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I knew that I would be fine, because it was almost noon, and Yan was going to patrol, so he would come looking for me.

However, when I woke up in the gorgeous palace, I felt that it was somewhat inconceivable.

Why does every time I faint, I have to let him know that I have courage but no health.

"He woke up." he asked softly.

I opened my eyes a little and looked at him. He took my hand and sighed softly, not at all like the angry look he had last night when he tried to strangle me.

Men are also so changeable. I pulled my hand away and sighed in my heart. I wanted to turn my head away from him. Didn't he want to kill me? Didn't he hate me too? Why do you care about my life?

He even wrapped me in a quilt and sat in his arms. He lightly ordered his father-in-law, who was standing to one side, "Have the imperial physician come in and take the needle."

This scared me out of my drowsiness. I struggled to twist my body. "I don't want a needle."

"You can get better faster with acupuncture if you are very hot."

"No." Ye Zichen shook his head with force, "It's good that I drink the medicine. I'm not afraid no matter how bitter it is." There was a pampering look in his eyes. "So you're afraid of pain, Zhiqiu."

Grasping one of my hands, he rubbed his long fingers against my fingers and said mischievously, "This is what a needle should be like, a needle going through five fingers at a time."

I could already feel the pain without stabbing him, and shrank back in the end without retracting my hand. Looking at his strangely gentle and relaxed gaze, I lightly sighed. "Your Majesty, you're not going to kill me anymore?"

His expression changed, "Do you want me to kill you?"

"Didn't you want to kill me?"

"Aren't you going to compete with This Emperor?" "Woman, you don't even have brains. It's fine if you don't know how to read the facial expressions, but do you really want me to kill you?" He was getting angry.

I didn't say anything. I didn't want to step on the steps he had given me.

He hugged me tightly, buried his face in my neck, and whispered, "Yun Zhiqiu, what am I going to do to you to make you laugh?"

My smile in his eyes, is it important? When he held me, he would want to tame me, but when he looked at others, he didn't know what he was thinking.

He turned his head away from me and let him turn back, face to face. He gently held my hand, entwined his fingers together, and said, "Zhi Qiu, can I tell you some good news? You're pregnant. "

What, I said, staring at him as if he didn't understand.

"You're pregnant." He kissed me lightly on the cheek. "Don't just let your temper get the better of you in the future. You're not alone anymore."

Why am I pregnant with a child? Isn't, isn't the palace giving me medicine to drink? I thought I would never be pregnant again for the rest of my life.

This news shocked me for a long time, but I didn't know what to feel. Or … I don't know. My mind is in a mess.

"If you're afraid of pain, you don't need acupuncture. You can get better by taking care of your body. These days, you will be living in the Zhenghua Palace."

After a while, the eunuch asked, "Your majesty, esteemed Empress Li's side invites your majesty over for lunch."

"Alright." He spoke straightforwardly.

He placed me carefully on the soft couch and covered me up with a soft blanket. "Zhi Qiu, I'll vent my anger on you. How dare you hurt her like this? You'll be the first to complain. I won't forgive her."

The room was quiet and filled with a faint fragrance. I gently caressed my stomach. Was there a child here?

Am I going to be a mother? But I wasn't prepared.

I can't take children, I can't take anything, can I? Would I be like Lin Shangyi, who was worried about the baby even before he was born?

The messy thoughts came to mind, and the news of the child shocked me twice. It was always too sudden that I didn't know whether to be happy or hurt.

My status is so low that I can't bring my own child. Do I have to be pampered by his side and take advantage of the fact that he is still reluctant to part with me to make him happy? It was the same as before, she turned a deaf ear to him.

It's not that I hate children, it's just that I feel like I've messed up my life again.

With my head buried in the soft pillow, I stopped thinking about anything else. The arrival of the child had made up for the pain from my miscarriage earlier. Actually, I didn't care.

It was already noon when he entered again. Before he entered, he asked the palace maid outside, "Did Fengyi have anything to eat?"

The palace maid replied respectfully, "In reply to the emperor, Fengyi says he doesn't want to eat anything."

Then he came in and sat on the pillow to stroke the hair that had fallen over my head. He said gently, "This won't do, I have to eat something. "With me here, you don't have to think too much. I will treat you well, you know. I like you."

His smile was very gentle. His warm hand lifted the hair on my forehead. His peach blossom eyes were filled with a steady and reserved look.

Maybe I should believe he likes me. I don't want my kids to hate me in the future.

For the sake of the children, I have to back down.