I didn't expect that the first one to come would be Lin Luoshui. I was leaning against the bamboo and knocking my head against it, but after a glance, I didn't say anything.
He smiled curiously and said, "Zhiqiu, how come I didn't know that you were so out of this world?"
"Are you laughing at me too?" My eyes reddened. If he nodded, I'd cry for him.
Leaning against the bamboo, he took in a deep breath of air. "The air here is quite fresh. It seems like it will be difficult for you to enjoy this fresh and quiet place alone in the future."
"I don't want to," I said sadly. "I'm really angry and I hate it, but there's nothing I can do." He grabbed his fist and hit the bamboo, treating it as the hateful emperor.
Rinloran grabbed my hand. Looking at his fingers that were beaten red, he frowned and said, "You can't beat yourself up like this. In fact, I can also see that he has some intentions towards you."
I don't need him to say I don't know. If I didn't have the mind to, would I have been made into such a miserable state? Let me not be happy, forget it, I can't grasp it, I will slowly think it through, but he is really getting more and more out of hand now.
"I don't care about him. I hate him. Do I have to be like him just because he likes me? Do all women in the world have to like him like this? Just what does he want from me, that's why he let me go. " I couldn't do anything but let him play around and get beaten up.
He rubbed my knuckles and said thoughtfully, "Zhiqiu, if you don't want to be like this, you'd better not show your anger or hatred. You're a strong girl and you need to know how to protect yourself. I just wanted to tell you that the Emperor's interest in you might not be a good thing. I've been in the palace for so long, and have seen some things very clearly. He likes one now, and likes the other tomorrow.
I nodded and smiled at him sincerely. "Thank you." Fortunately, there were good people in this palace.
He leaned over and ruffled my hair. "What's there to thank me for? I like you." Seeing me blink, he gave a small smile. "It's not your evil idea. I appreciate your strength, your special nature, and your self-satisfaction."
"It sounds like I have a lot of good points." I smiled easily.
It was much more comfortable talking to him.
"No matter what, don't let yourself die of anger first."
"I know." "I know what to do," I said easily. "I'm not angry, I'm just angry at him for taking things lightly and not taking him seriously."
He gave me a thumbs-up. "Smart girl, it's all right at once."
Very few people are willing to do me in, he said in a way that made my heart laugh.
I think I can imagine it, too, perhaps from that unforgettable pain, and there is no pain and no desire to walk through it now.
If it wasn't for Lin Luoshui who woke me up, I think I would still have foolishly vomited at him. I also didn't know how he could have been so obviously the Emperor, how could he have been so lowly and destitute to the point that he didn't even have a sense of himself, yet he still easily stirred up the pride in my bones.
It felt like a clown. The thread was held by him, and he had managed to stir up all his emotions and reactions. This was not a good thing at all.
I understand that once I get into the limelight in the harem, a person like me will definitely be hated both in the open and in the dark.
When he was a girl in the Yang family, he heard about how the concubines of the Yang family fought for a favor and how the young mistresses of the Yang family were ostracized by status.
The harem, however, was a place where there were many women.
At the Raccoon Palace, there was a concubine who never came to wash her clothes. The palace maid giggled and said that because of her clothes, there was a noble person washing her clothes.
The reason was because the emperor had a sudden impulse to look for the concubine, causing the concubine to come out and visit him before he could do so. The emperor felt that the concubine was very dispirited, so he went out through the back door and saw a palace maid forcefully shaking a flower to bathe the the the the concubine. The emperor looked interested, but the palace maid was doted on by the emperor, and the palace maid was even blessed with a baby dragon. However, in the end, a palace maid was still a palace maid. As such, it was only natural for her to take care of things. As a concubine, the palace maid was accustomed to giving clothes to Shang Yi, and he had to continue washing them.
The last thing I liked to hear was the word 'pregnant' and 'rewarding'. In the palace, that's what it is, but I don't like it at all. I know people say I've got some crazy ideas in my head, but I really don't like the idea of women having anything to do with children.
A friend of his father's had spent most of his life loving and loving his only wife. Even though he didn't have any children, they were still very happy and often went out for sightseeing.
I thought, I am really greedy, I want to live a life of happiness, but because I am too greedy, I can't get anything.