"What else can I do if I can't let go, Zhao Qian, this is Daqi. It's not in that era that we are doomed to be unable to get together." Li Wei spoke to Zhao Qian fiercely.
Zhao Qian grasped Li Wei's wrist and exerted a little force: "have you received all the letters I wrote to you?"
"Yes, so what?"
"I have made it clear in the letter, as long as you stand behind me. I'll create the future. " Zhao Qian said sonorously and firmly. As long as he confirms Li Wei's intention, Zhao Qian thinks that as long as the two people are interlinked, no matter how big the difficulties they encounter, they will be easily solved.
Zhao Qian then lowered his head and held Li Wei's trembling lips. Li Wei wanted to dodge, but Zhao Qian's strength was much greater than her. In addition, his strength made Li Wei have nowhere to hide in the narrow carriage.
After being forced to kiss by him, Li Wei's eyes became moist. She knew what she wanted or could want. To live in this era, we must abide by the rules of this era. The shackles of identity bound them forever, and also early to her into the bottom of the valley, love for her has long become an unattainable thing.
Li Wei also thinks it's useless emotion. Since it's useless, it's better to lose it early.
Facing Zhao Qian's enthusiasm again, Li Wei stepped back. She did not want him to see the fragility in his eyes.
"Zhao Qian, we've been over for a long time. Don't you know that?"
"It's over What does that mean? " Zhao Qian asked.
"From the day I came back, it was doomed that it was impossible between us. You say I'm a coward. I don't have the courage to respond to you this time. Sorry. "
"Then I am What do they call lovelorn? "
Li Wei did not give the answer, and the car fell into silence.
They were sitting next to each other, but at the moment they were like strangers who were in a hurry and got on the same car. They hold their own minds.
After a long time, it seemed that the car had entered the Zhuque gate. Zhao Qian suddenly said to Li Wei, "Ah Wei, I love you very much. I have never changed from the past to the present. what about you? Have you ever loved me? "
The chest ache faintly, but even if again painful, she also wants to tell his own thought clearly, she will cruelly cut off all his thoughts.
"I'm sorry, not at all."
The words floated by, and the car became very quiet again. The wheels of the car pressed on the road, and the sound became clear. After walking a certain distance, the car stopped. Zhao Qian was going to push the door and get off. Before going down, he suddenly turned his head and said to Li Wei, "thank you for telling me that in the future, no matter what, I will always remember the snow in Scotland."
Li Wei looks a little flustered, but she soon calmed down. She is a person of this era and the mother of this dynasty. Even as a mother of the Kingdom, there are some things she can't think of. It's good to break it clean.
She got out of the car, which happened to be Longqing gate. Li Wei went into the door, but Zhao Qian did not turn around and no longer watched her go far away.
Li Wei bowed his head and walked quickly. When he walked, he always felt that his eyes were sour. She kept taking the sleeve to wipe, and the wet meaning on her face poured out.
In love, she is a clumsy fool, just like Jiang Yunfeng said, she has never opened her heart to accept who. In the love between men and women, she never loved anyone, and did not know how to love a person. She didn't know how to love her even though there was no estrangement between them even when they were with Zhao Qian. Maybe she never loved anyone, including Zhao Qian.
Li Wei reached such a conclusion.
When she recovered, she was already standing in the courtyard of Chongqing palace. Later, LAN Hui came out and pulled her to quickly go into the room to change her clothes with her.
"Empress dowager, after you left, you came to the imperial concubine once. The maid said that you were not happy last night. You should sleep longer in the afternoon and ask her to go back first. Then Princess Dun came, and the maid returned to her in the same words. Everything is so comprehensive that no one knows you have been out of the palace quietly. "
Li Wei only felt the hum in her ears. She didn't hear a word of LAN Hui's specific words. Let lanhui change clothes with her and comb her hair again. She follows her well, just like a puppet.
Re dressed, lanhui is still in front of the service, from the moment Li Wei came back, Li Wei did not say a word, her face extremely indifferent, is the kind of indifference from thousands of miles away.
Li Wei went to the study again and sat for a while. She was the only one who stayed inside. She took the picture of White Deer Cave and looked at it for a whole afternoon.
Until Shu Jia and Li Xing came back from Wenhua hall.
Two people both came to Li Wei to say hello, Li Wei's mind just seemed to come back some.
"After school?"
However, Shujia misunderstood Li Wei's words and turned her head to ask her, "mother, will it really snow today? It's windy outside. It's cold. The sun is hiding behind the clouds. Is it going to snowHere is the fourteenth month of winter, but has not ushered in the first snow, this is a warm winter.
Li Wei listened to the princess's delicate words, which eased up and said to her: "maybe it will be under at night."
Li Xing said on one side: "last year, it snowed a lot these days. I don't know whether it will fall this year."
Last year, when the emperor died, it snowed heavily, about the same size as the snow in Scotland.
After dinner, Shujia pestered Li Wei and said she wanted to sleep with her. When it's cold, the little guy gets more annoying. Li Wei did not push Shujia aside and agreed to her request.
Sue Jia seemed very happy. Her maid in law was busy carrying Sue Chia's pillow and bedding and laying them. Shujia smelled the quilt covered by Li Wei, which had a sweet smell. She also pestered Li Wei and asked, "mother, what kind of fragrance do you smoke? My son likes this kind of smell."
"They've made a lot of spices. Take a few boxes and smoke them slowly." Li Wei said and stretched out his right hand, the index finger on the ring embedded with seven treasures is still well worn on it.
"The ring of the queen mother is strange."
"Isn't it good?"
Shujia said truthfully, "it's not very good-looking, but why does the mother still wear it every day?"
Li Wei helplessly said: "I also want to take it off, but can't take it down."
Shujia didn't believe it, so she wanted to help her pick it. But no matter how she turned it, the ring seemed to grow on her hand. There was no way.
Li Wei quietly looking at the ring on his hand, the heart of the ring sent her to that era, and brought her back. Can she go back to that time? Maybe she can't go back. It's been nearly a year. She's been damned. Just accept the fate quietly.
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