Chapter 134

When Huo Zhi wakes up, the curtain is pulled open with a brush. The sunlight on the glass penetrates through, stings her eyes with burning pain, and stretches out her thin and pale hand to block the sunlight subconsciously.

Memories of last night, a sleepless night, at about 4 am, she was like a ghost floating in the room.

She couldn't sleep at all. Looking at the shining blade, she lifted her sleeve and cut her wrist as if under a magic spell.

Pain, very painful, but at the same time, trapped in the body of regret seems to find a vent, with the blood flow, so that she can feel better.

So she hid in the bathroom and confessed her fault with blood!

Didn't you die? Looking around blankly, his eyes were empty, and his ears were roaring:

"why don't you cut deeper, huh? If you cut deeper, won't your wish come true? "

Fang Youran's eyes were full of anger. His heart and his blood were about to gush out, and he yelled fiercely, "Huo Zhi, you, you, aim at this - this, aim at the artery, stroke hard, stroke, stroke!"

"I want you to open your eyes and look at me! Why don't you look me in the eye? Speak, speak

"Mr. Fang, don't do that. Please, madam. She - how painful it is, you, I, can't feel it, Mr. Fang - stop it, you go away - madam is so sad, but you still - make the snow worse, you, you go, I don't want to see you." Xiaolan sees that Fang Youran is so exciting to his wife. She wants to tear him up.

"Xiaolan -" voice is very weak, weak to almost gibberish.

"Baobao, Bao --"

when Fang Youran said that the word "Baobao" was like a sharp sword, which irritated Huo Zhi's numb heart. She was staring at the strange man in front of her, and something flashed in her eyes quickly. Fang leiran noticed the strange taste, but she could catch it in the future. The mysterious feeling disappeared in a flash.

"Baby! My baby Weak voice accompanied by dry, hoarse.

White face more pale, almost transparent, like ice and snow congealed, as long as a contact with the sun, will turn into misty water vapor, completely disappear.

"You are going to die, you are going to die, OK, go to die, go to die!" Fang leisurely crazily shakes her injured wrist, where her fingers brush, permeated with a trace of scarlet, dripping on her white wrist.

Reason is disturbed by her self abuse, so that he is out of control, like a dormant leopard.

Huo Zhian is quiet and quiet. It seems that his heart is dead and he has lost his perception of pain. His eyes are empty and his body is allowed to shake. He looks at the blood dripping from his wrist. He is not sad or happy, not anxious or flustered. It is like the flowing blood but someone else's.

Close your eyes, can't sleep, open your eyes, more painful, father's imprisonment, mother's serious illness, like a movie, lingering, regret gnawed her heart blood dripping.

Mother is right. She is the spy and accomplice that Fang Youran sent to her father. She killed her father. She has no face to face anyone in the Huo family!

"Madam, please have something to eat. I made your favorite lotus seed porridge, madam --" Xiaolan cried and became a tearful person. She couldn't even imagine that if she had been a little later, a little later, her wife would have died.

"Who is the patient's family member?" The doctor in white coat has a serious face.

"I am"

"I am!" Xiaolan and Fang leisurely answer the call together and rush to the doctor at the same time.

"Ask the family to follow me." The doctor glanced at the two men in front of him.

The spring wind is warm. It blows through the window and pours on her face. However, Huo Zhi closes her eyes in disgust. She hates that she is stupid and can't even die. She curses that she should have died for a long time, but God wants to keep her in the world. She repents, feels guilty and blames herself.

In the ward, a startling white and quiet.

Xiaolan went to the medical office. Fang leisurely bent down and sat on a low stool, holding her cold fingertips.

"Why die? Can death solve the problem? Do you know how sad I am? " Suddenly the voice sank.

Huo Zhi doesn't want to look at him. Any expression on his face is meaningless to her. She is afraid to see him. He is no longer Fang Youran she once knew. No, she never knew him. What she knows is him he thought he was, and how cruel he is!

For the first time in her life, Huo Zhi feels that she and Fang Youran have separated a wide galaxy. People can really be so close and so far away. What is close is the space distance, and what is far is the heart distance.

"You don't believe me?" Nothing saddens him more than not being trusted by the person he loves most.

"What I said is true. Please believe me His voice choked. He felt that what he said was ridiculous. Once she trusted him, depended on him, even agreed to marry him and follow him all her life. It was he who destroyed all this. Fang leiran couldn't say what she was sorry for? Is it self blame? Or both.

The day before yesterday, she was beautiful and moving. At that time, she was haggard, like a rag doll in the wind and rain. Her eyes were wide open, but there was no brilliance. She was like a black hole, empty and disheartened."Huo Zhi, talk to me. I beg you to say something to me. Don't ignore me, OK? Even if you scold me, you can beat me, beat me, beat here. "Fang leisurely raised her hand and put it on her cheek.

"Fight here, fight here - fight, fight! Huo Zhi, I beg you, please have a word with me, OK, please - "

the man has tears, but he doesn't feel sad. At the moment, big tears are rolling down his cheek.

"Leisurely" she finally spoke, and finally she was willing to forgive herself!

"well, I'm here, I'm here, Huo Zhi!" Ecstasy, unexpected ecstasy poured on the face, Fang leisurely can not restrain the inner excitement.

"Between us - it's time to end, today - let's say goodbye, goodbye - leisurely, leisurely - Goodbye! When we have never met - thank you for saving me several times, but - you also let me fall into infidelity, unfilial, betrayal. Dad is sorry for your mother. He owes you a life, a lonely childhood, youth and youth. He has gone to make atonement and repentance in prison. Let's not owe each other. Let's go

Huo Zhi tilts her head and looks at the bright window. No moment is more sober than now.

Calm, silent, lonely room, only two people breathing, a dignified, a slight.

"No, Huo Zhi, I don't want to leave you, I don't want to say goodbye to you, I can't do without you, Huo Zhi forgive me once, Huo Zhi, we - we start again, right, start again, OK?"

Fang leisurely nervously holds Huo Zhi's cold hand, surprised, her hand is so cold, cold as a piece of ice.

"Huo Zhi, don't leave me, don't leave me, I want to marry you, we have taken wedding photos, we - can't separate, we still have - baby! I don't want to separate from you, I don't want to, I love you, love you sincerely, Huo Zhi, don't leave me, don't

He wanted to kiss her cold. His arms were like big pincers. He held the sinking and sad woman in his arms, for fear that she would fly away like a sad butterfly when he let go.

"Let me go, let me go!" If you are like a small animal trapped in a fight, your voice is extremely calm, but there are irresistible forces, serious and powerful.

She took out her hand and looked at Fang Youran steadily. Without blinking, she seemed to suck him into his pearl like pupil.

In front of the man, a black suit, face such as the spring breeze, eyes full of deep feeling, such as Yushulinfeng, everything is warm, really this warmth and she no longer half of the relationship.

She can't believe him any more. It's hard to tell which one is true or false, and there's no need to tell. His love is too heavy and hurt, and she can't bear it any more.

"Leisurely, you are so greedy. At the beginning, your goal was revenge. Compared with revenge, love is insignificant. You can even use your so-called lover to approach the goal. With your intelligence and hard work, you finally succeed in revenge. You can comfort your mother. You are a filial son, and your mother can finally see clearly in Jiuquan. But God is to treat people, you can not want bread and milk, both revenge and love! Leisurely, I can't, I can't be the same man who sent my own father to prison, get married, have children, form a family, unless - "

" unless what? I'm willing to do it! " Fang leisurely holds the only glimmer of hope, just like the last straw in his life, with hope in his eyes.

"Unless I die! Would you like me to die

"Huo Zhi, don't, don't be so cruel, I don't want you to die, I don't want you to die, I just want you! Huo Zhi -- "

tears and entreaties, but can not shake Huo Zhi's will and determination.

"Goodbye - Fang Youran, goodbye - my love!"

Fang leisurely stood up and burst into tears. He knew that he had missed the woman he loved most in his life and the kindest woman in the world. She would never have anything to do with him.

He and she will be in the world of mortals, such as two trains, staggered forward, the ends of the earth disappear!