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Xia Junlan was actually afraid of getting hurt, but also wanted to have a child that he truly loved. He was also afraid of getting hurt, so he would also shrink back. Xia Junlan's name was very beautiful, I felt that he was a tyrannical person, so how could he have such a beautiful name? On that day, I remembered the beautiful stars, and I also engraved his name into my heart. I didn't know what to do to remove the uneasiness in his heart.

No matter how good we were, or how unconcerned we were about the past, I could feel the uneasiness in his heart.

Why was he crying? Didn't he slowly let go? He squeezed my hand. It was so warm, so warm, from the tips of his fingers to my elbows, to my heart, to all my senses.

That night's stars, must also be confused, and fell down, just happened to fall into the corner of his eyes, my eyes to collect ah.

Xu is still a bit of a good example of a big brother, look at the little sister is not jealous, do not care about her, but the baby can not, see me when I hold Xu, she will hold my hand I do not want to move.

The bright sun of July, so quietly looking, between us, quietly together.

It was like the wind in July, always so calm and light, not knowing what was going on. It was still the same corner, but the two hearts were scared, walking on thin ice, afraid that their steps would be too heavy, the ice could not handle being too careful.

The baby crawled on the bed quietly. Her fair and tender face was no longer the same as it was in the cold palace. She was becoming more and more cute. She was a cute little child, just that her face was unbearably sticky. However, her royal father still didn't like her.

Silent and intelligent, always sitting in a corner, watching the world with beautiful eyes, and occasionally I would take a bowl to knock on them, and I would owe someone a tune he would probably never hear again in his life, not playing the piano, but doing it instead.

The two children loved to listen, and if they were smarter, they would come crookedly over my back and laugh coquettishly, and then I would knock on him and pat him on my back, and I would slow down, and tap him, and he would slap me.

This time, the baby was displeased and crawled over to push him. Originally, it couldn't stand steadily either, but the two fellows were about to start fighting after pushing it down onto the ground.

I picked it up and put on a straight face. "Baby, if you do that, I'm angry."

She didn't understand, and cried when I hugged her.

He kissed her on the cheek. "Good girl, she's my little sister. Don't cry, she's a real man. If you have the guts, don't hold grudges against this little girl."

He grinned and looked at the crying baby with some pride on my shoulder.

These brats are so young and yet they have quite the scheming mind.

I was both angry and amused. Accompanying her was ignoring her baby, who sometimes went too far and couldn't develop such a personality. Even though I had to take care of her a bit more, I didn't want her to turn into a bad character that didn't care for what she wanted.

Holding the small hand on one side and knocking on it, he laughed while the baby on the other side cried even harder. The nanny by my side wanted to hug me to stop her. "Don't hug her, let her cry until she doesn't cry."

The nurse went out, and I still taught Xu leisurely, tapping him and teaching him to recite poetry. He was very clever, and never forgot to learn how to speak.

The baby cried more and more grievance, that voice makes people's heart soften, but I still hardened my heart. Having lived here for almost a month, I knew that she was very smart. Being young doesn't mean that she doesn't know. The brilliance in her eyes can't fool me.

I whispered to the baby, stopped crying, and slowly crawled over. She stood up slowly, clutching my clothes, her small hands clasped around my neck from behind, tears on my clothes, looking at me piteously, demanding my attention.

"Stop crying." He gently wiped away the tears on her face and embraced her in his arms. "In the future, just get along well with big brother. You two are siblings. Don't fight over anything, okay?"

Of course I don't understand, I just think that if I talk to her, she'll be satisfied.

He held a piece of sugar in his hand. He didn't want to eat it, but he still handed it over to the baby. The baby blinked as he took it and stuffed it into his mouth.

That's right, my father-in-law said. The Emperor has arrived, so I stood up to greet him.

"Are you tired?" he asked me, smiling.

As we walked inside, I lowered my shoulders. "It's still not like that. Every day, two little devils would fight over it. "I feel like I'm the Emperor. Someone is fighting for love." At least he had some pride.

He pinched my face, fanning the wind with his fan.

He put a hand on my shoulder for me to pinch. "If I really can't bring him over, then let the nanny watch him. Be more obedient. When it's about time, I'll let him learn to be independent."

"So small?" To be able to make him independent at just a little more than a year old, he must be right.

"At his age, I've already taught him what to like."

Who would have thought that compared to him, he was a child without a childhood. However, the flames of the seventh month were indeed so hot that it caused the surroundings to become silent.

In the past, he would always go out of the palace to have fun, but now that he rarely went, he would come to the next court to have a look. In the afternoon, when the other two fellows fell asleep, he would ask me to accompany him to take a look at his papers.

In Zhenghua Palace, without his permission, even Imperial Concubine Mu could not casually enter. Lu Yao was pregnant and would not come out to walk around. She knew that in the imperial harem, people were sinister and rarely came out to attract attention.

He squeezed my neck, relaxed, and took my hand.

As soon as he reached the door, he heard an earth-shattering cry. He quickly looked inside and saw that the baby was chewing on his missing finger.

He thought that they would really be together, but it turned out, sigh, that the child was still a child after all.

He carried the baby away, looking at his bleeding fingers and felt guilty. He patted the baby's butt a few times. "I really dare to bite. Did you get itchy teeth?" "He will not cry, he will not cry.

Squatting down to wipe his tears, he lightly blew on his finger: "Blowing is not painful, the Jiaji boy is good." I sighed and gave up. "Alright, I won't advise you anymore. If you want to cry, then cry. You can't cry when you grow up."

Your baby's attack power is really strong, but if you hug her, she'll be very obedient, making people unable to control their hearts to say anything to her.

"Come to royal father's place." He squatted down and called out, "Father, do you feel any pain?"

Xu Que walked over crookedly and threw himself into his arms, crying, "It hurts …"

"This child is really ruthless, Zhiqiu …" He wants me to see him off again.

"It's okay, I will teach the baby well. Two kids are pretty good together, didn't you say you were always alone when you were young? You must know how it feels to let Xu and the baby be together, and now it's going to be a bit of a ruckus, but I don't know if Xu likes it, either. " The baby wants him to hug her, but he never looks at her, so the baby can only rely on me.

He felt that more and more changes were happening to him. He was no longer as domineering as before, and now he would calm his heart and look at the child. He would walk with the help of Zhexiu, hug him, and teach him how to speak.

Paternal love in the face, gradually appear, and the baby still rarely look at it.

Some things are like thorns. I didn't want to pull on them to make him feel pain, because even though Li Fei was older than him by a few years, he had no choice but to marry her at that time. After that, she became jealous and controlled him, which made him hate her from the bottom of his heart.

"Zhiqiu, this year's summer vacation, you should come along as well. The palace is indeed hot."

Something happened last year that didn't happen. I nodded.

He smiled at me as if he was afraid I wouldn't go.

At lunchtime, the baby was a little upset by the fever and refused to eat, so I hugged her and patted her back and had to blow on her face to make her feel worse. He picked up some food and brought it to my mouth.

I didn't notice it and looked at him as if I didn't dare to eat. He felt a little awkward and said, "Eat some."

A kind of soft and warm warmth appeared. We were just like an ordinary couple. One of us would take care of our children while the other would be more considerate. He opened his mouth to eat the food he brought, sighed and said, "The baby is a little hot, I think we should get the royal physician to come and take some medicine for her this afternoon."

He gave me food and soup, and looked down at the baby in my arms and quickly looked away.

I know that we are all being very careful. We don't know when or what will happen to break the silence.

After eating, I slept with the baby, thinking to take the two little guys to take shelter from the summer heat. I really had to pack up many things, even though I was called a palace maid, the people at Zhenghua Palace knew my identity, and I was far from a palace maid. The emperor cherished and doted on me. I only need to look at the two children, and most of the time I carry them around the garden in the long corridors of the Zhenghua Palace.

He knew how to walk, but he couldn't walk for long anymore. The baby had to be carried completely, so it was very tiring for each person to carry two, just as he had said.

However, it was also good to be tired. This way, one did not need to think too much or think too much about whose child this was. How great it would be if he had a child of his own. He really didn't want to think about anything else.

Whether the baby slept or liked to scratch my hair, or liked to hold my fingers with one hand, so that she could relax, the afternoon heat was extremely big, the palace maid with a fan to brush away the heat.

However, I could not sleep. I could not help sighing in my heart. The palace was in the middle of a summer vacation, but what about the northwest side? The harem doesn't allow these things to be discussed, but I'm still concerned about the war there. I don't know what's going on, but I hope nothing will happen.

He felt a bit uncomfortable and quietly got up after seeing the baby sleeping so that the palace maid could continue to fan the wind. He then walked alone to the garden to take a seat.

Look at the tree full of white clean ah, sitting on the reclining chair fragrant breeze slowly, came hot breath and annoyance. I raised my head to look at the flowers, only to see faint white light hitting my body.

I really wanted to know that he was safe, but I didn't dare to ask, ask, or find out.

The Palace of the Righteous Flowers, isolated from the news, accompanied by either the crying of the child or the laughter of the child. It was clearly the most relaxed and happiest time. The more he walked, the more perplexed he would be.

The Wolf Fang was still hanging around my neck. This was the only thing that left a deep impression on me. I only dared to touch those round wolf teeth in the middle of the night when no one was around, since the northwest wind couldn't blow into the palace. I'm trying to forget about you. It's better for everyone.

The wind was getting colder and colder, and when I woke up in the blink of an eye, I saw him standing there, waving his fan in the wind, and the wind was blowing at me, and he was happily flipping through his book, sweat trickling down his cheeks.

I really don't want him to do these things. It really weighs down on me. I want to be more relaxed, a bit more relaxed. Unfortunately, his favor is too heavy. It will always make me feel some pain.

"He woke up." He said lightly, "Eat some sour plum soup. I heard it's summer."

At some point in time, there was another small table here. I wiped my face and stretched my back before giving him a sweet smile.

"Sleeping so comfortably, those two little guys didn't disturb me today."

He drank the sour plum soup and sighed at his meticulousness. After drinking a mouthful, he complained, "You have to put some ice on it to taste good." It was cool to drink like that.

"Your body is cold, so you can't eat too much ice."

"Sigh, it's such a hot day. Do you know if there's someone selling sour plum soup outside the capital? The lotus seed glacial water there is so delicious."

"I know. I never go, and I won't even look at you when I pass by."

I pulled his hand. "Hur hur, ha-ha. Here, drink with you."

He frowned. "It's too sour. I don't want it."

I picked it up and slowly drank. He put down the book and said, "Zhiqiu, the northwest side has already calmed down."

Why would he suddenly mention this to me?

However, he lightly smiled and caressed my face with one hand. "I want you to be very happy and very easily follow me to the mountain resort. What happened last year is a regretful pain."

"It's been settled so quickly?" I murmured.

Last year's incident, this year, let's not talk about it anymore. It's over, it's hurt, it's hard to tell what's there.

He nodded his head, "Yes, it has been settled. Zhen ceded the land to Lang Teng and gave him the money and food. That was with our goodwill and sincerity. We had Xia Junchang take him to Lang Teng."

I didn't know what to say, but he saw through my thoughts and said, "You don't have to worry. He went to Lang Teng to ask for help, not to cause trouble. Moreover, he went to Lang Teng, so he won't be hurt."

As he said this, his eyes flashed with a dull sadness.

But I don't know. I thought he saw the concern in my heart.

Indeed, he was afraid that Xia Juntang would suffer a loss in the Soaring Wolf, because Langxiao was a man not to be trifled with. As the Young Lord, he dared to go alone to the Great Zhao and train in the Northwest.

He looked up at the green grass, almost too light for me to hear.

I looked up and could only smell the scent of flowers. Those white flowers quietly bloomed.

I said, "I don't want to know. Really, let's go to the mountain resort earlier. I want to eat the fish you said. I want to see the white fog you said. I also want to be more carefree there." As long as he didn't hurt so much, it would be fine.

The northwest region is too far away. The matter over there always took a long time before it got to the capital. If I knew what had happened earlier, I believe that the fog over there would have already dissipated.