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I was silent, and at this point I had no idea what I was talking about that made him happy. It turned out that everything he had done for me in that room just now had been an act, perhaps because there were so many people in there that he hadn't taken off his real mask.

"No, no." I tried my best to put on a terrified expression. I immediately hugged Cheng Ruojun and tightly hugged him as my tears fell on his shoulders.

Cheng Ruojun's body was a little stiff, and he gently caressed my hair.

When we reached home, Cheng Ruojun carried me and walked inside the house.

"Put me down." I patted my head on the shoulder and said, "I can do it myself." I still had that smile on my face, the gentle expression.

Cheng Ruojun looked at me with a complicated expression, then said, "Do you hate me that much?"

I don't know why I keep feeling that there is a hidden bitterness in his words.

I looked at him and said nothing, just hugged his neck.

But at this time, I suddenly heard the sound of a bicycle, and the car stopped in front of Cheng Ruojun's villa. I looked up and saw Xia Ze getting off the bicycle, both he and I were stunned.

When he saw the scene between Cheng Ruojun and I, he didn't seem to know how to react.

I lowered my head slightly. I liked Xia Ze more, but I couldn't leave him. I could only tangle with him until he let me go.

I'm sorry.

Xia Ze laughed and said, "Brother!"

Cheng Ruojun nodded and said, "Go in."

"Put me down." I quietly said to Cheng Ruojun, please, I'm really too embarrassed right now, but Cheng Ruojun just looked at me, and then his face darkened, and I didn't dare to say anything more.

After dinner, I returned to my room and sat in the bathtub, with my head buried deep in the water. I'm very sad right now, I cannot lose Xia Ze, but he and I are destined to be different people.

My tears silently flowed out and immediately melted into the water, so that Cheng Ruojun would not be able to tell that I had cried.

Cheng Ruojun is a pervert, I have to leave him. Even if he is good to me right now, I don't know when he will change his expression.

The more I thought about it, the more distracted I became. I just wanted to stay in the bathroom, where I could have a moment of peace.

But right at that moment, I suddenly heard a sound coming from the door, I immediately raised my head, and realised that Cheng Ruojun was just opening the door, I was shocked.

Cheng Ruojun walked in, and looked down at me condescendingly. His expression was very terrifying, and he asked me: "Did you purposely hide here?"

I raised my head to look at Cheng Ruojun. I think my eyes right now should be red, because after Cheng Ruojun saw my expression, he was startled, and I used a delicate and touching voice to say, "Ruo, I feel like I'm so dirty. I just need to close my eyes and I'll think about everything that happened there.

Cheng Ruojun lowered his head and looked at me. His eyes were complicated, but his expression immediately became ice-cold, and he said, "I said before I left you, you would never be able to leave me. You will always be my pet." Then, Cheng Ruojun slammed the door and left the room.

I stared at his back. I couldn't understand why he would say that, because he was the one who had thought I had been touched by someone else.

Slowly, I wiped myself with a towel, applied moisturizer and mask to my face, blew my hair dry, and went to bed.

Cheng Ruojun had already fallen asleep. He curled up into a ball, just like how he was introduced to sleep in some psychological test.

I carefully lifted the blanket. Just as I laid down, a hand stretched out from behind me. That hand went around my neck and tightly embraced me from behind. I could barely breathe.

Cheng Ruojun seemed to still be sleeping, so I could only close my eyes and fall asleep in an extremely uncomfortable position.

In fact, I couldn't sleep at all, I kept thinking about things in my mind. I suddenly remembered that I was in the bakery waiting for someone, and I felt that something was amiss, the one who called was obviously Li Zhen, but why was it Li Ling that was there, I should ask Li Zhen.

Xia Ze is still mad at me, maybe I should find a chance to talk to him, but he just saw that scene today, will he talk to me?

I closed my eyes and felt sad. I just felt that everything was a mess.

When I opened my eyes again, Cheng Ruojun was no longer there. I kept having the feeling that Cheng Ruojun was tangled up on something, but I didn't know what exactly he was tangled about.

I got up for dinner and went to buy an anonymous phone card. I knew it was all in the real world now, but it would be easy to get as long as I had money.

I once again came to the place where Xiao Li and I first met, the coffee shop within the market. When I entered, Xiao Li was already sitting there, in the seat that he sat in the first time.

I glanced at him and then sat down behind him. We leaned our backs against each other, as if we were talking about a bad guy. In reality, I was just worried that Cheng Ruojun would notice my movements.

"Hello, may I ask what you would like to order?" a waiter came up to me and asked.

"I'd like a tea cake and a cup of coffee, please." I closed the menu.

The waiter nodded and left.

I slowly ate the cake to replenish the nutrients in my body before paying the bill and leaving the restaurant.

I turned the corner of the shopping mall and waited for Xiao Li. As expected, Xiao Li quickly followed behind, I went to the stairwell with him, it was very quiet there, but it wasn't particularly quiet. If Xiao Li wanted to do anything to me, I could immediately call for help, but Xiao Li is a smart person, he probably wouldn't do anything to me.

I leaned against the wall, my back against the mottled, peeling wall, and wondered if it was better to smoke a cigarette.

Xiao Li stood in front of me. He walked with a limp, his face was bandaged, and he was completely dispirited. I think that as a man, being raped by another man must be an unbearable feeling.

He looked at me. There was no light in his eyes, just two dark holes, and I couldn't see his emotions.

I began to wonder if it was too risky of me to ask him out.