Chapter 337

"Ma'am, you have come home at last!" Xiaolan, who closely follows Huo Zhi, chokes.

"You are --" after Huo Zhi asked, she shook her head again. The pretty girl behind her should be her old friend.

"Madam, I'm Xiaolan. I've lived here with my wife for more than two years. My wife treats me like sisters. Has she forgotten?" Xiaolan is obviously very excited.

"Oh, tell me, who am I and what happened in the past? Please, don't lie to me. Tell me everything Huo Zhi holds her shoulders in both hands and looks at Xiaolan in a dazed way.

"Madam, do you remember Xiaolan? Xiaolan will never cheat his wife. "

Under the light, two women sitting in silence, one speaks slowly, the other listens attentively. It's a long time, slow and long time. It's not others who are so close and far away, but themselves.

Time is not fast, not slow, not long, not short, until the conversation interrupted, so quietly sitting, until the tears hanging on his face.

Night is a good time to empty yourself. Fortunately, you can hide, hide all the joys and sorrows, and hide your true thoughts.

"Are you all right, ma'am?" Xiaolan regrets that she has told Huo Zhi all her sadness in the past. She blames herself because her wife doesn't look very good.

"I'm ok, Xiaolan. I want to be alone. I need to think about a lot of things."

"Well, madam, Xiaolan is going to make supper for her." Xiaolan is excited like a child. The hostess she is looking forward to is finally back at Xishan villa. For Xiaolan, the greatest joy in her life is to meet her wife again.

Looking at Xiaolan's back, Huo Zhi fell into endless sadness. She would rather that it had never happened. Philosophically speaking, people can't step into the same river twice. The world is moving, but why do they fall in love with the same person twice.

How painful it used to be, how painful it is now. Huo Zhi feels that everything is like a joke. The strong irony is more painful than the irony.

Don't know empty how long, there is a shadow slip eyelids, hear footsteps, Huo Zhi lift eyes to look, ribs and pain.

It's Fang leisurely. He's wearing a suit of different shades. The sleeves on both sides are rolled up irregularly. It's a little messy and there are a lot of wrinkles. It can be seen that he is in a hurry.

"So here you are." Fang Youran was obviously relieved. He looked for Huo Zhi for a long time. After she ran out of Gu's group, Fang Youran followed Gu Junqing and began to search.

It's a very hard search until night. Some people say that waiting and searching are the two most unpredictable things in the world. The process is the most tortuous, because you can never predict what will happen.

"Don't get me wrong. I just happened to pass by here. I didn't mean to wait for you. I know your home is also near here." Tone is very cold, cold to Fang leisurely have an illusion, as if they have never met.

"I know that you will not forgive me, I know that you will hate me, but - I have to see you safe, see you well, in order to be at ease, maybe you will say I am hypocritical, you will say I am false, but this is the most real idea in my heart, even if you cut, I am willing, as long as you are good, no longer be deceived by Gu Junqing."

"Thank you for your concern, but I really don't need it." Huo Zhi took back her leisurely eyes and voice, trying to keep calm and steady.

Fang leisurely lowered his eyes, nodded, and walked around, acting impetuously, like thinking.

Huo Zhi also looked at him, trance, the same place, the same they, once they got to the point of marriage, it's hard to imagine, once, he used himself, installed a bug, killed his father, good Fang Youran, evil Fang Youran, hate Fang Youran, guilt Fang Youran, constantly overlap in front of Huo Zhi.

Fang leisurely stopped his steps and looked at Huo Zhi with melancholy eyes: "my explanation, would you like to listen?"

Huo Zhi tried to smile: "what's the meaning? You and Gu Junqing are no more noble than anyone else. Deceiving, hurting, what you have done, now if I say forgive, it should be said that you and he are most looking forward to, right? "

Fang leisurely black pupil flickers, but does not know what to say.

"If so, I say - never forgive? Why do you have to ask others to forgive you when you hurt others? The initiative of forgiveness is not forced out. It doesn't matter if you apologize and hope to get one next. But have you ever thought how painful it is for people who have been hurt? What's more, knowingly but deliberately cheat and use, such a mean means is not everyone can think of

Fang Youran explained: "it's very complicated. How can I tell you? At the beginning, I moved my mind and did something, but I regretted it. After I got the information, my adoptive father promised me that he would not report your father. But my adoptive father regretted it again. I am also in pain and hurt you for myself. "

"Whether in the past or now, I strongly know that I love you, the only one."

"I used to want to open a sushi restaurant, put your paintings, and even ask Jiao Wei'er to keep telling the story between us, just to wake up the memories of many years. The doctor said that if people who have lost their memories recall the past all of a sudden, they will have dementia because of their large brain capacity, so I dare not. I can only approach you slowly, and want to use some things of the past step by step I want to wake up your memory"Separation is not the loss of feelings, but the unexpected separation when we love most. I have always been very painful."

"In love?" After listening to Fang leisurely and lengthy narration, Huo Zhi suddenly laughs, but the laughter is worse than the cry.

"It's your love alone, not including me. We didn't and don't have it before. We should let each other go and live in our own world and never see each other!"

Fang you ran listens to Huo Zhi's words, his heart suddenly a sour, although this result is he has long expected, but in hearing her say never loved his moment, or heartache.

Huo Zhi didn't open her eyes, fixed herself in a certain position and lost her mind.

It seems that when I saw her before, I stood there waiting for Gu Junqing foolishly. When I was tired, I refused to sit down and insisted stubbornly.

"Huo Zhi?" Fang Youran cried. Huo Zhi's face is very white, even without blood color, which makes people feel very sad. The amount of information about what happened today is too large. She must be hard to bear. Her gray face is in a trance, which makes people feel that a gust of wind can take her away.

Hearing a sound in her ear, she was not big, but it was very noisy. Huo Zhi suddenly recovered. The back of her head was very painful and she couldn't speak.

Fang Youran looked at her, carefully sat beside her and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong. I dare not ask for your forgiveness, but I can't watch you get hurt again. Before revenge, I never failed in my dictionary. After revenge, I know how failed I am."

"When I see you again, all the feelings are pouring out. I still love you very much."

The more Fang Youran said, the lower his head was, and his broad shoulder trembled slightly: "I never dare to ask for your forgiveness. In the past four years, day and night, I have never forgiven myself. I hate myself and I hate losing you."

"I'm afraid to know all about you. I don't even dare to inquire! Would rather believe that we just missed, or there will be fate to meet again. But when I know that you've been with Gu Junqing, I really feel like I'm going crazy. "

"I don't want you to be cheated by him again. I don't want to see you hurt by loving him again."

"You let me down, but I can't. If you can be happy, I won't stop you. If you don't come back to Gu Junqing again, in the end, I will still bite my teeth and wish you happiness."

"But Gu Junqing, he hurt you so much that you are like a cage in your marriage. I'm not a saint. I can't watch you fall in love with him, be confused by him again, and be deeply hurt by him in the end. I don't want you to fall into such a samsara -"

Fang leisurely's breath is deep, like a helpless child, slightly bent body shaking: "I don't know how to do it I know you can't forgive me all your life. I just hope you can protect yourself from harm and get the happiness you deserve. That person can't be Gu Junqing. "

Huo Zhi slender fingers, has been tightly holding the armrest of the chair, a face from red to purple and then white.

Fang Youran slowly tells her about the past Xiaolan never mentioned. They take wedding photos, he proposes to her, and many things.

One thing after another, it was revealed that she couldn't bear it. Her weak heart was really unable to bear it. She imagined that a snail was injured and went into the shell and curled up, but the sharp weapon outside had to tear down the atrium she had built.