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Cheng Ruojun's hand stopped, he turned his head stiffly and stared at me, his beast-like eyes carefully sizing me up.

The room was filled with an awkward silence. Finally, Cheng Ruojun opened his mouth and said, "Then why don't you go and die?" His warm fingertips brush my face. "I'll love you more when you're dead."

Then let's take a gamble. I thought.

Unfortunately, this is the fourth floor. Just now, when Cheng Ruojun was on the balcony, he grabbed my neck.

Cheng Ruojun, I will test how much you need me.

I immediately shook off Cheng Ruojun's hand and ran towards the balcony. He didn't seem to think that I would be so decisive.

I stood at the edge of the balcony with Cheng Ruojun one meter away from me. There was no worry on his face, and his expression was still as though he wanted my proof.

Li Ling crawled up from the ground and looked in my direction. His gaze was fixated on my face, and at this moment, he finally stopped smiling.

Tao Man was still sitting on the bed, but she didn't even move.

"Cheng Ruojun, we have been married for three years and I have always loved you deeply. I never thought that our marriage would end like this." I said it clearly and firmly, I tried my best to imagine Cheng Ruojun as Xia Ze, and only then would I be able to say these emotional words to his face.

Cheng Ruojun stood in his original position, the expression on his face did not change in the slightest.

"Ruo, you know what my situation is at home. Without you, I wouldn't have been able to wear such good clothes in my entire life, and I wouldn't have been able to eat good food. I'm very grateful to you for pulling me out of hell, thank you." It was late at night, and the dark night sky was full of stars, like a thousand eyes watching me in a ridiculous play.

At this moment, Cheng Ruojun's expression finally had a hint of change. His eyes were finally a little moved, but that trace of emotion disappeared too quickly, I didn't catch anything.

"Ruo Ruo, I understand that you were always worried that I would look for someone else. It was I who didn't give you enough security. This is my fault, I hope you can forgive me." I took a step back, now clinging to the edge of the balcony, but my legs gave me the chance to tumble over.

I discovered that just as I was retreating, Cheng Ruojun had subconsciously taken a step forward, as if he was about to grab onto me. In the end, he still couldn't bear to part with me.

"Ruo Ruo, from today on, you will know that I only have you in my heart, because I will use my death to prove it." With tears in my eyes, I said affectionately, "Ruo, thank you for giving me such a good dream."

After I said this, I used a little strength in my hands and flipped my body over. The night wind whistled in my ears. I had never felt so free before. I was even a little infatuated with this feeling.

I thought I was having a fever. Maybe it burned my brain.

However, my dream was soon awakened. My hand was grabbed, grabbed by that warm, familiar, yet terrifying hand.

Cheng Ruojun was tightly grabbing onto my hands and my feet were suspended in the air. I looked down and saw a large expanse of black trees, but what was strange was that I did not feel any fear at all.

"Jiang Rou!" Cheng Ruojun was calling my name, and his voice seemed to come from a far away place. I raised my head to look at him.

I saw his expression, and he finally pulled his cold face away, replaced by anxiety. I won the bet.

I wanted to laugh, but I was choked by the wind and started to cough violently. I couldn't help but to move my body as well, and it seemed that Cheng Ruojun was about to lose his grip on me, causing my hand to slide down a little.

"I order you to come up." Cheng Ruojun said again, my hand was almost torn off by Cheng Ruojun.

I stared at Cheng Ruojun's face and slowly revealed a smile. In the next second, I fainted.

In a trance, I felt like I was being pulled up. I heard Li Ling's voice, and I also heard Cheng Ruojun's roar.

Perhaps I should forgive Cheng Ruojun, he still loves me in his heart. It's just that he doesn't know how to express his love, which is why he kept tormenting me to test my bottom line. He used his love, which he thought was self-righteous, to torture me, but I'm sorry that I couldn't understand how Cheng Ruojun loved me like this.

I wanted to be warm, I wanted to hug, not hurt me time and time again with self-righteous love, and finally to tell me that he loved me for what he did.

Sorry, I can't feel it.

When I opened my eyes, what entered my vision was a sheet of white, and my nose was filled with the smell of disinfectant. It seemed that there really was fate between me and the hospital.

I tried to lift my finger, but found that there was a person pressing down on my arm, and Cheng Ruojun lying there.

He was asleep, always so cruel and terrible. He was sleeping quietly by my side now, and I couldn't understand why he was sleeping here. Maybe he was just going to act for me, like he always said when he was punishing me that he loved me so much, and that was all he could think of for himself.

I closed my eyes and was about to sleep again, but Cheng Ruojun moved a little, and then he woke up.

I don't know if he could tell that I was pretending to be asleep, but I could hear him sit up, and then he put my arm under the covers, and I could feel his breath on my face, and my hands under the covers were clenched into fists, and I was trying to control my trembling.

But Cheng Ruojun actually pressed a kiss onto my forehead. His kiss was soft and gentle, and for a moment, I thought that it was my imagination, but it wasn't.

My whole body relaxed. It seemed that the scene yesterday had moved Cheng Ruojun after all, and I had won the bet.

Cheng Ruojun's hand fell on my hair and gently caressed it, just like how a husband in a movie often does to his wife. But at this moment, I felt a little creepy.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Cheng Ruojun's bloodshot eyes. He, who was always so meticulous, looked a little tired.

"You're finally awake?" He was so gentle, but when he said it, his tone became stiff, and I knew he didn't know how to love. I didn't even know if he loved me or not.

"Yes." I nodded and smiled. I tried to be gentle and playful. "Why are you here?"