Biting my ear, he whispered, "Is it so hard to give me your heart?"
He deliberately stood still, making me feel as if my whole body was on fire.
"Say you love me." He kissed my eyes gently.
If I didn't say it, he wouldn't budge. He made me feel as if I was being bitten by millions of ants.
I cried low, crying his bullying, crying my own powerlessness, can only let him like this.
He was an expert in love, and he knew the weaknesses of women. His hands were constantly teasing me, making my body feel even worse. He longed to release something, but he didn't know what.
"Do you want me to?" He said, "If you say that you love me from the bottom of your heart, I'll give it to you."
Even if I had to bite my teeth out of nothingness, I wouldn't say anything about it.
"I pity you so much. This is a true servant, yet you are trying to lie to me."
he said angrily, and began to move gently again, the hard part moving in and out of his body with an ungraspable pleasure.
"Don't bite me, my woman. Your moaning voice is very seductive."
Damn it, hate him.
He bit him hard on the shoulder, but he smiled and continued to attack me.
He said, "Yun Zhiqiu, look at your body. It's like this for women. My woman has never dared to lie to me like you."
The pleasure was like water, drowning me and blooming in my head like fireworks.
Yet, I cried very sorrowfully. Why did I dare to do so? Why did my body lose so much face and respond in such a manner?
I hated my shamelessness, so I turned around and buried myself in the quilt, carefully wrapping myself up.
He got up and put on his clothes. Before he left, he lowered his body to kiss me on the neck. "I am very satisfied with your body. You should feel lucky. What is your heart? I will not care about that thing. Don't think too highly of yourself."
He pulled up the blanket and covered his head. He really wanted to cry, but he couldn't.
The ladies came in to tidy everything up, and I hated the house. The room was filled with that ambiguous smell, and I sat in a corner of the hall with my head between my knees, hugging the quilt.
On the ground were the things I had brought from Grand Concubine Yi. The white fur of the fox seemed ironic, and I lowered my head even lower.
He went to sleep at night and did not shut the window to let the cold water in.
Sunlight crept in through the window. It was still early, and after a while he heard some laughter outside.
The woman's laughter was accompanied by a man's voice full of vigor. It can't be, a man?
At this moment, the palace maid knocked on the door and said, "Yun Fengyi, where is the emperor at the Scholar Xu's place? He summoned you over to play the zither and liven things up."
Today's sunlight, because of the scorching heat of the ground, I couldn't even open my eyes. I tidied myself up and followed the palace maid over.
In the middle of the hall sat the imperial concubine, who was leaning against the wall. In her arms was a scholar with a thin dress, but her clothes were naked, and her dark green clothes were like the green of winter, which was especially eye-catching.
He held Xuanzhao in one hand and said with half-closed eyes: "Little Xu, today is very fragrant. It's the smell of the Western Mansion's crabapple blossoms."
The narrator gently said, "Your Majesty is truly amazing. You can smell it with one breath. This is precisely the crabapple flower from the Western Prefecture that was harvested this year and used to bathe in the sun. This concubine loves this simple and elegant scent."
I saluted and stood quietly to one side. An old man was carrying a guqin not far from them.
I went over and sat down and played quietly.
If not for him in his heart, he would never be moved by his hatred for him.
When I was alone with him, he had never asked me to play the piano, but now he wanted me to help him and his men drink.
The palace maid offered him a cup of hot wine, but it was for Ximen Wandai.
The man with a smile on his face leaned forward as he poured the wine into his mouth.
He seemed to enjoy it, whether it was watched by so many people or not.
A woman was still singing softly, and I played softly to her tune.
The zither music was able to cleanse one's mind. The careful playing and singing of the woman were seamlessly coordinated.
"F * ck off." He was in the middle of his excitement when he cried out in anger.
The father-in-law then signaled to us to go out.
When I went out into the corridor, I saw Lin Shangyi wiping the floor with his big belly. He turned to the two palace maids and said: "Shang Yi doesn't have any palace maids yet. In the future, you guys can go serve him."
The two palace maids went over, this time to serve Lin Shangyi.
I don't care. I'm more at ease without them, I haven't even integrated myself into the life of the palace. I don't even know their names.
Regardless of what he and Scholar Xu are doing in there, I am feeling a little relaxed at this moment. It is fortunate that I am able to shake off his shadow and he will no longer cause me to be confused.