"Why not me, why not me Why, why... "
“…… Ah, ah, ah... "
She kept shaking her head, she kept shouting, although the whole person is asleep, but now the whole body has been all sweat, and the face is pale to the extreme.
But even so, it seems that this strange dream, is still not willing to let her go, she has been unable to wake up, has been in the dream, alone struggle!
After hearing her cry, Wei quickly got up and quickly turned on a lamp beside the bed!
Looking at constantly shaking his head, and tightly tightened the quilt, the whole body is still cold sweat of her, at the same time, he quickly grabbed her, held her in his arms, and then stretched out another hand, gently patted her back, let her calm down.
"Good, it's OK, it's OK, baby, you have a nightmare, it's just a dream!"
"Good, my darling, it's OK, it's OK!"
While gently patting her at the same time, while gently coax her to sleep.
But in fact, it is also because he picked her up, and then gently coaxed her, and let her wake up
She opened her misty eyes and looked at Wei, who was holding her. After a little thought, the terrible dream just now became clear again
When she was insulted by situ Xianyue in the south family, she was so strong that she did not shed a tear. However, at this moment, however, she could not bear to bear the tears in her eyes.
"Yi Wei Yi Wei, the child came to me The child came to me... "
“…… Well, it's just a dream, my little fool, baby, it's just a dream
That dream again? Damn it, maybe she was influenced by the words of situ Xianyue today. It's really hateful!
At that time when she was just married, she also had dreams about her children every day. Therefore, in the past few months, he tried his best to accompany her. However, she did not expect that she was provoked by this dead girl again
Child, the child is also a fatal injury to her, especially the child at that time
"No, it's not a dream He's blaming me, blaming me for why I didn't want him He was covered with blood, and he was yelling at me for pain. He said, "I can't do it. I can't be cruel and don't want him..."
Lying in his arms, but she was still shaking!
In fact, when she came back from the park at night, she also felt that her mood should be stable. She should have been OK, but she didn't think it was ok But all the depressed emotions burst out in the night.
How long has it been? How long haven't you thought about the kids? In fact, she is really trying to forget, but also how did not think, the child in this night's dream back, not let her, back to her dream.
"No, I said, it was a dream. Even if the child was really conscious, it would not blame you!"
"No No, as long as I took good care of myself, as long as I was careful Or Or if I didn't agree to have an abortion, would the child not have died? Maybe there will be hope of survival? "
…… Wei, a southern American, sighs psychologically. It seems that she never learned to let go of the things that happened in those years, including children.
Even though his psychological side, also some uncomfortable, but also very good-natured touched her head, and then gently told her.
"I really don't blame you. You heard what the doctor said at the beginning. Even if you don't have an abortion operation, then there is no hope of a child in stock. In your abdomen, at most, it will become a stillbirth, and there is no possibility of survival. Moreover, it will completely affect your health. So we decided to have an abortion together, didn't we?"
At the beginning, if the child really wanted to say that she killed the child, it would be better to say that he was also an accomplice. After all, under such circumstances, he also advised her to abort the child!
But then again, in fact, no one was wrong in this matter. After all, the child did not want to be exiled, but her situation at the beginning, which was really impossible to keep
"But But if you didn't have an abortion, maybe there would be a miracle, maybe he would not die... "
"Honey, we didn't give birth to that child because we couldn't stay. So you don't have to bear so much burden in your heart every time, OK? Anyway, it's already like this, so let this matter pass, don't think about it any more! "
Child, she has not dreamt of it for a long time. At least he thought she came out, but now it seems that there is no
She has not let herself go at all, and she has not completely escaped from the nightmare.“…… No, no, no, there is no past, certainly not. Otherwise, why now We want a baby, and we don't have one yet? "
Inexplicable, suddenly, Luo Chenxi thought of this problem!
There is some fear in my heart, and I suddenly feel, is this retribution? Yeah? Is it retribution?
That's why it's so hard to get pregnant now? Because of that child, so she and he never contraception, but even now, have no children?
But South American Wei didn't feel how, but now she suddenly came to such a sentence, which really scared him
His whole person's heart, also followed inexplicably tremble for a while, then continued to pretend to be OK to touch her head!
"Fool, it's OK. Don't think about it all day long, OK?"
Retribution? If there is really retribution, then it is also God's retribution on him, so that he can't have children
But in any case, she is now almost zero probability of pregnancy, she should not know? If you know, it should have collapsed long ago. It is impossible to be so calm until now.
And especially in her ovulation period, she is also in that aspect, which is quite positive, and wants to have a baby of their own with him
“…… I'm afraid. I'm really afraid. Everything has its own retribution, so I'm afraid of Oh
The rest of her words, before she finished, was blocked by the South American Wei, not let her continue to speak!
It seems that her mind is full of distractions now!
His big hand, has been gently patting her back, trying to calm her down, let her not always indulge in the child's nightmare, haze inside.
He is very gentle and kisses all the tears on her cheek
“…… Don't
"Fool, you may have been affected by Xianyue's words. That's why you have such a nightmare. Your heart should be relaxed. Only when your heart is relaxed, many things will really pass away."
Aware of her situation, he said by the way, while helping her gently press, so that she can relax the whole person.
And this way, in fact, is also obviously quite effective, was originally held in his arms, still shaking, and her pale face, seems to have gradually stabilized.
"Baby, you probably put too much psychological pressure on yourself about the children. Honey, don't think so much about it. Just let it be? If you let it go, it may be easier. It may be even more difficult for you to keep pressure on yourself like this! "
“…… Well
"Well, I'll go and pour you a glass of red wine, and after drinking the red wine, I'll have an early rest, OK?"
"Good!"
With him in, it's really good. Many things, as long as he's with him, it's really easy to cross
Which day, if really did not have him, but how should do?
Watching him get up and pour her red wine, my heart is filled with emotion!
Well, this man, in fact, is a collection of thousands of doting in one, should be among the women, can not say 100%, will like him, then at least 99% have no resistance to him.
It is also because of this, so people like situ Xianyue will lose their mind for him, and make themselves become like a fool?
…… Does he like her? Do you really like it? After all, if not like it, then she really does not know why he has to pay for her like this!
But on the other hand, what does he like about her? She is such a woman, what should he like? Do not want to understand ah, completely do not understand, do not understand thoroughly!
"Hi, you are in a daze. What's the matter? Here comes the red wine. Drink it and help you sleep
I don't know when, he has poured out the red wine and brought it to her.
After she regained consciousness, she picked up the red wine, and then drank the wine in the glass obediently.
After seeing her drink up, he took the cup, went to the kitchen to wash and clean, put it back in place, and rushed back to the bedroom and put her in his arms.
Just cuddle, very intimate cuddle, and do nothing. Most of all, it was just a kiss on her forehead.
"Well, honey, in order to prevent you from having nightmares again, so sleep like this, sleep in my arms, and you will be more secure!"
"Don't you feel uncomfortable when I sleep like this?"
Before the things, she is not so easy to forget, after a few months of painful lessons, she is also very clear, in those months, he actually suffered for her how much.
Because she would be afraid, because she would be uncomfortable, so at that time, she almost slept in his arms, and almost in those months, he would have numbness in his arms every day.He has never said these things, and has never complained about them, but she is not a pig. These things, if not said, will be thoroughly felt.
"No, besides, don't think so much about it. You'd better lie down and sleep for me, darling."
What he didn't tell her was that in the red wine, he also secretly added sleeping pills in the red wine