198 Lesson 180

I heard from Rose's mouth about her past.

Some wondered how hard my master had sent in his past, knowing it.

"Okay, do you want to train"

Well, that's it, this will train normally from the next day.

I thought so, from the early morning of the following day, after continuing to run extensively around the life-saving corps training ground, I called Nair and Ferm out of the dormitory while stretching, and trained them to build the dodge I once applied to the knuckles.

"Nair! Ferm! Unlike the captain, I can't hit fast! It won't be fast enough, but just put up with the change balls!"

"" I'm kidding! ""

"No questions asked! Healing Magic Ammo!"

Swing multiple magic bullets floating on the right arm with the cage hand deployed toward Nair and Ferm without aiming.

The healing magic magic magazine released in a splash has zero grin on Ferms and Nair, who flew sideways and dodged it.

"Chu, I've attacked the range without hesitation, he!? I hope I avoided it at the critical --"

"Now I can avoid a magic bullet like yours with an easy win! Beh!"

"Why are you provoking without thinking!?"

"Ha, it's nothing! We wouldn't be as good as his magic bullets right now!"

Nair grabs up Ferm's collar as he tongues out like a bad kid.

Yeah, you still seem to be able to afford it.

Naturally, too. If you've gotten used to Rose's magic bullets, you'll feel like a tortoise slow about my magic bullets.

Ferm aside, I'm glad Nair handled it well.

I've been working really hard.

But I can't afford a situation where my lack of strength doesn't make it a training for both of us. [M] Then I have to come to training with my back up, too.

"Ferm! You don't know that training idiot yet! I have no idea!"

"Hahaha, that's great! You've grown up, both of you!! Then I'm going to spare no effort!"

"Look! I don't know!"

Create a magic bullet in your right palm.

Although I have been knitting out all the development forms of healing punches lately, this time I will practice the enhanced version of the healing magic bullet.

"First of all, Ferm, let's go!"

"Why me!? Hey, no, come on! I'll avoid such magic bullets easily!"

Grasp the magic bullet you created in your palm and swing it gently.

A fast-firing healing magic bullet that releases a healing accelerating fist from the back of your hand.

The use of instantaneous acceleration in the palm dramatically increases its speed……!

Name it...

"Healing accelerator bullets!"

"Oh, no - obey!?"

Magic bullets unleashed with acceleration under the side-throw procedure strike directly at the felm in a rushed appearance.

Confirming the landing, I immediately move the target to Nair.

Nair blued his face when he saw Fermu on his knees eating magic bullets directly next door, hiding behind Fermu to shield her from what he thought.

"Oh, my God! What the hell!"

"Sometimes it helps as a shield! Ku, why is this brain muscle healing wizard so diverse in moves only!?"

"What's a lifeguard doing shielding his allies?"

Even though Nair is a user demon, she is part of the life-saving corps.

Yet it is not even in the wind of lifeguards to shield allies, albeit training.

Now throw a magic bullet in the off-target direction with Nair overhead.

"Heh, heh! Throw it where..."

"I'm distracted! Healing Ranged Bullets!"

"Huh?"

Swing your right arm down wide and bend the magic bullet only once.

A sudden and suddenly plummeting magic bullet strikes Nair in the head with a proud look on his face.

"Muho!?"

Nair, who screamed havocally, held her head down and looked up only for a moment, but immediately with a strange look.

"Ugh... what, that? No more shock than I thought?"

"Speaking of which, I'm perfectly fine..."

The first direct hit, Fermu, also looked at me with a surprised look.

I smile invincibly at Nair and Ferm, who seem to wonder.

"Naturally. This is also training to regulate my magic. [M] While I was training you both, I was trying to develop a sense of regulating magic."

This training isn't just for Ferm and Nair, it's also for me.

To reduce the amount of magic consumed by rupturing system enhancements, you have to get used to manipulating magic.

It feels like regulating the amount of magic itself, so it feels a little different than Kazuki's extraordinary amount of magic?

"Could it be easier because it won't blow you away if you hit it...?"

"Better than that one...?"

I don't know what you thought, but the two of you have a brighter look.

He seemed to squeal something small, but he didn't hear it at this distance. Could it be... that you're thinking the same thing as me?

"I also know what you two are thinking. Yeah, well, it's a good thing there's less shock and less mental damage."

"Oh, right! Did you know about this training?"

"Yeah, you think so, too? Right, this would be..."

I nod at Nair with a smile and create a magic bullet in my right hand.

Less shock and less mental damage. Plus, I can save my magic.

"You can train a lot!"

……

I didn't know if it was because I was a little away, but it looked like light had been lost from Ferm and Nair's eyes for just a moment.

●

In the evening, having even trained, I speak to Nair and Fermu, who are kneeling and breathless, as I ascertain the amount of magic I have in my body.

"Are you okay?"

"Your magic bullet, Mr. Rose, is harder to avoid! You're too crazy to throw it the same way and change it into three!"

"Are you really a healing wizard?!?"

What a total skan.

Well, the difference between me and Rose is that they have some application to magic bullets.

A healing magic riot that emits multiple magic bullets.

A rapidly accelerating healing acceleration bullet.

A healing long-range bullet that can change ballistics only in one stage.

I also know that if these were to fly randomly, they would be inevitable.

"You've been avoiding it a few times."

"I can't help but think about it!"

When I saw the felm sitting up like a shudder, Nair also lowered her hips to the ground.

I also have a training tool on the training field - and I sit back on the weight of a square shaped stone.

"Fermu, I was in charge of your training today for a reason."

"Huh?"

The captain asked me to take care of you.

Ferms with a strange look on their face.

Nair, on the other hand, has been staring at me with her jitsy eyes.

"Hey, so why did you have to train with this guy today? If you wanted to talk to him, you wouldn't have wanted me, would you?"

"…? Evasive training is good for you, and there's no reason to take it off?"

"Yeah, I didn't get involved, pure kindness..."

As for Nair, it's for this kid.

Even if this kid doesn't want it, we should do it if the current stack is going to save her crisis one day.

Ferm talks to me as I look sideways at Nair, who has an indescribable look on his face.

"What do you want me to do?"

"You are talking about what you will do when the battle against the Demon King's Army begins."

……

Did you know that one day you would be told, Ferm spinning his mouth without being so surprised?

Nevertheless, I utter words with a slight expression.

"Ferm. To be clear, your position is very dangerous"

Black Knight.

That's what this kid looked like and his name was when he was fighting in the Demon King's Army.

And he is also the enemy who nearly killed Kazuki and his predecessor.

"You were originally our enemy in the Demon King's Army. On the battlefield, they hurt many knights as enemies… some may have killed them"

……

I don't know that.

Maybe the strong guys are taking away the injured and miraculously helping them all, or maybe not.

According to Rose's story, some knights have a grudge against this child, and some are afraid. Though they couldn't tell me if the reason was because they were demons or something that came from other reasons, they are holding me back with such emotions.

I'll teach it to Fermu again.

"You can't do what you never had that fact. You see?"

"That's... I know best"

I could see the color of regret in that look.

Living here may have changed the way this kid thinks... but that could have been a mental burden on the contrary.

"... the battle against the Demon King's Army is imminent. What do you want to do then?"

"What do you want me to do... What choice do I have?"

"You can stay in this kingdom. … in which case you will temporarily enter the dungeon"

"Hey Usat, what's a dungeon..."

Nair tries to raise his voice when he hears the word dungeon, but Fermu reacted like he was not moving much and convinced.

"Well, you can't let me go wild in a kingdom without Rose. A natural response. So, the other one?"

"... the other thing is to go to battlefield with us as lifeguards. The next battle is going to be bigger, so I need one hand at the moment..."

Up to this point, it's my word as deputy chief.

But the real deal is different.

"Honestly, I don't want you to pick this one. So is dealing with your own kind, because it puts you in danger."

Originally, the reason Ferm was put in here was to correct this kid's character as a black knight.

I hear it was like building a lifeguard, but Rose left Fermu to me.

That means that Ferm is well equipped with qualities as a lifeguard.

"You..."

"Hmm?"

"Usat... what do you want from me...?"

Come here, Fermu has left it to me to judge.

Hearing the words, I stood up and put my arms together, and I looked down at the anxious looking felm, and said something.

"You should choose."

Fermu gives me a surprising look when he says so.

Nair has a "I knew it" look.

"You don't..."

"No, this is your choice. I gave you the choice, but you don't have to follow it. Think for yourself what you want to do and what you want to do. Wait as long as you can if you need time."

From Rose's mouth, he thinks it's impossible to betray him.

Neither did I wonder what this kid was thinking about betraying me.

●

From the moment I realized it, I could use my magic.

At first, I think it was a black coat that protects me from everything.

There must have been no power to give someone back their wounds.

Still, I was scared of me around, including my parents.

He said he'd woken up to magic with a system of darkness to be repelled.

He said it was a disastrous child.

At a young age, they threw those words at me.

I have wished many times to erase my magic. But when danger approaches me, magic activates on its own, and it wraps around my body.

The guys around me who saw it turned away to avoid me.

Maybe it was natural in a way to get away from the guys I was a parent to.

If you hate me anyway, if you're scared, I've come to think that I don't want others to understand or understand you.

If I can hurt you, I'll hurt you the other way around.

I will match my pain with the same taste.

In a place where I am allowed to hurt others, the Demon King's Army, my magic was equipped with the trait of 'inversion' after I kept thinking about it.

Ability to return the 'wound' received by the armor to the target. As long as the creature is the opponent, it is a force that can be described as invincible, but it was ineffective against the Second Legion Leader opponent, who has the same dark magic as me.

I somehow understood that that bastard was the first type of demon I met, but fundamentally different from me.

Instead, he himself...

"Ferm, me and you are looking for the opposite of Mon. I'm looking for a good enemy, but you're looking for an understandable man. '

He said that, but I left it to my emotions to deny it then.

Because I thought I wanted a real sense of life and I was fighting.

Koga said to me, "I knew it! Don't deny it! Yeah!" He had a very obnoxious smile, but I think I found out what he was saying recently.

... Usat, the man who is now looking down at me with a serious look in front of me.

The other day, the guy who became deputy head of the life-saving corps is poking his choices at me.

"... Ferm, what do we do?"

My emotions are shaken by Usat, who speaks to me worried silently.

This guy, no, this place was too nice for me.

I can assure you that what is being done is a haunted place. That is a fact that will never change.

I get run over extensively, kicked in, beat up so much cursing noise that my heart is about to break. Although such a hell of a place is a lifeguard... still, this place was kind to me.

"What, you think we have a guy who's scared just because he's a demon?"

When I first joined the lifeguard, the word Rose told me was sole.

Weird guys who don't fear me at all who can use dark lineage magic, and on the contrary, treat demons who are supposed to be enemies as usual, that's the organization called Lifeguard Corps.

More than that, I don't even care about the Demons now because there are more horrible beings at the top of the list than the Demons for the members here.

In such an environment, trained, eating and living together.

That meant sharing time with someone else, unlike the time I've lived alone before.

By the time I realized it, I really liked my life in this lifeguard.

"Everyone here is weird."

I wouldn't have had to feel this way if you didn't like yourself as a demon.

I wish you'd blamed me for my sins when I was more of a black knight.

If you were angry, if you hated me, you wouldn't have felt so heavy, so painful, but I started thinking so much, "I want to be here”.

Me as a black knight disappeared, and how long have I been in this place as a lifeguard? That must be the change I visited.

I push and kill emotions that creep up every time I think about it that way, and I squeal.

"I don't like you..."

"Huh? Oh, yeah... sorry?"

Eat your face at Usat, who normally looks like he's hurt, but still go on and utter the words.

"I take the liberty of getting into people's minds and disturbing them... I hate that place so much...!"

"... hey, Ferm. You, cry..."

"Shut up. Cry."

Scream that out to the neighbor Nair and wipe his eyes.

Usato at the time gave me a surprised look when he saw this one, but gazed at me without saying anything.

"I've always been alone. I thought it was heartfelt crap to be with someone. But they let me in here, and I saw a lot of terrible things."

"Yeah."

"Some guys were like demons, some looked human, but some were monsters"

"... ugh, yeah"

"You look weak, but there's something wrong with you. I thought you were more dyed than Rose in a way."

……

"Oh, calm down, Usato. Take a deep breath, take a deep breath...!"

Nair calms down Usat, whose expression stopped changing with a smile on his face.

I felt like I was scared for a moment, but I don't mind saying the next word.

"But when did I ever start thinking," I want to be here ”? This is where the Black Knight... and the magic of darkness admitted to me regardless..."

It was just a life I was scared of.

I accepted that and lived, but I knew this place, and I... I guess I'm dead as a black knight.

A black knight who refused everything and didn't try to accept anyone's words.

It must have been the man in front of me right now who made me like that.

"This is where I'm going. So I... as a member of the life-saving corps, I fight"

I can't go back.

Now I am completely an enemy to the Demon King's Army.

The moment I think of it, I remember my earlier words, and fierce embarrassment strikes me later.

Usat, who snorted at me like that, walked up to me.

"Then let's fight together. Not to take it, but to save lives as a life-saving corps."

"... oh"

I nod even as I lean down on Usat's words.

Then Usato reaches this way without touching it.

"Well, you don't need this anymore."

"What?"

The moment I tried to figure out what the hell - I heard something cut off from around my neck: batin '.

Seeing, Usat's hand had a magically sealed magic tool that had been torn apart from the belt part that was on me until now.

"The captain gave me permission to take it off. Oh, but don't abuse it too much. Worst case scenario, because we're going to seal the magic again."

"... you know what?"

Ha ha, and Usat grinning swallowingly like nothing.

But that's not where my surprise was.

Did he break it with his bare hands when he had a keyhole?

"Oh, don't worry about it. I have a spare, and if I fix it, I think I can use it again."

The person in question messed with a magic trick in his pocket as a matter of course.

I can't think of anything this guy can pull off with his bare hands until now... No, let's not think about it.

In the meantime, for the first time in a long time, the magic has returned, so I will try to haunt the magic with a test run.

Magic wraps around your body from your feet and changes into a clothing shape.

"... Ugh, I knew it would stay in these clothes"

What took shape was the blackening of the white team clothes worn by Usat.

An unpleasant voice leaks into a shape that hasn't changed since Usat called me.

"Dark magic changes in the mental state of the user. That's what shaped the uniform... yeah, that's what I mean"

"This is that one, isn't it? It means you like it here a lot."

"Shut up! Don't be so clear!"

Scream to Usat and Nair, who are staring at me.

I know my magic is changing.

I know that's magic, and most importantly, I have a sense that I've changed.

"Hey, Usat. I'll see if my magic has changed."

"Find out what?"

"Try decoping into these clothes. I'll see if I can flip it."

Offer your left arm and magically cover it to the tip of your hand.

Ability to 'flip' back the wounds received that I used when I was a Black Knight.

"Yeah, 'cause you're giving me pain back..."

"Now, don't say anything decent about being human. I want to see the power of dark magic, too."

"Hih, that's terrible..."

Bring the finger that Usat made Decopin closer to me as I put Nair, who transformed into an owl, on my shoulder at some point.

Usat doesn't seem to be so powerful either because he knows the pain will return to him.

"Okay, here we go."

Once you get it magically, you just have to reflex it.

Bishi, and Usato's Decopin hits his left arm.

I don't feel any pain, just like before. It's the same up to here, so I'll try to invert it --

"... I knew I couldn't do it"

"I'm not in pain, either."

And that means my ability to magically 'flip' has disappeared?

It can be taken for granted in a way. Now that I don't need to keep others away or hurt them, I don't need the ability to hurt them.

Yes, I was convinced by myself - that the magic that covered my left arm moved regardless of my will.

The moving magic sucked on the left hand of the raised Usat.

"" Huh? "

Everyone on the spot eats their face at the magical moves that are like eating up.

"Whoa!?"

"Sucked!?"

"Hey, what!?"

Magic attracted to Usat on its own!?

Usat at the moment, looking at his left hand, is confused.

"Hey, what's this! Disgusting!?"

"Don't say it like it's dirty! My magic!?"

"No, I'm sticking around!? I feel like I'm getting sucked at magic, and I'm fine!?"

Usat shows me his left hand in a hurry.

From his left wrist ahead was black magic sticking out like gloves.

Always remember to go back, but it's been a long time since I've handled magic, so I can't manipulate it well.

"Oh, I haven't used it in a long time, so I can't handle it well"

"From what I've seen, the magic itself is undergoing rapid changes, so I'm guessing the Ferms themselves aren't manipulative."

"Don't think calmly!?... If the ferm can't do it, do we have to bounce it off with an internal shock? It hurts a little, but it's better than leaving it in this state."

Though I don't know what Usat will do, I think strongly to put my magic under control as soon as possible for now.

I've never done anything like this before.

All you have to do is make sure you recognize your magic.

It's not that hard, so in a few seconds or so, I'll make the magic my own again, and I'll soon try to restore the magic of Usat's hand.

But...

"Healing Magic Rupture Palm!"

"Wow!?"

Something like a shock emanates from next door, breaking the balance and falling.

I wondered what it was, and if I looked at the shock coming, Usat was releasing the green magic characteristic of healing magic from his left hand.

As always, my magic was wrapped around my left hand, but it quickly leaves Usat's hand and returns to me.

"And I took... good. For a moment, I thought I couldn't because I kept my shape..."

"... after all?"

Usat and Nair look at their left hand looking intact and have a relief look on their face.

As far as I'm concerned, I can only sigh because I no longer understand my magic extra. Well, as it turned out, I could've gotten it back stuck in Usat's hand, and so far, let's just do this.

With that in mind, Nair winged at my mouth turns to me.

"But you seem kind of assimilated to pulling on Usat, don't you? Maybe that's what I'm capable of."

"Come on, don't say something disgusting!"

I got goosebumps on Nair's words.

Because given what's happening now, it's not even an impossible story.

But I really wish I was...

"Ha. That's right, Nair. I'd be in trouble if I had that ability."

……

I laughed and said that. Kick Usat's tibia with my toes.

The kicked in person had a kerosene look and scratched his cheek.

"Hey, why did you get kicked now?"

"Shut up! Think for yourself!"

I knew it wouldn't work, but I thought I had to.