Chapter 179

"Xiaolan, try it." Huo Zhi's voice is erratic, seems to come from outside the sky, illusory.

Xiaolan's heart suddenly shakes. Looking at the cup of tea in front of her, she doesn't have the courage to pick it up. She's not really afraid of crushing the cup. She's more worried about her wife's state.

Huo Zhi took a saucer in her hand and a cup ear in her hand, sipping, "Xiaolan, I'm only a fake elegant. Dad is the person who loves tea most, I love dad, so since I was a child, dad is my closest person, maybe you have to ask, children all like their mother, yes, they like their mother, I also loved their mother deeply, but - mother does not love me, a little girl has been sticking to her mother since childhood, running all over the world, but in the end, the little girl's persistence in exchange for more punishment from her mother "Beat and scold."

Close your eyes, Huo Zhi tears like a broken pearl necklace, fluttering, sliding out from the corner of your eyes, Shun Zha cheek flow, chin, neck, like a winding stream.

"I didn't know until yesterday that it wasn't that I didn't work hard, that I wasn't cute, that I wasn't outstanding, that I wasn't filial, that I had been kept in the dark for 25 years. I thought I was funny and pathetic, and even worse than tadpole. On the way to find her mother, someone kindly told her whether it was her mother, but me, even my biological father They refused to tell me why my mother didn't like me, why my mother beat me, why moths to the fire, only to die.

"Do you hate me, ma'am?" Xiaolan accompanied her tears.

Huo Zhi shook his head: "no, my mother is also a poor woman. I've never been loved by my father in my life. My father used my mother for fame and fortune. My father was blinded by fame and fortune. If I'm wrong, my father was wrong first. Mother, a poor woman, too

"Madam, you are just too kind. If she treated you like that, I would never forgive you!" The heat of tea is still curling around Nana. She holds up a cup and hands it to Xiaolan: "eh, have a try!"

Xiaolan wants to refuse, but she can't bear to refuse. She reaches out her hand and carefully picks up the teacup. She is really afraid that it will be crushed. She twists it with three fingers and takes a sip.

"How?" Xu asked.

Xiaolan tangled, frowning into a knot in one's heart, or to tell the truth: "madam, it's too bitter, just like - drinking medicine, I really don't understand why there is a good drink not to drink, but to suffer this crime."

"Tea is bitterly divided into seven parts and fragrant into three parts. It's just like the life of our ordinary people. Bitterness is the main tune of coming to this world. Tea ceremony, tea tasting and life tasting!"

Maybe what his wife said was too profound. Xiaolan was a little cute and scratched her head. She was a little embarrassed and laughed.

Huo Zhi suddenly gets up and takes two large tea cups and a bucket of sweet juice drinks. She and Xiaolan put one in front of each other.

Xiaolan doesn't know what his wife means.

Huo Zhi smiles. Xiaolan's cup is full of drinks. Her cup slowly fills the teapot with tea, "Xiaolan! Come on, cheers! Congratulations on finding my own mother. "

Xiaolan's heart was tight, and there was no joy or sadness on her wife's face. She was as calm as a sea of calm waves, but she couldn't bear to destroy the atmosphere. She laughed, "OK."

Two big teacups gently touched, some liquid spilled out, raised his head, gudu gudu, Huo Zhi life for the first time like drinking tea.

"Great! Never had tea like this She held the warm teacup with emotion.

"I'll laugh at my wife when I'm seen. It's vulgar when I'm with you." Xiaolan said with a smile.

"Well Don't let others know! It's our secret Huo Zhi blinked, "come on, do it again!"

My wife looks like she's drunk.

"Ma'am, you should be happy to find your mother, but why do I feel more sad, ma'am?" Xiaolan's eyes are glistening with tears. She feels aggrieved and aggrieved for her wife. Her wife is not relaxed now, but heavier than before.

"Yes, I found my mother, I should be happy, because Huo Zhi knows where she came from, but - I can't be happy, because my mother has already passed away, and I have no mother daughter relationship with my mother. Will my mother love me? Will mom like me now? Did I disgrace my mother? Marriage failure, life failure, even in the future their children will continue to live without a father, I - really good failure! What a failure, Xiaolan

Huo Zhi said the worry in her heart, but there was no cry in her tears.

"Ma'am, you can cry out. It's much better to cry out, ma'am!" Xiaolan gently advises her -

when it's getting dark, her wife falls asleep. Xiaolan guards her wife and never leaves. She feels that her wife's heart is so bitter that she almost becomes a puppet.

It's time for someone to comfort his wife. After thinking about it for a long time, Xiaolan thinks of someone who will help his wife. Yes, call Mr. mubai. He is a super good man and will help his wife.

Huo Zhi hasn't been sleeping like this for a long time. In her dream, she sleeps well and sweetly. From time to time, the corners of her mouth rise. When Mu Bai comes, she sees such a picture. A woman with a beautiful sleeping face curls up and sleeps greedily with contentment and contentment.Big hand stroked Huo Zhi's pale face, a wisp of hair was gently tucked into his ear.

"Thank you, Mr. mu. Thank you for coming to see my wife. It's so hard for her." Xiaolan was in tears.

"Whether Huo Zhi is going or staying, I will wait for her not far away, never leave her, never disturb her, never disturb her, and watch her silently. Where she turns back, I am all here." Mu Bai raised Huo Zhi's hand and put it on his lips. He sniffed and kissed.

"Thank you, Mr. mu. Thank you so much!" Xiaolan is busy thanking her.

"She doesn't sleep in bed? Is that uncomfortable? " Mu Bai noticed that Huo Zhi was curling up and turning over on the mat in the study. He was worried that she would be uncomfortable.

"My wife said she didn't want to sleep in bed. She would take sleeping as her task and couldn't sleep."

Mu BAIXIAN glanced around the tea table, including Pu'er, jasmine, black tea, Dahongpao, small teacups, large teapots and desserts

She drinks tea as wine. Ordinary people will lose sleep after drinking so much tea. But she sleeps peacefully. She doesn't think about food and tea for many days. She doesn't have enough sleep. Her eyes are deep. Since last farewell, Huo Zhi doesn't contact him. He doesn't dare to disturb her. In his heart, he never puts her down.

When Huo Zhi wakes up, Mu Bai is in her eyes, her slightly melancholy face and the same melancholy eyes.

"Wake up!"

"Mu Bai, how can you - is Xiaolan calling you? Xiaolan always troubles you!"

Huo Zhi lifted the quilt, sat up and wanted to put on her slippers. Mu Bai took the lead, squatted down and carefully put the shoes on her feet. Her movements were gentle, considerate and delicate, just like a good husband who pities his wife.

"Mu Bai -"

"don't refuse me, Huo Zhi. In the future, don't drive me away, OK?" Mu Bai knelt down beside her, held her hand, put it on his cheek, and rubbed it repeatedly.

"I love you, Huo Zhi, love, love, promise me - marry me, the child can't have father's eyes, in a few months, the child will be born, do you want to let the child have no father, in the future by other children to point out?"

Mu Bai looked up at Huo Zhi: "please believe me, I love you, from high school, until now, how much you love Gu Junqing, how much I love you, but you don't know I'm beside you! At the beginning, in order to get close to you, I just associate with Wenya! When I was in high school, you studied hard and excellently, and I didn't dare to express myself. When I was in college, I finally got up the courage to express myself to you, but at that time, you already had a man you like - Gu Junqing. In this way, we missed it. I don't want to miss it later. Let me be the father of the child! "

at this moment, she doesn't know what she thinks of him, and she doesn't know what she thinks of him Don't want to think, he sat opposite her, her heart is empty, empty cold, empty sour, but in front of Mu Bai, it is so real existence, really

The delicate jade hand stroked Mu Bai's face, but she could not say a word. She was excited, happy, sad and sad - all of them, but none of them.