Leng Yuqing looked at the strange expression on his face. He was a little afraid, hesitated for a moment, and then asked, "he is ill. Why don't you send him to the hospital? How can you cure him alone at home
"To the hospital? In your opinion, which hospital dares to accept him in such a situation? " Su he said with a sarcastic sneer.
"Why not?" Leng Yuqing frowned, was saying, but suddenly found that the beating amplitude of the instrument showing heartbeat and breathing was almost No.
This Can you say that Su Mu's illness is getting worse
Leng Yuqing felt a little shocked. Looking at the layout of Su he's whole room and lying on the bed, Su mu, who was still motionless, couldn't help but say: "some things can't be retrieved by manpower. You are like this, and your brother is also suffering. You can bear to see him broken and ground by these things..."
"Life is not like death, is it?" Su River took the cold rain clear words, said.
Leng Yuqing didn't want to stimulate him, so he didn't say it. But he would listen to him and ask, "since you know everything, why do you do it?"
"Why..." Su he murmured to himself the words of cold Yuqing repeated, as if to ask himself, but also as if to ask others.
"I don't even know what I'm sticking to Knowing that Xiaomu is very painful and painful, but I just don't want him to leave. I just want to keep him by my side. Up to now, I don't know whether I insist on it for him or for myself.
Su he said this when the tone is very calm, and said the words but let cold Yuqing heart can not help but pull up, a burst of heartache.
Leng Yuqing only thinks that he is overflowing with love. He feels that Su Mu is lying on the bed so sickly at a young age. He feels pity for him but has nothing to do with Su He.
"You just don't want to leave Su Mu at such a young age. You don't have to blame yourself. He also knows that you do it for him." Leng Yuqing is distressed and forgets the purpose of looking for Su River here. He comforts Su River quietly.
Su He raised his eyes to look at her, flashed a touch of unknown emotion in his eyes, did not say anything, and then turned his head and continued to look at Su Mu lying on the bed.
Su River didn't seem to drive her away. Leng Yuqing looked at the dark room, thought for a long time, and asked, "why don't you turn on the light?"
Su he pulled a chair to sit down, but still did not open his mouth to answer her question.
Leng Yuqing looks at Su Mu who can't see his face clearly on the bed, but he gradually understands the reason why Su he doesn't turn on the light.
Who can watch his relatives' vitality disappear day by day? I'm afraid that the pain will drive people crazy. On the one hand, Su he is Su Mu's brother, on the other hand, he is Su Mu's doctor. He has to keep his head clear, so he has to turn off the light instead of seeing Su Mu's thin face.
"What's wrong with Su mu? How long has he been like this? " Although Leng Yuqing knows that it's useless to stay here, and it's not suitable for him to settle accounts with Su River today. However, he feels it's inhumane to leave Su River alone, so he asks again.
"Su Mu was born with congenital SLE. His immune system is much weaker than ordinary people. If he doesn't pay attention to it, he will suffer from various diseases, such as cold, fever, cough, pneumonia, asthma It seems that he has suffered from any disease he can think of. "
"Because my parents couldn't afford to support him, they left him in the welfare home early. After looking for him for three years, I finally found him in a welfare home in a small county in other provinces. At that time, he was almost dead..."
"For so many years, I read medical books, took the entrance examination to Medical University, went abroad to study medicine, tried every means to cure him, but found that no matter how hard I tried, his health was getting worse and worse."
"A week ago, he suddenly fainted. When he was sent to the hospital, he was already suffering from organ failure all over his body. The hospital has issued a critical notice, but I just don't believe Su mu. He has to leave like this. So I took him out of the hospital and took care of him here. Look, isn't he still alive?"
Su he said, the tone seems to have some smile, lips also slightly raised, seems to really feel very happy about the decision he made.
But Leng Yuqing saw that there were tears on his face.
Leng Yuqing felt as if her heart had been touched by something. She felt soft, soft and sour. She couldn't help but feel that her eyes were hot. She subconsciously stretched out her hand and patted Su He on the shoulder.
"Don't be like this. Su Mu knows that you are so sad, and he will feel uncomfortable..."
Leng Yuqing doesn't know why she wants to comfort Su He. It seems that at this time, what she says and does is a conditioned reflex. She can't control herself at all.
Therefore, when Su He raised his hand and held her hand on his shoulder, Leng Yuqing felt a little strange in his heart. He only thought that he was overflowing with love and was out of humanitarianism to comfort him.
Su he didn't know why he said so much to Leng Yuqing. It felt as if he had been locked up in a dark place for a long time. The man who felt extremely tired physically and mentally finally saw another person. He couldn't help saying his pain and suffering. It seemed that only by saying so could he continue to stay in this dark place.Su River held the hand of Leng Yuqing, felt soft, soft and warm. The tight string seemed to relax involuntarily, and then he fell asleep unconsciously.
Leng Yuqing saw that he hadn't moved for a long time, so he bent down and looked at him. Then he heard a little heavy breath. He found that he was sitting so straight and asleep.
Leng Yuqing looked at his tired face, and his eyebrows, which could not be extended even when he fell asleep. He felt a burst of heartache for no reason. Looking up at Su Mu lying on the bed, he felt that all the things he had done to her seemed to have been forgiven in this moment.
She thought about it, slowly took out her own hand from his hand, and then slowly moved his straight back against the back of the chair, and took off his coat to cover him, and then went down the stairs lightly.
I went downstairs, groped for a long time, found the light switch in the room, turned on the light, and found that the living room was full of all kinds of takeout boxes. On the sofa and on the floor, there was garbage everywhere, emitting a bad smell.
Leng Yuqing has never seen such a messy scene. She almost vomited out, but she still pinches her nose, rolls up her sleeves and starts to clean up the room.
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