Chapter 193

"Mr. Ye, Secretary of the Dragon Boat Festival, Miss Huo, you think things are too simple. I, Yu Qiao, entrusted by President Gu Junqing, want miss Huo Zhi to be the child. If I agree with you, I will agree with you. The situation is like" keeping watch and stealing ". I don't agree! I must be loyal to President gu! Dr. Huang, nurse Zhu, prepare for the operation. "

The doctors in white coats had been waiting there for a long time, and all the preparations for the operation were ready.

"No, doctor Yu, please, please don't force me like this - please, I want this baby! Dr. Yu -- "before Huo Zhi finished, he felt a pain in his left and right arms. Two male doctors ran over and lifted their bodies.

"No, no --" she called, and there was no response.

As soon as she entered the operating room like lightning, she saw the white operating bed and the nurses and doctors in white uniform. Her mind was at a loss. Her thinking solidified, her breathing stopped, and she was about to suffocate. She instinctively resisted, shouting "no, no, my baby -" what she did was like drowning reed, weak and powerless.

She was pushed down on the snow-white bed and her clothes were taken back. The movement of the female nurse was very gentle, but the softer movement was also a kind of injury to her. Her voice was hoarse and she couldn't make a sound. It was like a fish being slaughtered. When she felt a pain in her white belly, she pushed the anesthetic needle into her body, grasped the edge of the bed with her hands and closed her eyes tightly I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry -

is this the legendary painless abortion? Dream for a few minutes, sleep, all troubles will be swept away! Women who want to have an abortion will achieve their wish in a relaxed sleep, and they will not have any troubles if they open their eyes again.

goodbye, baby, without you, my only fetters with him will disappear.

One beat two break up - disappear completely - never see you again!

But the price of never seeing again is too big, too big, so big that her only blood will never see again! Baby - no - I can't deprive you of your life - my baby -

Huo Zhi opened her eyes and stroked her abdomen in horror. Then she sat up.

The nurse next to him was startled, "Miss Huo..."

She suddenly pushed away the doctor and nurse, barefoot, ragged, jumped out of the operating bed.

But his legs didn't listen to him. He was as soft as noodles. His head was heavy and his feet were light. She knew that the anesthetic had worked. She shook her head and tried to regain consciousness, but it was more and more far away from her.

"Help her up." The doctor greets two nurses and a male obstetrician and gynaecologist. When she is lifted up, she is about to fall on the bed. Huo Zhi wants to struggle, but she can't make any effort. Her whole body is soft, just like a puppet.

"Add birth support to the delivery bed, raise her legs, separate them, yes, the way of forking, the figure of eight is bigger." Doctor Yu Qiao, wearing a mask, gave orders in a sharp voice.

"No - don't - please --"

the mouth is not idle, the throat is laborious, but it can't say a word, just like a puppet, it's bound by people's hands and feet, and it opens its clothes, revealing its snow-white belly.

Dream to wake up only know late, until now, she regretted, really regretted! She couldn't give up the child, and she didn't want to!

But, but helpless, everything is late, too late.

Like a puppet, two beautiful nurses, one on the left side, lifted her leg and put it on the bracket.

Desperately shaking his head, with his eyes to the doctor and nurse, consciousness began to lax, crazy want to focus all the attention, but to no avail.

Before her clear consciousness disappeared, she only heard doctor Yu Qiao start to issue an order, scalpel, forceps, suture needle, gauze, etc., checking the same way, and finally everything was ready, with an order, "operation begins..."

Her head was like a withered flower, which hung to one side powerlessly. She fell asleep completely.

Tears like broken beads, one by one, slowly flowing down the corners of her eyes.

Sleeps darkly for a long time, the eye does not strive to open actually how also cannot do.

I don't know how long later, when she woke up, her eyes were white and her brain was empty. She was the only one left in the ward. When she realized what had happened, she sat up.

Clear eyes full of tears, look around, respond to her only snow-white walls.

Like a butterfly in the wind shaking its wings, shaking hands like eager to find something in general, press on the stomach, want to feel the movement of life, but no sign But baby, why the belly is not as high as before, baby, baby no more.

No matter how she touched or pressed, she felt nothing.

"My baby - what to do - Baby - you come back, I don't want this to happen, don't -

my little face is very white, and I've been scared to be at a loss for a long time. Without my baby, my heart, which should have been relaxed, is now more flustered than ever. Huo Zhi's heart is hollowed out, so empty that I don't know what to do now?No, the baby is gone, and she peeled off the baby by herself

He burst into tears and lost his voice. He grabbed the quilt tightly with both hands, covered his head with all his strength, and wept heartily. For the first time, he tasted the pain of the separation of flesh and bone, which would be so painful to his heart.

In the snow-white lonely ward, high and low, up and down, all are her uncontrollable cry, whimpering, like a small animal, listening to the heart will be broken.

With the earth shaking cry, the door was gently pushed open, a pair of men's shoes shining, moving feet, she has no intention to see who that person is, at this moment, no one can experience her pain of losing her baby, everything else is not so important.

"Madam, be careful of your body. If the baby is gone, it will turn into another angel and come to you in the future!"

It's the sound of the Dragon Boat Festival.

"No, the baby was killed by me. It's said that the function of mind is effective. When the baby was killed by me, I tried every means to kill him. It's my fault. I don't want the baby."

Sad white lotus, crying water hibiscus, let people see all sad regret.

"Ma'am, are you sad baby's death?" Dragon Boat Festival further asked.

Delicate little head, like a bird pecking, nodded frequently.

"As long as the baby is still alive, as long as the baby is still alive, I will be happy, even if it is taken away, as long as the baby can live healthily in the world, but - what have I done?"

Ye Jun know quietly came in, eye, is Huo Zhi helpless shrunk in a corner of the bed, crying heartbroken. After thinking for a moment, he walked over and gazed at the sad woman. Her thin figure and small shoulder blades kept shaking. He was cruel and asked in a deep voice, "isn't this the result you always want? Don't you always hope to give up your baby and have nothing to do with him from now on? "

His question made her stop crying for a moment. After a pause, Huo Zhi kept shaking her head, "no, no, it's not like this - I don't want this result - I want my baby back - I regret it -"

there are countless ifs in the world, but there is no regret medicine, only the merciless consequences are waiting for her, regret is the most useless What is the most unforgivable grief?

"What if you don't want to? What if you regret? The only thing you have to do now is to have the courage to bear the consequences, not to escape from the facts here. Whether you cry or wander, everything is in vain. Tomorrow's sun will still rise, tonight's moon will still be bright, and everyone is still living as usual, but you are the only one living in a fictitious world. Don't you want to leave, want to cut off everything with Gu Junqing? Without the baby, it just follows your heart and sets your wish! " Light tone, sharp words, every sentence like a dagger, straight stab her pain.

"Mr. Ye, don't talk about it. My wife is suffering enough!" The Dragon Boat Festival thinks that ye Junzhi's words are like a sharp knife. The knife is deadly and forcefully cuts his wife's sadness. Even after the incision, he has to tear it cruelly bit by bit, take it to her, point to the wound and drop the blood, and say to her, "this is the result you made yourself"

the Dragon Boat Festival thinks that ye Junzhi should not cut the meat and fold it with such a blunt knife Mrs. mill.

"No, no..." Huo Zhi's tears fell more fiercely, and her chest seemed to be cracked by a big stone. Without this child, it's like picking out a piece of meat directly from her heart. No, it's a knife after knife, a bloody wound. She can't bear the pain.