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After throwing up for a while, I turned around and saw that everyone was staring straight at me, as if my throwing up was a terrible thing to do.

Breathing hard, I found something to clean up before resting.

I think I'm very sick, and I still throw up after eating.

Ignoring their gazes, I sat down on the ground and closed my eyes to rest. In the afternoon, an unfamiliar palace maid and I went to dry our clothes together, and when she picked them up, she unexpectedly grabbed my wrist and even smiled as she apologized.

I didn't put it in my heart either. Who knew that in the evening, a few mama would aggressively walk towards me.

I just stood there, not knowing what they were up to.

I recognized one of them, it was the one who was usually the fiercest towards me, Senior Servant Tian. Her face was a mass of black as she coldly said, "I thought it was a toothless kitten. It turns out it was a shameless slut."

I didn't understand what they were saying, but I knew they must have come prepared. By nightfall all the ladies had gone back, and they had sent me to collect clean clothes.

"He's still pretending to be ignorant, looking like a despicable little imp with a wild seed in his belly." One of the mama sneered.

What? I have a bastard child in my stomach? How can this be? How can this be? The clothes fell out of his powerless hands, the sky and earth seemed to turn pitch black in the evening, and the colorful clothes lost their color, so close to me.

"How could something like this happen in the palace? If this gets out, then we people of the Raccoon Palace won't have to stay here anymore." Senior Servant Tian raised her chin high.

After saying something else, he finally said, "Drag her into the dark room and never let the news spread."

My mind was blank. What they said didn't matter much to me anymore. How could they treat me like this when they had a child in their womb? Was it not enough for fate to drag me to such a place?

I am a man with nothing, and children are a very distant thing to me.

I sat alone in a corner of the darkroom, dark, not as dark as I felt in my heart, so dark that my heart ached. How could I bear his child?

How can I do that? I'm glad that Xia Junchang found it.

I admit that I was selfish and that I really didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

I'm sorry, I don't want to stay because it's him. The palace is the place with the most power struggles. What can I give him? I hate that man.

I don't want to fight for anything anymore. They can do whatever they want to me. I'm too weak. I'm too tired to move.

In this dark place, I never knew when I was outside. I didn't have anything to eat or drink, so I stayed locked up like this and didn't punish me.

Three days later, the door opened. It was as dark as the inside and as bright as the stars. Two mama came in and dragged me out powerlessly. Their voices became gentler as they said, "Yun Zhiqiu, it's time for you to go back."

The two of them dragged me out of the Raccoon Palace and brought me into the bamboo forest, where the ground was relatively low and was paved with green slabs that formed a few steps. They suddenly let go of me, and someone pushed me from behind, causing the pain to spread to my body. The green slabs were so hard that I almost didn't feel the pain as I fell from where I was dying.

The only sound that could be heard was the sound of the wind blowing through the bamboo. It was extremely quiet.

If I die here, it would be considered a lucky thing. There is Xia Junchang's calligraphy here, and Xia Junchang's lovesick is with me.

I'm sorry, I may not be able to wait for you. The stars above my head are so brilliant, shining so brightly in the night sky.

In my heart, I repeated his name again and again. 'Jun Tang', 'Xia Jun Tang', 'I miss you', 'I miss you', 'I don't feel that painful towards you'.