When he returned, his incomparably handsome face was covered in a layer of frost. When he walked into the inner hall and saw me, his face changed into a smile. "I said I would be quick. I'll be back in a while."
The dinner was rather exquisite and rich, all the nourishment was given to me with a bowl, placed in the front row to eat.
I didn't reject any of them. Right now, my body is too weak, so it's better to be healthy when pregnant with a child. I'll eat whatever I give. He was a little flabbergasted as he said, "You're small and you can really eat it."
I just smiled and didn't say anything. I just continued to eat in silence.
I'm not a talker, and I'm not one who doesn't like to talk. It's just that in front of him, I can't relax my heart and speak to him without restraint.
No matter how amiable he was, he was still the emperor. He could just continue to chat with you nonstop and tell you to scram. I had already experienced that the best way to do that was to be quiet.
"Why aren't you talking?" He stopped his chopsticks and seemed disheartened.
"I'm full." I put down my chopsticks and looked at him with some restraint, even guarded and cautious.
He looked at me and drank the soup in great gulps, and I stood a little uneasily, waiting for him to give the order for me to go back, to stay in this magnificent palace, but there was never a soul
But there was no following, so he waited.
When he was full, he went out without saying where he was going. I just stood there for a long time before the palace maid came in and said, "Yun Fengyi, today the emperors went to where the beauty Zhang is. Please follow me, servant."
I didn't return to the Begonia Courtyard, but instead went to the inner wing of Zhenghua Palace. There were many rooms in Zhenghua Palace, and when I opened a door, I found a beautiful and exquisite dorm room. Under the soft white gauze, I carried a few pots of orchids, filled with a faint fragrance that filled the room with elegance and comfort.
"Fengyi, please rest here for today. This servant will listen to Fengyi outside the door." She poured the tea and put it on the table. Then she saluted and backed away, closing the door behind her.
When he opened the curtain, he saw a large bed with several pots of tender flowers. On the table were a few books, pen, ink, paper, and paper. They were all completely clean and simple.
On the dressing table was a beaded flower, a jade comb, and a bronze mirror. A wooden window in the south of the river was pasted with white paper.
I like to blow the wind like this, to make my mind clearer, to know where I stand.
But with a child you can't do this, close the window and light the candle, the orchids under the lamp spit out their fragrance, such beauty, I watched tenderly, finally a hand caressed the belly, until now I believe, I have a child.
Maybe it will really change my life, but I still have a lot of pleasure, I think, I will slowly find a way to get along with him.
I knew that I was unlikely to please him, and that I would have to learn these things in order to survive in the palace, and to have what was mine, and whether I would put them down or be stupid enough to learn them all at once.
When the weather was cold, no matter how warm the bed was, I would always feel that my entire body was ice-cold. The more I slept, the colder it became.
In the second half of the night, he felt a warm fire around him, so he snuggled up against it.
A pair of warm feet wrapped around my legs and grabbed my hands to warm them up. "Why are my hands still so cold," the husky voice said.
Half tired, half comfortable, half grumbling, he said, "You're here again."
He chuckled. "What again? Worried you'd be cold."
Hugging my waist, snuggling up to warm, very comfortable let me sleep until dawn.
It was only when the eunuch's voice called out from outside, "Your majesty, the time is here."
I woke up with a start. My feet were entwined with his, my hands were even in his clothes, sticking to the skin on his waist, and I was in his arms, feeling the warmth from head to toe, not wanting to move at all. I could clearly feel the warmth coming from his skin, the faint fragrance coming from his body, but my mind was still in a daze.
When he heard my father-in-law's voice, he gently pulled my hand from his waist, and with a warm kiss on my forehead, he whispered in a soft voice, "Little thing."
Gently, she picked up the soft pillow and stuffed it into my arms for me to carry. She even tucked me in before walking out of the room. She said in a low voice, "Quiet down. Tell the palace maids not to wake her up."
That eunuch laughed lightly and said in a low voice, "The emperor is really nice to have around."
"Don't say too much. We naturally treat her well, and she is not anyone else. She is Yun Zhiqiu." He was in a very good mood. He smiled and said, "Let her sleep a little more. If she gets up, you don't need to ask her what she eats. Bring it all up. This woman eats like a wolf or tiger."
After a long time, the sound of washing stopped, and the door opened and closed softly.
I hugged the soft pillow tight. It had his warmth, his faint scent.
Whether he let go of his worries and all his prejudices, he really did treat me well.
So warm, so many years of winter of the morning, is cold feet and feet to wake up, so warm to me yearning.
But I don't know how long this warmth will last for.
Mom said, before you learn to own, learn how to think about losing.