as a man-eating beast's, and my heart skipped a beat. My fingers clenched into fists, and I wanted to apologize to him right away, but I resisted.
"Ruo Ruo …" I called his name softly, my voice weak. "You're here."
"Yes." His tone carried a hint of a smile. Presumably, he had already guessed that I had woken up, as he had purposely gone overboard.
"Do you think that I will let you off just because of this?" Cheng Ruojun said as he caressed my skin with his fingertips. The warm feeling from his fingertips made me feel uncomfortable, and his eyes darkened.
"I'm sorry." "No," I said.
Cheng Ruojun continued to stare at me, and in the end, he said, "Looks like you're not suited to do business, you should stay at home."
I suddenly raised my head when I heard Cheng Ruojun's words, I know what Cheng Ruojun is planning to do, I understand what he meant, he doesn't want me to go out again.
I absolutely don't want to be a housewife anymore. I don't want to humble myself and ask Cheng Ruojun for more money. I want to work hard to earn money by myself.
"I don't want it." I said, "Ruo, let me out. I don't want to."
Cheng Ruojun looked at me, his finger swiping across my face, he said, "You seduce men the moment you go out, how can I be at ease? Do you know how painful it is for me to see you together with other men?"
I stare at Cheng Ruojun, he seems to have already made his decision, and the thing he decided on will not change no matter what. I don't want to become Cheng Ruojun's puppet again, I don't want to live the life I once had.
"Ruo Ruo …" I pulled on Cheng Ruojun's arm and pitifully said, "As long as you let me go out to work, I'm willing to do anything."
Cheng Ruojun was startled upon hearing my words, he did not seem to think that I have such a deep obsession with work, he looked at me coldly, and then he laughed, his smile was gloomy and full of deep meaning, as though he was planning something, I am only a pawn in his hands.
"Alright." Cheng Ruojun said, "Then I'll just give you a chance, but..." My body, naked in its hospital gown, felt cold, and I knew it was because my body was too weak.