He finally agreed
I didn't dare look at Tao Man's face, I knew that she was annoying, her personality was weird, and she treated me too excessively, but even so, she shouldn't be treated like that. She and I are both women, I understand how painful that must be.
"What's the matter with you?" Cheng Ruojun squatted down and asked me. His voice was light and there was no difference from the past. When he saw Tao Man lying there with a pale face, not a single trace of emotion in his eyes. He was truly terrifying.
"I'm not happy." I paused for a moment, trying to hold back the words that were about to escape my mouth. In the end, I only said, "You don't have to do this for me, it's good for you that her child was born."
"But I …" Cheng Ruojun seemed to be moved by my words, and said, "But I …"
"I love you, so I choose to leave you. I hope you can think carefully about what you want, but your decision is too disappointing." My words came as fast as they could, and I noticed that Cheng Ruojun's face had gradually turned ugly. I immediately realized that I had gone overboard with my words.
Cheng Ruojun pinched my chin and said fiercely, "I did this all for your sake, but you didn't appreciate me at all. We just happened to have been here for a few days and you started to torture me again, how much longer do you want to torture me to before you are willing to let go. I only have you now, I definitely won't let you go.
I felt like my chin was about to shatter, and I instinctively wanted to resist, but I immediately lowered my hand. I held him, stroked his hair and gently said, "Of course I know what you're thinking, I understand. It's just that I'm feeling a little complicated right now, I never thought you'd be able to do this for me."
"Of course I can." Cheng Ruojun said, "For you, I am willing to do anything, as long as you don't leave me."
I'm willing to do anything to leave you. I said to myself.
I hugged Cheng Ruojun. His embrace was very warm, and what he said just now seemed to be true, just that I no longer loved him, and felt disgusted even after seeing him. I would never forget what he had done to me, so my heart wasn't moved in the slightest.
Just then, an idea suddenly flashed through my mind. I have to work, I can't rely on Cheng Ruojun anymore to survive.
"Ruo Lin, I want to help you." I whispered into Cheng Ruojun's ear. I don't know if this was sufficient reason for me to do so.
"What?" Cheng Ruojun asked.
"I told you before that I was going to open a chocolate shop. I'm really going to start now." I said, "I know I don't have much of a culture, and I don't know anything about your malls, but I can make chocolates, and if that day ever comes..."
Cheng Ruojun released me and stared straight into my eyes. He asked me, "What did you say?" His expression was beginning to look unpleasant, because I had predicted his failure.
"I'm preparing for the worst, now that our only hope is gone, Tao Man's child is gone, your father will definitely dislike you even more." "I can see that," I said. "So if there comes a day when the two of us can have somewhere to go, I really want to do something for you, please don't refuse me, I want to do something for you, I was too naive before."
Cheng Ruojun looked at me. He didn't know what was in his eyes, and I didn't know what he was thinking.
"Ruo Ruo …" Sadly, I couldn't see my own face, so I didn't know if my acting skills were up to standard. "If you don't want to, then I won't force you, but I really don't want to leave you alone to stand up for me."
Cheng Ruojun's hand landed on top of my head. His hand was warm as usual, and as he looked at me, his cold gaze gradually became gentler. Finally, he said, "Okay."
"Thank you." Cheng Ruojun still had a chance to go back on his word, "I want to rely only on myself. If you don't help me, the risks to my shop will all be mine, and I want to see my ability. If in the future we can split the profits, how about we split the profits, I want to take over this shop by myself."
I hope that the one in charge of this shop belongs to me, whether it's property rights or other things. I hope that when I leave Cheng Ruojun's side, I can own this shop too.
I know that I might be a little greedy in my thoughts, but I can't let Cheng Ruojun bully me again so much so that I can go out of my house clean. If I really go out clean, I can imagine how miserable my days will be, and there's a large chance that my parents won't care about me. I didn't dare think about it.
Cheng Ruojun squinted his eyes and looked at me. He seemed to understand the deep meaning behind my words, when he was about to speak, I kissed him on the lips. His lips were very soft, but I felt a little disgusted.
Cheng Ruojun immediately hugged me and took the initiative, his kiss was intense and rough.
When he finally let go of me, I took a deep breath and smiled at him. "Promise me."
When Cheng Ruojun saw my smile, he seemed to be startled. Finally, he said, "Okay." He leaned close to my ear and said, "Actually, I was already prepared when you said it earlier. I just didn't show it to you."
I hugged him in excitement, but my heart had never been so cold.
Cheng Ruojun, I feel like our roles have changed.
I hugged Cheng Ruojun, and just as he was about to continue kissing me, I suddenly heard a loud noise from Tao Man's room. I jumped in shock, and immediately jumped out from Cheng Ruojun's embrace.
The expression on Cheng Ruojun's face immediately changed, and he became gloomy again.
I turned my head and saw that Tao Man was already awake. She was looking out the window of the ward with a sinister and cold gaze, as if she wanted to tear me to pieces.