The last time she left in such a hurry that she couldn't say goodbye to her mother. This time, she finally caught up.
"Mother, you don't have to be too sorry for me. Life has long and short, is the will of God. Although it has just passed twenty-one years and a short life, I grew up in your care, enjoying all the glory and wealth, and giving me all the maternal love. I just became a daughter's unfilial and failed to repay you well. "
Fu listened to these cone heart words is more uncomfortable, tears Susu down, and have to comfort Li Wei.
"Stop it, stop it." Fu burst into tears.
Lanhui and Qingxiang were watching outside. Hearing the news inside, they came in one after another to persuade them.
It took a while for the two to calm down.
Li Wei then said to Fu: "Niang, I'm afraid I can't do much about my sister's affairs, but I'll ask the eldest princess to take care of her. The eldest princess will not let her sister suffer any loss in my thin noodles. The eldest son of their family is not bad. Although he is ordinary, he is not a crooked melon and cracked dates. He is very decent. I heard that he also loved reading, was very enterprising, and was good at business. In the future, he will be a man who is going through his life with his own efforts. I think he's excellent. "
Fu chose Zhao Qian and wanted to marry her daughter to Zhao Qian. But now that her daughter says so, she can't insist on her own opinion. She nodded and said, "OK, I'll listen to you, as long as your sister is happy in the future."
Li said with a smile: "it's good that my mother can see it." Then she asked about Changfang, her big uncle and aunt, her brothers and sisters in law, her second and fourth sisters who had already married, and those lovely nephews and nieces, and so on. She asked what she thought, and Fu said to Li Wei patiently.
At last, Li Wei said with a satisfied smile: "they are all good, and I have nothing to miss. I still owe them a word of apology. I hope I can have a chance to say it to them personally
"I'm not sorry. It's their fault. Don't take it too seriously
Mother and daughter said a long story, Li Wei see time is not early, and specially left his mother to live in Zhaoyang hall.
At night, Fu still accompanied his daughter to sleep in the same bed, which for Li Wei and this mother to sleep in a bed, it is very small when things.
"If you didn't send you into the palace, you may have a different fate in your life, and you won't end up like this. But at that time, I only listened to your aunt's words, thinking that it was the responsibility of Li's daughter that you could sacrifice for that family, so I nodded and agreed. At that time, I didn't think for you for a long time. I didn't think about whether you would like to? Good boy, you have been very submissive before. If you really didn't want to, you told me that I would certainly help you and try to find a way for you in any difficulty. "
Li Wei quietly listening to her mother's words of guilt, so far said these have no use. They can't go back to the 11th year of Xikang. At that time, my mother was very obedient to my aunt, and every word of my aunt was imperial edict to my mother. Could such a cowardly mother really fight against Auntie for her sake? Li Wei didn't think about it any more. She was close to her mother. The taste of her mother was the same as that in her memory.
I vaguely remember that when she was still very young, she made a lot of noise at night, and the two nannies could not help her. Later, her mother came to hold her around the room and sang her a soft nursery rhyme. She grabbed the tassels on her mother's clothes, looked at her mother's face, and smelled her mother's good smell before she could sleep peacefully.
In her mother's arms, she had a good night's sleep and was not troubled by those noisy nightmares.
When she woke up the next day, she recovered a little bit. Shujia and Li Xing make an appointment to greet Li Wei. Li Wei says with a smile, "you should study hard. I'll ask Mr. Zhan how you behave recently. If you don't behave well, you will be punished."
Shu Jia also cooperates with the way: "the son minister obeys the mother's instruction, certainly will double diligently, does not let the mother be disappointed."
Fu could not help but persuade him: "the princess doesn't need to take the imperial examination again. Why is it so strict? Don't frighten the princess."
Li Wei said: "I really want to let her learn something, and I'm not forcing her to learn something. But I hope to learn something, rather than wasting my time in a disguise."
In the eyes of others, Li Wei is still too strict with the princesses in the royal family.
Fu went back to his house in the afternoon. When he was leaving, Li weichong's mother was smiling and asked her to take good care of herself. She knew in her heart that this parting was likely to be immortality.
In the evening, Li Wei asked Li Xing to accompany her. Li Xing saw that Li Weixing was good, and his spirit was also good, so he told her something about her family when she was a child, and Li Wei fell into memory. At that time carefree time how beautiful, if only time can stay in that moment forever.
"Sister, why didn't you and the Regent decide earlier, before the eleventh year of Xikang?"
"Why? I hated him at that time. I never wanted to spend my life with this person. I don't know what love is? "
Li Xing was stunned for a moment, and then sighed: "it's a pity that you are destined to miss each other because of no predestination in this life.""Five younger sister, if you grow up a little, you will understand that no matter where you are, there are some things you will never get. In the face of these can not get, want to extricate, only oneself comes out first. I've come out, and you? "
Li Xing said: "although the things I can't get are good, I'm not a selfish person. Sister, I'm very clear that he discriminates against me. He didn't even look at me once. It's because of you that he can say a few words to me. I don't want him to hate me, so I still want him to be happy. "
It's rare that Li Xing can be open-minded. It seems that this sister is far more powerful than she thought.
"Big brother's business or six brother's business, do you still blame me?"
Li Xing said truthfully: "before it was resentment, but later it also gradually understood. You are the Empress Dowager. Naturally, you have a different point of view from me. In fact, what you see is the future of the Li family, not the present. "
Now or in the future, Li Wei feels that she can't wait for that day.
"Ying Niang." Li Wei called Li Xing's nickname, and then said, "have you seen the eldest son of the eldest princess's family? What's your impression of that man? "
However, Li Xing was unable to outline the image of this person in her mind. She said blankly, "I don't remember this person."
"It doesn't matter if you don't remember. If you have a chance to meet again, you can pay attention to it next time. This person should be not bad, is a living, the eldest princess is also amiable, very easy to get along with. Yingniang, I promised my mother earlier that she would arrange her life for you. The service here is not full, and I am afraid I can't wait for that day. But I want to tell you that my sister has always wanted you to be good and find a satisfied person to live a peaceful life in the future. Don't repeat my tragedy. "
"Sister, are you not happy in this palace?"
Li Wei said: "there are many definitions of happiness, and specific answers will be given to everyone. For some people, it is happiness to have the right to have the potential to make decisions, and some people think that it is happiness to find a good person and to grow old together. But for me, these are not necessarily true happiness. The real happiness is freedom. The most rare thing in life is the word "freedom."
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