Alone, love is her obsession! How could he remember his ex-wife in Xishan villa! As far as he is concerned, it should be a relief!
Huo Zhi released her fingers for a long time, still holding her sleeve. Her mind was still in the scene of a dream, bloody and terrible. Her fingers were shaking, shaking violently
"Madam, would you like to call the young master?" Xiao Lan sees her missing for Gu Junqing and asks tentatively.
"No, Xiaolan, it was just a slip of the tongue. I dreamed of your master in my dream! Not in the future! It's enough to have such a dream once! " Huo Zhi is not a greedy person, just now she has been very satisfied, can dream of his appearance, it is not a kind of happiness! Although he was fierce to her in his dream!
His hands hung down feebly, but his body was still shivering.
"Madam, do you want something to eat? I made porridge!" Xiaolan looks at her wife like a butterfly in the wind, as if she will be blown away by the wind in the next second. She is very sad.
"Thank you, Xiaolan!" The vomit on the ground has been cleaned up, and the head of the bed is full of flowers. Huo Zhi is very moved, but her heart is sour.
When I was nine years old, my father went to other places for investigation and the investigation of reserve cadres. My father was going to be promoted, and the whole family was in joy. Huo Zhi was also happy for her father. On the night before leaving, my father kissed her, stroked her head and said, "my father went to r city, and I will come back in a week, and zhier will be good!"
After her father left, Huo Zhi courted her mother carefully, for fear that she would be scolded if she didn't pay attention. Her sister was a person who liked to make small reports and was her mother's insider. After her sister's embellishment, her mother's anger would not be scolded, beaten and punished.
It is said that the twins are interlinked. As people say, they are fraternal twins. They fight for nutrition in their mother's womb. It is said that Huo Zhi was one kilo heavier than her sister when she was born.
My sister almost lost her life. My parents feel that they owe my sister. They have been very fond of my sister since childhood. She has been used to letting my sister go all the time and everywhere.
That night, after she ate some sashimi, she vomited in the middle of the night. She was scared. She vomited all the food in her stomach, but her mouth was still vomit. The green juice flowed out. She thought she was going to die.
The next second, when she woke up, she felt that she had vomited on the most expensive European wool blanket in her home. Nine year old Huo Zhi could not care about her weakness. She knelt down on the blanket and swept the vomit with her little hands.
She worked hard and her tired face was sweating. After clearing the vomit, she was worried. She didn't know if she would destroy the whole blanket. Her sister played a great role. After all the embellishments, her mother became angry.
Scolding and beating can not be spared. That blanket is my mother's most precious one. For this blanket, my mother swung the feather duster in her hand and beat her fiercely. The feather duster made a wheezing sound, and she almost fainted in pain.
In the conscious moment, she boldly asked her mother: "Mom, am I your own daughter, mom, do you love me?"
The question that remains in the heart for a long time, for a long time, nine-year-old Huo Zhi thinks that she is about to die. Before she dies, she wants to be a ghost.
Aunt Xu picked her up and knelt down to beg for mercy: "madam, don't fight. The eldest lady is going to die. Send the child to the hospital quickly!"
That night, she was ill and hospitalized. It was the fourth day when she woke up. Only aunt Xu was waiting in front of the bed. She held out her tender hand and touched aunt Xu's face. She felt that Aunt Xu preferred aunt Xu to her mother.
It is said that a child without a mother is like root grass, but Huo Zhi thinks that she is root grass without aunt Xu.
"Miss, you are awake! Have some millet and pumpkin porridge to nourish your stomach Aunt Xu's warm big hand gently stroked her forehead, Huo Zhi's body one red mark after another, where it would be painful.
"Aunt Xu, am I born to my mother? Why doesn't mom like me? " As soon as I spoke, my face was full of tears.
"Miss, how can you not be your mother's own daughter! But when my mother gave birth to you, it was difficult to give birth. The doctor said that your head was too big. My mother suffered a lot of crimes and almost killed her sister. But when she caught up with you, grandma died. My mother was superstitious, so she didn't like the first lady very much! "
It turned out to be so, all blame themselves, almost killed his mother and sister, Huo Zhi remorse unceasingly.
People are the most vulnerable when they are sick, so is Huo Zhi. She is eager for her mother's love, her mother's comfort, and even more eager to be held in her arms by her mother when she is sick, even if it's just for a moment!
The stronger the desire, the more sad the disappointment will be!
Until she was discharged from hospital, her mother, who looked forward to the rising of the moon and stars, did not show up. Sad, wronged, sad, that year she was just nine years old, children of the same age will pull the left hand mom, right hand dad, and she has nothing.
Before dad left, he told himself that the place he asked for was r city. She wanted to go to Dad, secretly check the map and bus route. She wanted to go to Dad, but she had no money. What should she do?Want to think, want to break the scalp, there is only one way to steal money from my mother.
It was the first time that Huo Zhi did something wrong. She stole her mother's money and bought a train ticket to r city. She secretly put it under her pillow. The time of the train was seven o'clock in the morning. Huo Zhi went to bed early in the evening with only one purpose. She arrived at the railway station at six o'clock in the morning.
The dream is always very beautiful, but it is very difficult to implement. Her plan was "exposed", along with the source of the ticket and the stolen money.
"Kneel down!" Two word order is the most terrible, mother's appearance, to this day, Huo Zhi think of still have a lingering fear.
"Lying child! You are a lying child! Steal money! It's against you! How does your mother usually educate you! How dare you steal my mother's money
That night was a stormy night, and it was also a night when Huo Zhi paid a heavy price for her stealing money. Her mother started harder than before, until she vomited again and was hospitalized.
Huo Zhi was not welcomed by her mother ever since!
Dad finally came back. After knowing the whole story, he severely criticized her, "zhier, you can't go out alone in the future. What if you meet bad people? No matter what happens in the future, we have to be patient and wait for Dad. I believe dad. Dad loves you. Dad will never give up zhier. Zhier assures Dad that this is the first time and the last time! "
Little head nodded, tears, dad is her shelter, dad is her easy boat!
His father hugged Huo Zhi's soft little body and kissed her: "zhier, grow up quickly. After growing up, my father won't worry about zhier! Zhier can take care of herself and be an excellent girl
For the sake of her father's words, she always asks herself to be an excellent girl. She works harder than other children of the same age. She studies hard, paints and music!
The past is intertwined with the present, and the reality replaces the memory.
Xishan villa, she vomited a place, Xiaolan has cleaned up the clean, clothes have been changed into clean, a room Fanghua!
"Xiaolan, thank you!"
"Madam, Xiaolan didn't do anything for her. She has been treating Xiaolan as her sister. Don't say thank you to Xiaolan. That will make Xiaolan misunderstand that his wife doesn't like Xiaolan!"
Xiaolan put the back of her hand on Huo Zhi's forehead, repeatedly touched it, repeatedly compared it, and let out a long breath: "madam, your fever has subsided! Now I'm relieved! "
Xiaolan safely back down, Huo Zhi picked up the mobile phone, a flash of a bright screen saver, background picture she just put on a round picture, she wants to be alone with his good partner!
Tears again filled his cheeks, "alone with" a little funny, a little sad, she has not been a person! I'm afraid for a long time in the future, she will get used to a person's strong!