Mother is still unconscious, even the doctor shook his head and said, "She's getting more and more sick, I'm afraid even the Godly Doctor won't be able to make her recover. Zhi Qiu, take good care of her, if your mother wants to eat anything, just satisfy her as much as you can."
Tears kept sliding down my face, dripping into my helpless hands, numbing me.
Too fast for me to be prepared.
"Stop crying, Zhi Qiu. Your mother will wake up. I promise."
My nose twitched, and I cried even more sorrowfully. "Uncle Su, thank you."
He sighed heavily and said, "Go back and take good care of her."
"Yes." I nodded.
He helped me carry my mother back to the house. She was still very heavy on his small shoulders, but no matter how tired I was, I didn't want to put her down.
So far, had he reached an irreparable place? I can understand the meaning behind Doctor Su's words, but I don't want them. I don't want them, because Mother is the only family member in this world who treats me well.
Even if it's hard outside, I will still try my best to smile and face it.
But mother wanted to give up, tears like torrential, all the way back crying, the heart was also crushed.
I will not give up! Mother, if Doctor Su is unable to cure your illness, I will ask the most famous genius doctor in the capital. Even if I have to spend all my wealth and everything I have, I will not let you leave me.
Mother, I'm not afraid of anything. I'm just afraid of being alone. No one will look at me well, tell me over and over, and love me.
I was afraid that if I walked on the edge of the field alone, no one would ever wait for me again.
I was even more afraid. Like a wandering soul, I couldn't find a place to go home.
At night, he lit an oil lamp and brought water. He forcefully held back his tears and wiped his mother's face.
She slept peacefully, but she would never get up. The doctor said she had a stroke in her head and could only stay awake, could only look, and could not move.
I hate how I didn't learn medicine when I was a kid, or I would have known what to do to make Mother better.
For a 16 year old, his heart hurt so much that he vomited blood and suffered a stroke. Mother, who are you waiting for? Who do you hate?
I won't ask anything, so long as Mother gets better.
He washed his mother clean and went to his father's loft to search. After searching through everything, he only found a few taels of silver left.
Seeing mother's illness, I have already spent all of Father and Mother's savings, and as a little girl in the Yang family, I can't even get a few taels of silver. Mother told me to go, she said to help her atone for her sins, and was extremely filial.
It didn't matter if he was a little girl. It didn't matter if it was tiring to move trees and flowers and weed in the garden, but he would be able to go home in the evening. As long as his mother was a little bit more relieved, he would be able to get a few taels of silver to supplement his family's expenditure.
Sitting on the wooden board, looking at the sky full of bright stars, the wind dried my tears, but rushed into the pain of the heart, so little money, how to treat Mother ah.
The godly doctor in the capital had heard that to treat a patient, he would need at least a thousand taels of gold, or at least a hundred taels of silver.
What should he do? Where can I borrow so much silver and sell myself? This silver is the quickest money, but if father knows about this, he would definitely die in worry.
Then I will go to the Yang family and ask the Yang mother. I will ask Master Yang, for the sake of brother and sister, to donate some money for me to save my mother. She can't wait any longer.
I really don't want to have no mother, no home, nothing, heart empty, how should I do.
Tears of hopelessness, accompany me through this sleepless night.