Chapter 540

On the envelope it says: to 20-year-old mianmianmian.

The other letters are "to 21-year-old mianmianmian", "to 22-year-old mianmianmian" and "to 23-year-old mianmianmian".

She immediately understood what it was. In order to confirm her guess, she hastily pulled out other envelopes and saw similar handwriting: "to 10-year-old mianmianmian", "to 15-year-old mianmianmian"

This is a letter from her mother.

After confirming that he could not continue to accompany her, he wrote dozens of letters to her every year.

To accompany her growth in this way.

Qin Yi's chest seems to be blocked by a huge stone. She is too heavy to breathe. Her eyes are as sour as needles. She shakes her hands and finds the first letter from the envelope: mianmianmianmian, who is 6 years old.

"Mianmianmian, my dear daughter, when you see this letter, Mommy is no longer with you, but as mommy once told you, don't be too sad, time will tell you where mommy has gone."

"In the future, grandma Qi and grandfather Qi will take care of you together. They are very good people. You can trust them, treat them as your grandparents, respect them and like them. When you encounter difficulties, you can tell them that they don't have to be afraid. They all like you very much. Mommy believes that you will make them like you more and more people will like you in the future. "

"Mianmian is already six years old, and the older children begin to have small secrets. Shh, don't worry. Mommy can understand, because this is when you start to grow up. Everyone grows up with secrets. Mummy also has them. But mummy can't tell you, and mummy won't ask you about your little secrets. Because secrets are things that everyone doesn't want others to know. "

"From today on, shall we make an appointment? If you can adapt to living with your grandparents and find happiness before your seventh birthday, mummy will tell you a little secret next year

"Mommy loves you."

More than ten years later, she saw her mother's handwriting for the first time.

Her mother worried that she was young and indulged in grief and encouraged her to adapt to a new life

Qin Yi stroked the familiar handwriting above, and tears slowly filled his eyes.

Afraid of tears dripping on the letter, she quickly raised her head and looked at the chandelier on the ceiling, trying to hold back the tears.

After two minutes, her mood calmed down. She greedily read the letter from beginning to end, folded it carefully, put it back in the envelope, and then opened the next one.

"Long, happy birthday."

"Another year old, my little mianmianmian must become more intelligent and lovely. Although I haven't seen it with my own eyes, Mommy believes you will be better and better."

"Remember last year's agreement? Mommy believes you must have done it, because every time Mommy tells you something, you will do well. So according to the agreement, mummy told you a little secret: mummy did not leave, but in the wind, among the clouds, in the river, with you under the sky... "

Qin Yi raised his head again.

After her mother died, the ashes were scattered in the sea, which was her last wish.

Maybe I want to cross the sea and return to my hometown that I can't go back to

Pushing the mist back in her eyes again, she continued to open a letter.

"Mianmian is eight years old this year. Have you done what you promised last year? Shall we make another appointment this year? Mianmian should learn to do basic housework this year, which should not be difficult for mianmianmian. To make two more friends, regardless of identity, color, nationality, by your heart to identify. Set a goal for yourself. No matter what the goal is, once it is determined, we must strive to achieve it... "

……

"Mianmian, happy birthday. There must have been a lot of questions that I didn't want to understand in the past. Now you have the answer. Mummy is proud of you. 16-year-old girl, do not know you met a boy you like? Mianmian likes the boy must be very good, like to dare to chase it, but pay attention to protect yourself, if you are hurt, mummy can't help you teach that stinky boy. But don't be afraid, life is originally a happy, painful, harvest, pay alternate process. No matter what setbacks you encounter, you should always remember that there is a better happiness ahead of you. "

……

"Mianmian, congratulations on your coming of age and stepping into the adult world. From now on, you will be fully responsible for yourself and boldly pursue your dream. No matter whether the process is smooth or rough, just as mommy once agreed with you, you will strive to achieve the goal you set, and one day you will become the person you want to be... "

……

"Twenty four years in a flash, mianmianmian is 30 years old with her mother. I don't know if mianmianmian has already had a family. According to the custom of Chinese people, if she is not married at 30, she will be urged to marry. Her mother doesn't want to urge you. Marriage is not the only meaning of life. But as a woman, her mother also hopes that you can have the only love in this life 。”

……

"Mianmian has nothing to teach you when mianmianmian reads this letter. Mianmianmian, who is 100 years old, knows more than mummy. Maybe mianmianmian can do anything that she can't think of and can't do.""This is the last letter from mummy to you. We have been together for a lifetime. Mummy wants to be lazy. Mummy's greatest luck in this life is to have you. My only wish is to have a happy and healthy life. I hope mianmianmian has achieved this wish of Mommy. "

"Mianmianmian, mummy's most precious treasure, I'm very lucky to be a mother and daughter with you all my life."

"No matter in the past, in the present, in the future, Mommy will always love you."

PATA.

Tears rolled down, dripped on the letterhead, and fainted on the handwriting.

Qin Yi is holding the letter tightly and tears are pouring down.

She was tense, trembling slightly, her head drooping, and her sobbing voice was suppressed to the extreme in her throat, like a small animal whining.

Tears blurred the line of sight, as if she also isolated from the outside world, was missed and sad submerged, deeply sink.

At that time, her mother left her. She was too young, and her grandfather and grandmother Qi coaxed her. She was muddled and sad. She always hoped that her mother would come back one day. As long as she became a better child, she would not leave her.

Growing up slowly, she knew what her mother's leaving meant. At that time, she was used to her mother's absence. There was a long process of acceptance, and she was not so hard to accept the fact that her mother died.

But at the moment, she felt very clearly that her mother had left her.

She's dead. She's gone.

Leave forever.

No more touch, no more see her voice and smile

"Mommy..."

She is like a lost child, looking for her mother, but no one will answer her again.

The whole person trembles, she can hardly cry.

A hand suddenly touched her shoulder.

Qin Yi raised his head and saw the man's familiar face in the hazy tears. At that moment, he imitated a dream: "Zhou Muze..."