That day, aunt Xu had a long talk with Gu Junqing for an afternoon. When many things came out of the paper, it was a sad shock.
At Aunt Xu's strong request, Gu Junqing went to Qingcheng people's Hospital and saw the skinny Zhuang Shenglan, the gray blue and the empty eyes.
At that moment, down, sad, helpless.
There must be something hateful about poor people. Gu Junqing knows that Zhuang Shenglan made all the things that are broken now. In other words, Zhuang Shenglan's hatred, jealousy and out of control madness lead to everything today.
"Madam, President Gu has come to see you, and Qing'er, who is always in your heart, has come to see you!" Xu Liyun voice choked, sore throat, speechless, only turned around, secretly wipe tears from the corner of the eye.
"Qing'er, Qing'er, have you come to see me? Are you finally willing to recognize me as an unqualified mother Zhuang Shenglan seems to have heard the gospel outside the sky, and his turbid eyes burst out with light.
"Mom!" Gu Junqing kneels on his knees, his forehead touching the ground, kowtows respectfully, but he calls his mother.
"Qing'er, Qing'er, it's my mother's fault. My mother shouldn't have left you behind. She should have left you to Zhong Jinyu, that cheap woman, that cheap woman!" Zhuang Shenglan's curse suddenly made Gu Junqing feel extremely cold.
"No, my mother is very good to me, she is better than anyone else. I remember when I was a child, I had a high fever, and it didn't work to hire many famous doctors. It was my mother, the cheap woman in your eyes - Zhong Jinyu, who went to the temple to pray and kowtowed step by step. On the rainy and windy night, because she believed in sincerity, her mother came back home that night, wet through, forehead Head - whole body blood, a mother, a mother who loves me with her life. How can mother say she is a cheap woman? "
Gu Junqing laments her misfortune and resents her narrowness. He thinks that Zhuang Shenglan has spent her whole life in jealousy and resentment. How unfortunate her life is. But originally, she could also open a new life. She stubbornly grasped the tail of the past and had to struggle in the mud of the past, which led to everything today.
"Shut up, if it wasn't for Zhong Jinyu, a cheap woman, who took advantage of her weakness and was pregnant with a child, how could she marry Xiuyuan? It's me that Xiuyuan loves - it's me! The woman who robbed men with me - damn it! Damn it "
Zhuang Shenglan has long forgotten how happy it is for her mother and son to recognize each other, but she has turned it into a smashing pot play to denounce the past.
"What should be reviewed is that you have to exchange your own flesh and blood for others. I don't know how dark, selfish and indifferent your psychology is. When you abandoned me, did you ever think about what would happen if I was adopted by other bad people? Ask a mother, "where is your charity?"
Gu Junqing's face is livid. He suddenly understands how dark his mother's psychology is. Under such a dark psychology, how cruel she should torture the children born to Huo Yuxiu and other women. How much suffering Huo Zhi has suffered before she is trained to be a strong "tolerant" character.
"Adopted by bad people? Ha ha ha ha - it's so funny, ha ha ha ha ha - "the laughter of Zhuang Shenglan is so cold and chilly.
"That year, Mrs. Gu, your grandmother, because of prejudice, hatred and the past, broke up the love between me and Gu Xiuyuan. At that time, I already had the flesh and blood of Gu Xiuyuan. Mrs. Gu cheated and let Zhong Jinyu take advantage of it - she was pregnant with the child of Gu Xiuyuan, and she used despicable means to deceive him into thinking that he was a girl in bed I was the person, so he was forced to marry Zhong Jinyu. Is she clever? No - despicable, very despicable, and I just borrowed the means that old lady Gu used in the same way as Jinyu. The original is old lady Gu, it's Zhong Jinyu, not me! Treat him in his own way! You think, I don't have a beautiful girlhood, you think I don't have a gentle and kind heart? Wrong - it's a big mistake. I used to be as shy and beautiful as a tender flower, but all this was destroyed by old lady Gu, the old stubborn. I hate and hate all the people who destroyed me. "
Zhuang Shenglan's mood sank to the bottom of the valley, dark boundless, can't see the light of the world.
"God has eyes. Zhong Jinyu's dystocia, although the child was born, was in danger. When I was unmarried and pregnant, I was going to be despised. Your grandfather was the dazzling mayor. I was afraid of losing face. I was afraid to the extreme. I was in hiding. It was the child of Xiuyuan and me. I couldn't bear to beat him. I tried my best Think, just lived with Zhong Jinyu to a hospital, and took a huge risk to replace Zhong Jinyu gave birth to the dead child, I - how many days and nights of suffering, you know? "
Zhuang Shenglan's resentful tone is full of her self righteous indignation.
"So, you have to retaliate, you have to let Zhong Jinyu draw water out of nothing, you have to let Zhong Jinyu know that her hard work to raise a scene is your son, mom, do you think this is a court play?" Gu Junqing looks at Zhuang Shenglan doubtfully.
"As for Huo Zhi, you see her as a child born to a woman who destroys your family. So you scold her, punish her, abuse her, and make her suffer a lot. You just want to get back at the woman who robbed your husband. You must let her daughter pay for the pain she caused you, so you want her to marry me. You should marry me by plotting Let me hate her, torture her, resent her, abandon her, let my mother hate her, the more painful she is in caring for her family, the happier you will be. Is that right? Is that so? "Gu Junqing asks Zhuang Shenglan out loud. He has no gentleness at all. Whenever he thinks of Huo Zhi's unjust treatment and his cruel and surly behavior, he will be heartbroken.
"Yes, you're right, but you can't change it anyway. The fact that you are the child of Zhuang Shenglan can't change it! What is flowing in your blood forever is my Zhuang Shenglan's blood, this fact, you cannot erase! You want to revenge for me, to fight against Zhong Jinyu that cheap woman, let her pain, let her pain, remember, you are my son, should revenge for my mother, right? Go quickly, tell Zhong Jinyu that cheap woman who robbed other people's husbands. She won't get good results. Go quickly - I want you to go now and tell her that you are my son, the son she raised painstakingly, but she made wedding clothes for others. Go quickly - my son - "Zhuang Shenglan's face is full of proud smile, a quick look of revenge An surged into her cheek and her eyes lit up in an instant.
"Enough, I'm ashamed to have a mother like you. We all owe Huo Zhi. I'm sorry for her!" Gu Junqing choked almost speechless.
"I'll be fully responsible for the cost of your treatment, but - I'll never come to see you again, I'm ashamed to have a mother like you."
Gu Junqing stood up and left with firm steps.
After a quiet moment in the room, Zhuang Shenglan suddenly burst out sharp pain, lost his voice and wailed.
"Ma'am, ma'am - don't do it, don't do it! Mrs. "
Xu Liyun shakes Zhuang Shenglan desperately and tries her best to avoid such pain, but it doesn't help.
"I really failed. Why should Zhong Jinyu win everything? Why? Mingming's son is my son, but he doesn't recognize me. It's clear that he should avenge me. Why doesn't he do it? Aunt Xu, you say, why doesn't he avenge me? Why? "
Zhuang Shenglan grabs Xu Liyun's arm painfully and wails loudly:
"why does Huo Yuxiu betray me? Why does he betray me? Why does he have everything given by our banker? Why does he have an affair with Ye Zhi? Why? Aunt Xu, tell me why all people betray me and harm me. Even my own son has to treat me like this. Why? "
People often say that those who sink into the past are the most pitiful. Zhuang Shenglan is the one who firmly holds on to the past and refuses to let go. Her love and hatred are intertwined decades ago. What she can't forget is the past. The more she thinks about the past, the heavier her pain will be. For a long time, these layers of hatred have become her strong armor, only one blood Hate, she can return to normal.
"Doctor, doctor, somebody Xu Liyun desperately rang the bedside bell. Zhuang Shenglan's teeth were closed, her face was livid, and she fainted.