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Meng Yunhan finished her breakfast and was about to go back to her room to call Yi Yuanze, but when she turned around, she realized that he was actually standing in front of the kitchen door, leaning against the wall and looking at him.

"When did you get up? I was going to call you for dinner. "

Yi Yuanze quickly walked in front of her and hugged her tightly. He rubbed her hair a few times and spoke lazily: "You don't have to work at the hospital today, okay?"

Meng Yunhan's heart slightly trembled, her brows knitted for a moment before returning to normal. She had originally wanted to hold Yi Yuanze's hand and stay in midair for a long time, but in the end, she still retracted it. She knew what Yi Yuanze was worried about, but there were some things that could not be avoided.

"Hurry up and eat."

"Do you have to go to the hospital? Or do you have to listen to his excuses? " Yi Yuanze continued hugging her tightly and asked his own question.

Meng Yunhan's two hands lightly rested at the sides of his waist, as if she was going to push him away, and said: "You should go take a good rest after dinner. It's best if you don't go to the company for the next two days."

"Meng Yunhan..." Yi Yuanze was getting anxious, she suddenly pushed her away and held her shoulder. She looked terrible, but she shouted her name angrily, and didn't say anything excessive.

Seeing Yi Yuanze's current state, Meng Yunhan naturally knew that there were many bad emotions in his heart, but she could not agree to what Yi Yuanze had said. There were some things that they could not hide from.

"I'm sorry …"

"What I want is not anything to apologize, you don't need to apologize to me either. I just hope that you …"

Meng Yunhan reached out her hand to hold his mouth, and her eyes subconsciously turned red. She shook her head continuously, indicating that Yi Yuanze should not speak anymore, and that she also wanted to hide but had nowhere to hide.

Seeing that Meng Yunhan was about to cry, Yi Yuanze closed his eyes and did not allow himself to look at her, and started to pant heavily. His heart softened, but he stubbornly refused to admit it.

"Hurry up and eat. I'll be leaving first." Seeing that Yi Yuanze had closed his eyes and did not want to look at him, although Meng Yunhan's heart ached, he still threw down those words and left the room as if he was escaping.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Yi Yuanze opened his eyes once again. Meng Yunhan had left, even if he had to resist, she had to leave. Yi Yuanze looked at the still steaming hot breakfast on the table, and angrily flipped all the items on the table.

Yi Yuanze smashed his fist on the table, causing his heart to be filled with rage. He clearly knew that when Meng Yunhan went to the hospital, she would definitely meet Gu Jing, and she would also give him the chance to explain herself. Yi Yuanze clearly knew what happened after that, but he was unable to stop Meng Yunhan, as he was unable to stop his own woman.

After Yi Yuanze left home, he went straight back to his own home. With his current state, he didn't really want to go to work, but he had already told his secretary to deliver all the documents to his house. Now, perhaps only by burying himself in his work, would he be able to alleviate the anger and grief in his heart.

When Meng Yunhan went to the hospital, although there were a lot of gossipy nurses discussing about the relationship between Gu Jing and his, but they only dared to discuss about it secretly, and no one dared to ask Meng Yunhan about it.

As she sat in her office, Meng Yunhan let out a long sigh. Looking at the calendar on the table, she knew that Meng Zhiwen would return tomorrow.

She turned her head to the side to look towards the direction of the door. Gu Jing was standing there, breathing heavily.

When Gu Jing just arrived at the hospital, he heard the nurse say that Meng Yunhan had come to work, so he hurriedly ran over. Standing at the entrance, he didn't dare directly enter since there was still some distance between the two of them.

Meng Yunhan looked at the door as she slowly stood up from her chair. Her heart was beating wildly, she knew that she couldn't hide from him, but when she saw Gu Jing standing at the door, her heart wanted to escape.

"Little Cold …" Gu Jing softly called out her name, and then, step by step, he walked towards her, and finally stood in front of her.

There was still a table between them, but Meng Yunhan was still afraid and wanted to escape.

When Gu Jing saw that she actually revealed a look of fear, he felt extremely upset. He slowly opened his mouth and said, "I …"

"Gu Jing..." Meng Yunhan shut her eyes tightly, strove with all her might to calm herself down, and said: "I still don't know how to face you, so can I ask you to give me some time?"

Gu Jing clenched his fists tightly, his brows knitted together the entire time. He sighed, and said with a cold smile: "Xiao Han, do you really hate me today?"

Meng Yunhan slowly opened his eyes and looked at him, his eyes red as she said: "It's not that I hate you, it's that I don't know how to face you. You've been lying to me for the past five years, I really don't know what you've said.

"For the past five years, the sacrifices I have made and the company I have accompanied you have been worthless? "Yes, I did lie, but I just wanted to be with someone I liked. What did I do wrong?" Gu Jing told his what he was thinking in detail. After all these years, he too was living in torment.

Meng Yunhan's tears flowed out unrestrainedly, as they flowed around her face, and she choked with sobs, "Even if you like me, you still can't make me separate from him in such a way. We've misunderstood each other for all these years, and because of you, every single day I've been suffering in foreign lands, you've had so many times and opportunities, and yet why aren't you willing to confess to me? If we don't find out about this, are you planning to never tell me about it? "

"Yes, if you haven't found out, I would rather hide it from you for the rest of my life because I know that he can't give you the life you want. He has always only brought you harm."

Meng Yunhan continuously shook her head. The man who stood in front of her now, the man who had once saved her life before, was currently a stranger to her.

"Since five years ago at the airport, you've been lying to me, always lying to me …" The outcome that she was most afraid of still appeared. The reason why she didn't dare to meet Gu Jing, and why she didn't know how to face him, was because Meng Yunhan couldn't accept it. The person who accompanied her through the most painful five years was actually the main culprit.

"Yes, I lied to you at the airport five years ago. But after studying medicine for you for so many years and giving up development abroad for you, even making my research stop at this point, are these all fake? "I did lie to you, but I have also done something for you, and saved you before." Both of Gu Jing's hands supported himself on the table, and his body slightly leaned forward, as his emotions stirred up.

Meng Yunhan closed his eyes and cried even more miserably. It was because Gu Jing had saved her that she felt so much pain now, so much pain.

"I hate you. I hate what you did five years ago, but my life was saved by you, so how should I hate you? Tell me, what should I do?" Meng Yunhan walked quickly to the front of Gu Jing and pulled his clothes, then spoke with excitement. Her heart was in a mess, and she didn't know how she should choose.

Although he was afraid of this kind of ending, he did not regret what he had done. If he had made another choice, he would not have made it five years ago, when Meng Yunhan wanted to leave the country. The first time they had met, he had already made his decision in his heart.

"Say something, what should I do? How can I face you? " Meng Yunhan yelled in a loud voice, as she extended her hand to constantly strike Gu Jing in the chest. She wanted to let out all the hatred that she had accumulated in her heart over the past five years.

Gu Jing's body was originally injured, but after being beaten so hard like this by Meng Yunhan, the pain from his wound became more and more intense. However, he simply furrowed his brows and did not say a word.

It was unknown how long the slapping on Gu Jing's chest took, but Meng Yunhan powerlessly lowered her hand. It seemed as though she wasn't standing steadily, and she could not help but take two steps back, leaning on the desk in the end.

"Leave, I want to be alone." Meng Yunhan lowered her head. Although she was still sobbing softly, she was not crying as sorrowfully as she was before.

"Little Han, I know that I shouldn't have lied to you back then. However, if you were me, you would have also chosen the same path as me at that time. Even if it was selfish, and you had to pay a huge price, I would not have regretted it.

Whether it was before, or now, or even in the future, the things he had done, were all because of Meng Yunhan. Whether it was to be together with her, or to prove to her that everything was happening, it was all because of her.

"I know all these years, how much you have sacrificed and how much you have sacrificed. It's because I know, that's why I can't accept it. A person who has accompanied me for the past five years, always considering everything for me, only found out in the end that he was only living in your lies. You will never understand, just what kind of feeling is that?" Meng Yunhan's emotions were not as agitated as before, but when she said these words, her tone was full of helplessness.

Gu Jing suddenly laughed, took a step towards Meng Yunhan, and said: "Do you think that after so many years, my heart has been feeling good? In order to be together with you, I abandoned my friendship and my career. Do you think that my heart is very relaxed? "

"Since your heart is also in trouble, why did you still do that in the first place? Why didn't you explain it earlier? You won't say anything until we find out. " Meng Yunhan looked at him, questioning him word by word.

Gu Jing snorted and said: "Because I love you, that's why I did that at the beginning, because I didn't want to lose you, so I never wanted to explain myself, and never wanted you to have anything to do with him, but I never planned for it to happen, in order to save the hospital, you actually agreed to marry him, and now, you have returned to his side, you know, everything is because of me, I know you hate me, you don't want to see me, it's okay, I can leave."

"Gu Jing, you lied to me five years ago and caused me to misunderstand your words. But now, I have already endured those most tragic days, and furthermore, I am now married to him, so let's just treat it as it was five years ago and nothing happened."

When all the bad emotions had been vented, Meng Yunhan had to calm down and think about the problem. She had to weigh the pros and cons, and even cons, for Gu Jing was indeed a great lie, but his years of effort, as well as the life that he had saved, seemed to be more than enough for both of them to live.