When Gu Jingyao asked this, a pair of eyes fixed on Qi Anran, with a hint of expectation and anxiety.
No one knows that this general who is invincible in the battle, has made repeated achievements, and has never frowned because of injuries and life-threatening dangers.
At this moment, how anxious, uneasy, and anticipating he was in his heart.
All kinds of complicated moods are mixed together, so that he can no longer maintain the calmness of the face, and persistently look forward to a small possibility.
Qi Anran saw the change in his expression in his eyes, and was startled, but suddenly a thought that seemed to her extremely absurd came into his heart.
Qi Anran did not declare his thoughts, but took a deep breath and affirmed: "No."
Gu Jingyao's face turned blue, and the hands hanging on his side almost squeezed blood. It took a while before he finally found his voice, and asked in a mute voice: "Why?"
"Why?" Qi Anran seemed to have heard some big joke, "What could be the reason for this? Since he didn't want me and my mother at the beginning, isn't it normal that I don't want him now? Two...this ten In the past few years, I haven't had his shadow in my life. In the next few decades, I don't want him to appear in my life rashly. In my opinion, it is reasonable, isn't it?"
When Gu Jingyao heard Qi Anran's words, he subconsciously wanted to tell her that he never said that she should not be with her mother.
But when the words came to his lips, a pair of Qi Anran's eyes, which looked like a fire, swallowed back unconsciously.
"Miss Qi hasn't thought about it, maybe your father has something unspeakable, or maybe your parents separated because of some unprovoked misunderstanding, and didn't mean to not want you?"
"So what? If you really care, why didn't he come to me early?" Qi Anran looked at Gu Jingyao's eyes and said every word, "After my mother left him, he didn't come to see us. He was born in my mother. He didn’t come to us when my mother died and I was sent to Qi’s house. He still didn’t come to see us. I am eighteen years old this year. After this new year, I can barely be considered 19 years old. In the past twenty years, if he has such a little thought to find us mother and daughter, how can he not find it after so long?"
Gu Jingyao opened his mouth, wanting to explain.
He wanted to tell Qi Anran that he had looked for it, but he just didn't find it, because he didn't even know her mother's real name back then, and because he didn't even know the existence of her as a child back then.
But he couldn't say it. Just like Qi Anran said, he was not able to be with her when her mother gave birth, and when her mother passed away, he also didn't show up when she was sent away.
No matter how many excuses and hardships, the harm has been done, and now it's too late to say anything.
Seeing Gu Jingyao not speaking, Qi Anran took a deep breath, and said, "Men have their own perspectives on things, and women have their own perspectives on things. These two perspectives are generally different. Just like some men cheating, they I don’t think this is a shame. It’s a normal desire for relief. The body and mind can be separated. Just give you money, support you, go home regularly, and don’t help the outsiders and illegitimate children. I am sorry for you. But in the eyes of a woman, this is betrayal, betrayal, infidelity to marriage, and insult to oneself, which is disgusting."