He didn't want to see me now, so he wanted to chase me away. When I heard his words, my heart started pounding so hard that I couldn't stop my tears from sliding down my face. I said hoarsely and directly, "Your majesty, this servant has a favor to ask of you."
He stood up and walked towards me. His embroidered boots were right under my nose, and his cold voice sounded from above, "Yun Zhiqiu, you've been studying palace rules for so long, is that all you can say? Is this how you feel about begging others? I don't even want to hear such a request. "
My heart sank to the bottom, and I lifted my face to look at him. Without saying anything, tears were streaming down my face. I hated the cowardice now. I wiped them away, but the tears filled my eyes again.
Seemingly hearing him sigh, she then said, "All of you, leave."
Everyone bowed and backed off. He glanced at me with slight anger and said impatiently, "Why are you crying? You look so ugly. I will only give you three sentences. If you have something to say, then say it. If you have to fart, then say it." "Don't think that I don't want to see you at all."
"This servant wants to know the news about him. This servant begs the emperor to save him." I don't need three sentences to express my intention.
I knew he didn't like hearing people talking about Xia Junchang in front of him. His sharp eyes seemed to be able to kill people as he coldly stared at me. He slowly lowered his body and said word by word, "What are you talking about? What right do you have to ask? "Your arrogance and haughtiness can be thrown to the side of me, I won't accept it."
I shook my head, tears streaming down my face. "I am willing to pay any price."
He laughed coldly. "For him, are you willing to do anything?"
Yes, I would have done anything for him. I didn't want anything to happen to him. He paced back and forth impatiently, and then laughed sinisterly while exhaling, "Xia Junchang was riding alone in the northwest. He encountered bandits and still hasn't received any news. We've been searching for four days without any news, but we've already given up."
When I heard the words' give up, 'the string in my heart snapped. I grabbed the hem of his shirt with both hands and pleaded, "Your majesty, please don't give up. He is your brother after all."
"Are you begging me?" He looked at my hand.
I nodded. "Yes, Your Majesty. This servant will wholeheartedly serve the emperor. This servant's heart is only for the emperor. In my eyes, this servant only sees the emperor." He kept saying he didn't want to see me, and still gave me a chance. I didn't really want to say anything nice, but I knew he would agree.
I repeated what he had said, one word, one heartache.
He said, "Very good, Yun Zhiqiu, remember this. This is what you said." He lifted his robe and let me grab at nothing.
He knelt down weakly on the grass, his heart was empty, and his eyes would no longer have tears of cowardice. Why did I hear the sound of tears falling on my heart? It was very clear.
Having feelings, having true feelings, it's destined to hurt my heart once. It doesn't matter, as long as I hurt my feelings at the end, I won't be afraid of anything.
I comforted myself by kneeling down and looking at him. He wasn't in a hurry to give the order, but was sitting on a chair and coldly looking at the maple leaves.
After waiting for a while, he said loudly, "Eunuch Yang, send people to continue searching for the Third Marquis. Until now, if there is any news, report it to me immediately."
"Your servant obeys the decree."
I heard this saying, something was coming to life, something was numbly hurting.
He frowned at me and said, "What are you still standing there for? Go far away. "
He must have been in a terrible mood. I got up and walked outside.
I don't really understand him. If he still has feelings for me, then why would he tell me to scram? Thinking about it, he couldn't help but laugh as he mocked himself, "Yun Zhiqiu, who do you think you are? How could a dignified emperor possibly miss you? Dream on. I just wanted to break your backbone, that's all. Breaking you is just like this, he's no longer interested. "
He's not interested in me, and that's something to be happy about, so I try to smile so hard my heart hurts. It was worth it, using these intangible items to exchange for Xia Junchang's search.