Chapter 248

When Yajing and Lin Ziyu have dinner together, she will feel very relaxed and don't have to hide her words. even to the extent that. She can be the most real herself. Yajing had never thought about this before.

That night, Yajing drank some wine. So that after dinner, she was dizzy. Although. She's a good drinker, but. She seems to get drunk easily today. Qi Mu doesn't like her drinking very much. After all, if she was photographed by the media, it would have a great impact on her, and today, she still has dinner with a psychologist. This will more or less make the outside world some speculation, but it's quiet at this time. I don't care.

"Why do you have to drink? Even if you are in a bad mood, you don't need to. You have to drink to vent your emotions." Lin Ziyu saw her look very uncomfortable and handed her a glass of boiled water. Whisper such complaints.

Ya Jing shook her head with a smile and sighed a long time. Her eyes will become wet at the moment. She seems to be crying these days. She did encounter some bad things. Although she tried to make herself behave as if nothing had happened, there will still be sadness in her heart. That kind of very negative emotion has been around her for a long time.

"Ziyu, although I've tried hard to let myself forget some things during this time, I found that some things, even if I forced myself to forget, but those things, like a shadow, have been following me. No matter what I do, I can't get rid of..." Yajing's mood is a little depressed at the moment. It seems that it's because of drinking wine, Now she can express the things she doesn't want to talk to others in detail.

"Yajing, I said before that your state is not suitable for returning to the entertainment industry in a short time. Why don't you believe me? Now, you feel bad. As your friend, i... and Xiaohan don't want to see such a result." some feelings have been doomed from the moment they met. Lin Ziyu's whole life, It seems that they can only hide their love for her in their hearts, don't let anyone know, and don't even allow themselves to touch it easily.

Yajing reached out and rubbed her aching temple, shook her head slightly and said, "I'm just a little uncomfortable in my heart. This time I'm back in the entertainment circle, my state has become better than before. Therefore, I don't think my choice is a mistake."

"Then don't you think it's painful for you to be troubled by such things every day?" Lin Ziyu frowned and looked at her seriously. He was obviously full of blame for her actions, but he was always unwilling to say anything cruel to her.

Yajing didn't answer his question immediately, but poured herself another glass of wine, picked it up and drank it. Lin Ziyu instinctively wanted to stop it, but she was a step late. She could only look at the glass of wine, follow her lips, pass her taste buds and enter her stomach again.

"This kind of painful thing has been around me for many years, and I'm used to it. But now, those fuzzy fragments that can't be seen clearly have become clearer, but I can bear the pain in my heart." Yajing looks very indifferent. She doesn't want to hide her sadness in front of the fans, In front of reporters and opponents, she has hidden well. Now, she is really tired and doesn't want to continue to hide in front of her friends.

Lin Ziyu touched the position of his heart. It was actually painful there. Just because Yajing said these words, his heart couldn't help hurting.

"Why not... Use hypnotherapy to seal that memory." this is the most effective way Lin Ziyu can think of at present. Since Yajing can't forget by herself, let her completely forget it in another way.

After hearing this, Yajing was a little stunned, but then she couldn't help laughing and said, "Ziyu, you didn't drink too much. You asked me to seal that memory. I tried hard to remind myself of that memory before. Now, you let me forget again. What's wrong with you or me?"

Before, Yajing spent a long time and used many methods to remind herself of the forgotten past. Now, Lin Ziyu actually asked her to seal this memory, which is not only impossible, but also nonsense.

"Yajing, I'm sober now. I know what to say. I just stand in the position of a good friend and give you this suggestion. There are many times and many things that we don't remember, which is much better than remembering. Moreover, you know very well now that it's much more painful for you to remember this thing than you don't know. In that case, why don't you want to Meaning, the best way to forget this thing? "

Lin Ziyu now only hopes that Yajing can get rid of the trouble in her heart and live a happy life. It is impossible for her to be really happy when she is bound by the past. Unfortunately, Yajing will not agree with him or choose to erase the people she deeply loves and loves until she dies from her memory.

"Zi Yu, I know you are for my good, but have you ever thought that the so-called best way in your heart is not what I want. If you forget those, do you know what I will do?" Ya Jing frowned and looked at him seriously.

"I know what you will become. The smile on your face will reappear. You will never think of those memories, nor will they bother you. Your career will be more successful. You..."

"You're wrong..." Ya Jing shook her head slightly, firmly interrupted him, snorted coldly and continued: "I will have nightmares at night, and then dream of the person who can't see his face. My heart will be empty. It's like I've lost something. No matter how hard I try, I can't remember it. My career will not succeed. I'll want to find out the lost past again, and even return to the painful time before."

Listening to what she said, Lin Ziyu's lips were slightly open, but he didn't know what he wanted to refute. In this matter, the starting points of the problems they considered were different, and the results they got were different. Even the way they considered things was not similar.

"What are you going to do now? Let it bother you all the time? If so, what's the point of you coming to me to help you?" Lin Ziyu is also very confused now. He wants to help ya Jing solve the happy knot and find his happiest self in the past. But now, he feels that he is useless by her side, and even makes the situation more and more serious.

Ya Jing shook her head slightly, with a perfunctory smile on her face. She picked up the wine bottle and planned to pour her wine, but Lin Ziyu grabbed the wine in her hand and put it aside angrily.

"Don't drink any more. It's not something that can be solved by drinking..."

"What else can I do? I have no way. I can't convince myself that I can face it calmly. Before, I can keep telling myself that he loves me. Just because he loves me, he chose to protect me at the moment of death, but now, this reason can't convince me. Anyway, he They all died because they saved me. I shouldn't pretend that I don't care about it like no one else. "

Ya Jing's tears, after all, couldn't resist. They poured out of her eyes and kept sliding on her face. She was tired and tired and wanted to escape, but in the end, she suddenly found that she had no way back. Now she had no choice but to move forward without hesitation.

"Don't cry, there will be a way, I will help you. No matter what method, no matter how long it takes, I will help you." Lin Ziyu wanted to wipe her tears with a paper towel, but he stopped and handed her the paper towel. Some things are the same as feeling. He can't reveal them, but he can only choose to hide them.

Ya Jing gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, then raised a smile on her face, cleared her hoarse voice and said, "Ziyu, thank you, thank you for taking the time to listen to me..."

"Nonsense? It's not nonsense. It's the emotion you should find someone to vent. I'm your friend and psychologist, so what you said to me can't be nonsense, okay?" Lin Ziyu suddenly became serious. It seemed that the last thing he wanted to see was Yajing.

"If... I can't let go of this matter all the time, don't you always want to listen to me? Isn't that a waste of your time?" Ya Jing's smile is a little helpless. She knows very well that she can't let go casually on this matter, and she really doesn't want to bother him.

Lin Ziyu snorted coldly, frowned, looked at her somewhat displeased and said: "As a psychologist, it's my duty and obligation to help you. As your friend, it's my willing and bounden duty to help you. Therefore, no matter how long it takes, I will take you out. Please believe in your heart that the darkness in front of you exists deliberately to meet the arrival of light..."

Lin Ziyu is only a psychologist, but many times, he looks like an emotional expert. He even says the same things as those people.

Ya Jing lowered her head slightly. After a moment of silence, she slowly opened her mouth and said, "I know you want to help me, but I'm not sure if I really need help..."

"What do you mean? Do you want to go back? Did you forget that when you decided to return to the entertainment industry, you promised me that you would continue to cooperate with my treatment?" Lin Ziyu was a little anxious. What he was most afraid of before was the occurrence of such a thing. Now, it seems that the thing he was worried about really appeared.

Yajing kept shaking her head. She didn't want to repent. She just didn't talk to him for a long time, so she was worried and even not used to it. However, she never thought that she would repent.

"I remember what I promised you, and I didn't want to go back, but I know it's a long process, so I'm not sure how long I can last..." Yajing tried hard to explain to him, hoping he wouldn't misunderstand. After all, it's painful to be misunderstood.

Lin Ziyu felt that after hearing what she said, he could finally put down his restless heart just hanging in the air. However, his heart would still be worried, because he saw from Ya Jing's eyes that she was very confused about this matter and had no firm faith.

"As long as I'm here one day, I'll let you stick to it for one day. If you can't forget him and that thing all your life, I'll be with you all my life."

"What?" Ya Jing seemed to be frightened by his words. Her eyes stared wide, and her heart couldn't help beating faster.

Lin Ziyu also seemed to realize that what he had just said was inappropriate. He tried to think of a remedy in his mind. Then he opened his mouth in a panic and explained: "I mean, as long as I'm a psychologist all day, I have the responsibility to help you. What's more, we're friends. I should have helped with this kind of thing, so how much time it takes is not a problem at all."

"Thank you..." Yajing seems to be really drunk and her head is not very smart. Even Lin Ziyu's explanation is very clumsy at the moment. She actually believes that Yajing chose to believe because she wanted to stop this matter. After all, the more she said, the more confused they would be.

Lin Ziyu didn't speak, but shook his head reluctantly. Then he looked at the watch on his wrist. It was almost ten o'clock in the evening, and the conversation between them seemed to be over.

"It's very late now. Go back early. Qi Mu is outside and she will come in to pick me up." Yajing said first. Just now Lin Ziyu was looking at her watch, she knew that they were almost talking at the moment, and there was no need to continue talking. Therefore, before Lin Ziyu spoke, she said first.

"Well, then I'll go first and call me if there's anything else." Lin Ziyu didn't say he wanted to stay a little longer, but followed her words, got up, stroked his clothes and was ready to leave.

Yajing kept nodding her head and didn't speak. She just watched him with a smile and walked out of the door of the private room. Although Yajing's smile was a little fake at the moment, Lin Ziyu didn't say much and still left without looking back.