"Junqing, don't blame my aunt. Now I always like my aunt to follow me! Aunt, this life is not easy, it's me that worries my aunt. Maybe some things she does are very wrong, but that's the limitation of her consideration. She always wants to give me the best and most beautiful things in the world, including you, love and marriage. "Lin Zinan leans gracefully on the sofa, and originally wanted to say with a smile But with tears rolling down.
Gu Junqing looked at Lin Zinan, who was delicate and noble in front of him. His mood was very complicated and he said, "when did you become so sentimental? And - and - a lack of security? "
This sentence seems to be the key to Lin Zinan. Her face is stiff for a moment, but it soon returns to nature. "There are too many things happened recently. Too many things are interwoven with the sweetness of the past. I can't face them. I once had insomnia, dreaminess, palpitations and nightmares. My aunt has given me strong support and warmth. I am only grateful to my aunt Not enough
Gu Junqing laughed with disapproval, and his slender fingers knocked on the armrest of the sofa from time to time.
There was a cold snort from his nose: "thank you very much - yes - to kill all the people, right?"
Lin Zinan looks at the calm man in front of him. He is totally different from Zhicheng, who is deeply in love with him. He never reveals his emotions easily. Such a man is often helpless.
"You didn't come to me just for reminiscence!" Seeing that she didn't speak, Gu Junqing had to cut into the subject first.
After thinking for a while, Gu Junqing looked up at her, his face was flat, but his eyes were sharp, "I just want to know, what are you dissatisfied with? I'm not good enough for you? She has left me. Why do you want to harm her again and again? "
Lin Zinan looked at his stern and questioning look, with lingering fear, immediately converged on the face of worry, some coldly said: "because of you!"
Gu Junqing couldn't help laughing: "you should know that I never like Gu Junqing's method of abusing! Is it possible for me to ignore everything and do harm to nature by drugging, bewitching, coercing, kidnapping and even killing people? "
"If it wasn't for your affection for Huo Zhi, I would do it? What she owes me, she should pay back. She robbed my lover and occupied my marriage. She must die. It's hard to get rid of my hatred even if she dies ten thousand times. " Lin Zinan was obviously very angry,
"then you should hate me, not her. If anything happens, you should come straight at me."
"I don't hate you. I love you. Don't you know that, Junqing? I only love you these years, never changed, never! But - what I don't understand is, why do you abandon our love and love her? " Lin Zinan was in deep pain, tears crisscross his face.
Seeing that he was about to part unhappily, Gu Junqing remained silent.
"Remember that night, at my adoptive father's, you were drunk?" Lin Zinan talked to himself as if he was telling a story, but his tone was no longer as calm as before, a little more sad and angry.
"I'm sorry. I was drunk that time. I shouldn't have been so - to you." Gu Junqing's tone is heavy and his apology is deep.
"Don't say that to me!" Lin Zinan suddenly became very excited. "You gave me a marriage, but you never touched me. What's the difference between this and being a widower? Do you know how cruel you are?"
"I'm sorry, Nan'er. I can't do it. I can't touch you. I'm not ready yet. I can't be so selfish, so -"
"you're not ready to touch me? That can touch Huo Zhi's preparation? We've known each other for so long, can't we compare with her? It is said that a man is an animal thinking with his lower body. Where is your lower body and is it with her? "
Lin Zinan was very sad and angry, and also very ashamed. His eyes showed despair and strange anger. Gu Junqing had never seen that strange feeling.
"That night, at your adoptive father's house, I want to know whether you and I have ever done it?" Gu Junqing's eyes seem to prove something.
"What do you want to prove?" Lin Zinan said with a smile, "what's the point of asking these questions?"
"Nan'er, that night, nothing happened to us at all. We were innocent."
Lin Zinan was in a daze, where he stayed.
"Nan'er, your child is Zhicheng's. later, you had a miscarriage. I sent someone to extract the fetal hair and blood for DNA verification. The child is not mine."
Gu Junqing tells everything calmly, as if everything in front of him is someone else's story.
"But, for so many years, I feel that I owe you, so I gave you a marriage. I feel that I must give an account for our long-distance love. When I have made up my mind to spend my life with you, you can't be too greedy. Just like me, when I know I'm in love with Huo Zhi, I divorce her. I just want to give you a promise to fulfill, can I It's you -- "Gu Junqing can't speak any more. Tears are shining in the corner of his eyes. Lin Zilan clearly sees Gu Junqing's disappointment and sadness.
"Junqing -- I --" Lin couldn't go on. She was sad for her cleverness.
"Nan'er, I said that I would marry you, and I would fulfill my promise. But, Nan'er, why can't you wait? If you are wrong, all the mistakes are attributed to me. Nan'er, I can't accept you now. You have changed. I like Nan'er better. Although she is proud and charming, she is lovely and kind. If I change my mind, I would rather say Nan'er I've been shaken by the change in my mind. "
"Junqing -- Junqing -- give me another chance, give me another chance, OK?" Lin's tears fell down his cheek to his mouth, salty.
Gu Junqing shook his head,
"Nan'er, it's too late, too late, I remind you not to go further and further on the crooked road, eliminate the hatred in your heart, take care of yourself, and live the second half of your life. Here is a sum of money I give you, enough for you to spend the second half of your life!"
Then Gu Junqing handed a check from the desk. Lin Zinan's slender hand tried to hold the familiar hand, but it was quietly pulled away by the other party.
His actions and words made Lin Zinan's face tense. She looked at the cold face and said, "why, why don't you give me another chance? People are not saints. If you give me another chance, I won't make mistakes again. Junqing - Junqing - "
" Nan'er, many people and many things can't go back to the past. Broken vases can't be restored! "
Gu Junqing's words seem to be a simple statement, but there is absolutely no doubt.
Lin Zinan's face is a little ugly. The truth of the matter is that he knows everything, but why bother to tempt her.
"Junqing, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Please accept my apology!" Heartrending apology, but can not save the heart of the beloved man.
Gu Junqing quietly watched her face full of shame. Over the years, she has changed a lot, but her beauty is still not simple.
He suddenly stood up and walked to her. His tall body slightly bent down. Lin Zinan looked up at his expressionless face and suddenly felt an invisible pressure.
"I hope you do it yourself!" Gu Junqing looked down at her and said, "I just want to tell you, don't touch Huo Zhi! Never hurt her
Then he straightened up and went straight out.
"Junqing, I'm leaving Qingcheng. I'm leaving today. Can't you look back at me? You will never see me again - "
the man firmly left behind a persistent figure, without any hesitation.
Lin Zinan sat on the sofa and clenched her fist. Gu Junqing's last warning made her angry.
At that time, she and Gu Junqing were like childhood sweethearts. They spent green years together and looked forward to the future. Their long-distance love, their vows, their heart to heart relationship, and their dream wedding they were looking forward to. At that time, she was the best one that everyone looked up to. But since Huo Zhi broke into their life, everything began to change .
She doesn't understand and is unconvinced, why such an excellent man is made to turn around by Huo Zhi. She wants to change all this. Thinking of this, Lin Zinan's hands are tightly clenched, extremely powerful and firm.
Lin Zinan, who is at a loss, doesn't notice that the door has been pushed open. Kang Lizhen comes in, and there is a man behind him.
"My goddess, what are you thinking, gnashing your teeth!" It's Shicheng. He sits on the sofa beside her with adoration and adoration on his face.
Lin Zinan turned his head and glanced at him.
Zhicheng is not angry, but laughs: "Nan'er, I'm back, and I still miss you!"
as he says this, he leans against her and reaches out a hand to put it on her shoulder. It's not the slightest frivolity, but the ultimate yearning.