Chapter 311

Huo Zhi found painting paper, oil painting stick, Atlas of children's interest, and taught Gu Qingqing to paint one by one. It may be a congenital genetic inheritance. Gu Qingqing has a keen insight into colors and lines. A child less than three years old can sit quietly and never tire of painting.

Gu Junqing is silent, and the great genetic inheritance has been proved again. Mother and son are heart to heart, and mother and son are similar.

Huo Zhi's silence and avoidance make Gu Junqing feel heartache for a moment.

He still remembers the startling glance on the side of the road. He clearly saw Huo Zhi appear in the crowd, but he was so dazed that everything seemed to be in a dream.

I haven't seen this little woman for four years. He always thought that he could forget the night when he couldn't find her, as if he had lost the whole world.

Over the past four years, he has been running the company with his heart, and at the same time, he has to take care of the family. Even when a person is overwhelmed by the impatience of work and life, he always thinks of Huo Zhi and her light mint fragrance from time to time.

But her "goodbye - Gu Junqing" jumped, and no one could be found. He jumped into the sea and tried his best to find her.

He has been ill for a long time. It seems that his soul has been lost.

When he came back to the Xishan villa where she used to live with a heart full of guilt and guilt, and when he was eagerly looking forward to her flying into her own dream, she seemed to evaporate in the world. There was no soul in the dream, but left him an empty house full of her breath.

God knows what kind of mood she is at that moment, her innocence, her wound, her talent, her jump, her absence.

Many people said that she had died, but he did not believe it. Countless times he stood by the sea, looking forward to her appearance. Even the soul and ghost, he was not afraid. He firmly held a trace of fantasy and never gave up, but the higher the hope, the more disappointed he got, and hurt his heart and soul.

It was just too bad. He sat in the house for seven days, seven days, talking on the phone and smoking.

At that time, his brain was like a black-and-white video recorder, playing the pictures of several years ago over and over again. Everything in the picture seemed to be black and white, only a young face was in full bloom.

He thought of his indifference and treatment. He was so cruel that he wanted her to kill her children. In order to get married with Lin Zinan, he once treated her so cruelly. What reason could he ask her to come back to him!

Once there was a woman who looked forward to him crazily and eagerly, and what did he do.

But in the third year, his spirit was numb, and his hands holding cigarettes would tremble in Xishan villa inexplicably. Once he suffered from vertigo, his stomach and viscera began to go wrong, he couldn't eat and sleep, and he was in a panic and couldn't do anything.

The last person who came to Xishan villa to find him was Lin Zinan. He didn't know where she got the news. He heard that he had a house here. As soon as the woman with tears on her face entered the door, she rushed into his arms and asked him, "Junqing, have you made it clear that you want her not to want me?"

At that time, his throat was dry, and what he wanted to say was stuck in his throat. After swallowing for a long time, he couldn't say a word.

But this time Lin Zinan did not come alone. She also brought her mother Zhong Jinyu and sister Gu Yuexin.

As soon as several people appeared at the door, they saw their slovenness and haggard appearance. Mother Zhong Jinyu rushed forward and knelt down in front of him.

Sister Gu Yuexin also knelt, looked at his brother, and sober, gently called to hold his mother, "Mom! Don't do that. My brother will be fine. "

At that time, it seemed that he could not even hear what his mother said, except what her mother had been saying to him: he was the only son of the family, shouldering the responsibility of family prosperity, how could he decline and decadent for a woman.

He still remembers the sentence that his mother Zhong Jinyu often said in his memory: "you are different from other children. You are not the child that your father expected and expected to come. In fact, he doesn't want you in his subjective consciousness. Therefore, you should be more sensible and obedient than other children, and you should be proud of your parents. Only in this way can your father like you, and let him talk to you for me You, you should remember that the happiness of your mother and you will depend on you. "

I thought that life was just like this. I studied hard and became what everyone around me wanted him to be. I was a proud son and a good example for my sister. I also took care of the whole family. It was not until later that he fell in love with Lin Zinan that he realized that there might be other possibilities in life.

But this "possibility" can't stand the test of time.

He has forgotten the original relationship, which of them changed the quality and heart first.

It's true that Lin Zinan loves him, but her love is so cruel that she wants to take other people's lives, and she doesn't love him as she used to say, but she doesn't care about fame. She began to fight, began to rob, even if it is not obvious, secretly, she carried out this fierce bloody mirror, or did or said something that is fundamentally opposite to the truth.He knew that all of Lin's youth had been waiting for him to marry him. Besides, she was no longer young. What's more, she had devoted eight years of youth to him. He loved her, appreciated her and respected her.

Once he thought: no matter what happened between Lin Zi Nan and Huo Zhi, as long as it wasn't all Lin Zi Nan's fault, he could turn a blind eye and return a woman's regretless youth in this way.

But Huo Zhi is just like a gentle water, knocking on his heart. He doesn't want to admit his feelings, but his heart has quietly changed.

At the charity dinner, her guzheng was melodious, and her painting skills were amazing in Yunshi restaurant. Ran Shi company, as a person in charge of finance, was so quick and extraordinary in her thinking. Even when she went with Fang you ran for a show, he knew that he would never cheat himself again.

He fell in love with this woman and couldn't extricate himself from it.

Compared with Lin Zinan's pretty appearance, she was as quiet as water and as graceful as flowers. Huo Zhi knocked on his heart bit by bit.

He resists loneliness and resists her, but she is still like a poisonous datura flower, which slowly penetrates into your whole soul before you know it. When you look back, you suddenly find that you have been poisoned too deeply.

He didn't know if it was called love.

Just like the Qu family on that day, in broad daylight, clearly in a completely awake state, but he still couldn't control to ask for her person.

Thirty years, he did not know that a man would meet several so-called love in his life, and there were also some 30 years that made people confused.

His head has become a pool of paste, one is that he once loved deeply and devoted eight years of youth for him, the other is that he later appeared but without trace to warm his whole soul. He thought that there was no way to get everything in the world. He gave one love to the other marriage.

However, when he is ready to understand all this, Lin Zinan appears here with Zhong Jinyu's mother and Gu Yuexin.

All the intrigues and tricks are played by Lin Zinan behind his back, but his sorrow is not greater than his heart's death. His love for Lin Zinan is consumed with his cruel and bloody intrigues.

He would not hurt her, hurt her, or even drive her away, but he would never love her any more.

He had already given her the marriage she wanted, but he would never go on living with a woman whose hands were stained with the blood of innocent people. Since then, he has never been to bieyuan in the south of Qing Dynasty.

Lin Zinan once cried and said: "Junqing, you are so cruel. You have destroyed all my happiness. You are keeping your body like jade for another woman. Where is your love for me! If you didn't fall in love with her first, how could I hate her? Junqing, you are my dream all my life. Now my dream is gone. What's the meaning of this broken shell driven marriage? Junqing, tell me, why can't we love me any more, why can't we answer the question before? "

He was surprised that in order to love himself, Lin Zinan embarked on a cruel and selfish eccentric thinking.

Lin's love is like a snake spitting out a red core, he only wants to escape this suffocating, abnormal love.

So far, the pain in his heart has been very deep.