I smiled. "I'm not playing. I'll formally announce to you that I'm going to fight for the favor."
He also laughed, "I await your arrival."
"There are too many people ahead of me. I have to cut in line."
"I'll allow it." he said quickly.
When I went down the mountain, I didn't think it would be more difficult than going up the mountain. I jumped down, and when the fog cleared to the point where there was almost no trace of it, those strange pebbles came out from the mountain. It was indeed an excellent place with an excellent terrain.
I jumped on his back. "Can you carry me down?"
"I'm lazy." he asked with a chuckle.
I vigorously nodded my head. "I'm too lazy. I really want someone to carry me down the mountain. Hur Hur."
"You lazy cat." He pulled me over and pushed me forward, "You can't stay here. Your body is so weak that you need to walk around a lot. Hurry up, I'll bring you to the foot of the mountain for breakfast."
"It's true." I cried out in joy, "Is it just the two of us?"
"Naturally, I will not bring anyone with me when I leave the palace."
I knew that he was also a free man, and I liked this kind of life too, letting him push me down one step at a time. He would carefully hold on to my shoulder, afraid that if I missed a second step and accidentally twisted my foot, then there would be nothing left to say about the things I planned to play with.
Halfway down the mountain to the Villa, he let my father-in-law take me to the hot spring to bathe.
Soaking in that warm water, my four limbs and the eight bones were all relaxed. Feeling exceptionally spirited, I walked out lightly. The palace maid said that the emperor is still dealing with government affairs, so I went to look for two little fellows.
It was a terrible cry, a man taking up a place to cry himself, but when he saw me coming in he threw himself forward, and even the baby got up and stood with his back against the wall, looking at me piteously.
Then the little man who came rushing in, I kissed him on the cheek: "How can you cry? "Obediently, from now on, there will be a palace maid to take you away. Don't cry."
He buries his head sadly on my shoulder and puts his little hands around my neck. "Mufei."
"Good child, don't cry, don't cry!" Wiping his white face, he said, "Be good."
Even Baby wanted to come over, but she was afraid to fall, and seeing me cry harder, I smiled at her. "Baby, come over here, come over here, not afraid, sigh, step by step."
She still didn't seem to dare. I stood up and led her closer. I was just two steps away from her when I said, "Baby, come here."
She let go of me and threw herself at me. I hugged her and wiped the tears from her little face. I smiled and comforted her, "Don't cry."
"Howl." She cried even louder, her arms around my neck. Just like a child abandoned by its mother, who had finally found its mother.
I was just leaving for the morning, and they were like this, and the Emperor was right, they couldn't stick together so much, and they'd be tired, and they'd have to learn to grow slowly, to be independent.
I sat down and hugged one of them as I listened to their cries. I felt somewhat blissful. "Alright, stop crying. Come, let me bring you guys to see the flowers."
Carrying one person in each hand was too strenuous, only holding one person in each hand, two people who didn't know how to walk very well, holding each other's hand and slowly walking forward. Outside, the palace maids quickly followed them, the flowers outside were so beautiful that the child would forget to cry if he saw something fresh and beautiful.
There was porridge and something to drink on the small table, and I let the nurse feed her. I held the baby and fed her first, then forgot what crying was when she was full and crawled to pick flowers.
I told the nanny to tell them to watch and let the two of them be together, so that they wouldn't be so lonely, or else they'd have to cry.
I was eating breakfast when I saw him. There was still some water in his hair, so when he sat down, I asked the maid to wipe the water from the ends of his hair with a towel.
He didn't mind having our breakfast. After eating a bowl of porridge, he looked at the two children and said, "Just let them watch the children. Let's go. I'll take you to fish."
"Do you believe that I will cry as soon as I leave them?" I want to show off a little.
"I don't believe you."
"Let's bet on a fish." I stood up and deliberately asked the palace maid to bring me my veil. I heard my voice and looked up at the two fellows playing in the flowers. I turned and walked away.
The two of them threw away the flowers in their hands, walking faster, the baby hadn't even learned to walk before crawling over.
He raised his eyebrows and smiled with his dark eyes. "You did it on purpose."
"I did it on purpose."
He smiled and put his head back and looked idly at the baby and the baby.
I wiped the mud off my hands and said, "How about this, you help me coax the baby not to cry, I don't want your fish."
He knew what I meant and smiled faintly. "I'd rather give you fish."
"Stingy." It's really not cute, why don't you hug your baby. The baby finally crawled over and hugged her, and when I picked her up, she wouldn't let go of my clothes.
She was also extremely intelligent and really liked me. Her white and tender face pounced on my face, causing me to be overjoyed from the kiss. She pulled on my clothes and softly said, "Mufei, kiss."
"Alright, I'll give one a kiss. The most obedient is the best is Xu, you won't cry at all. Xu Wangfei, you're bringing you to fish, alright?"
He frowned. "If you really want to bring two brats with you, I won't carry them."
"Yes, I did. Look at how we can let them go now. Just take them to play. Actually, they are very obedient and play with themselves." But most of what he heard was their crying.
I can't bear for them to cry so heartlessly.
He said lightly, "Zhiqiu, you like children so much. If you gave birth to them, wouldn't you be able to give up everything and not care about anything once you have children?"
I nodded, then smiled. "What's the use of talking about it now? I'll never have another baby. " Thinking about the bowl of medicine was not only bitter, but also painful.
And to the baby, I can't hate, her small hands grabbed my clothes very obediently in my arms, black eyes flashing with a kind of peaceful peace, I can't hate, baby, to you, your crying, your smile, will soften my heart.
"Hur hur." She looked at me and smiled, burying her face in my shoulder as if it were perfectly comfortable.
"These two children are too sticking to you. Not good." He was a little sour, so I held his hand and led him over. "Xu, your royal father is jealous. Come, give your royal father a kiss. Tell him not to be angry."
"Father." he cried softly.
"You're quite smart, grow up a little. If not, someone will not forgive me. royal father will tell you, a man is heaven, but a woman is the thing that can affect the heavens."
"Women are not things." I pouted. "Xu, stop calling him. Come, let's go and play with the water."
Going down the mountain is not walking, but sitting on a slider. I am a little worried that if I were to slip, I would really fall. Although the slider kept its balance, the next step was a bit of a bump. After sitting for a while, I said, "I think it's better if I get off and walk."
I'm afraid, why should I be afraid of death now? Hehe, humans are really strange. In the past, I never frowned in the face of death.
He also came down and accompanied me down. The sun didn't seem to be as hot here as it was in the palace, and it was nice to walk in the cool breeze.
The palace maid followed, carrying Xu and the baby in her arms. They wouldn't be afraid to see me anyway.
I liked it when I looked at the path where the plank had come out. On the second side was a waist-high railing, and the bridge led straight to the center of the lake. The lake was so quiet and so big, with a faint chill on the cool green water, and it was beautiful to watch the plank swirling around and around and refusing to leave, stepping on the clean plank, my clothes rustling in the wind.
The surrounding lake is full of white flowers, reflected in the water, the long green leaves, how did a quiet beauty, this really is like a fairyland, if not for the palace maids, I would have taken off my shoes and run, feet against the wood taste, must be very comfortable.
"Do you like it?"
I nodded vigorously and smiled back at him. "I love it here."
Ah, the wind is so cold, blowing my hair in a mess, so comfortable, the sun here, why is it so gentle? Occasionally, the wind would blow past the clouds, causing the sunlight to block out its path before quickly leaving. The lake water was half dark green and half dark green, how could it be so beautiful that it would make one feel embarrassed?
I suddenly thought, "Humans are really intangible. Under the heavens, there are so many beautiful things one can not grasp. Why not work hard to grasp some, retain some, and remember some very beautiful things?" He really wanted to run with the passing of time. Wouldn't that be silly? But when he recalled, he felt a kind of feeling that was worth igniting.
I put my hands to my mouth and shouted, "Ah!"
After that, I closed my eyes and listened. Between the heaven and earth, there was a response to my voice. Ah, ah, ah …
"Crazy." He took me by the hand and went to the end of the room to sit down. Eunuch Chen and his men came to prepare some fishing things, and we retreated far away.
"Do you like it?" he asked me gently.
I nodded with a smile. "Very much."
"When I see your eyes, all I see is laughter. I am very happy, and all I see in your heart is relief."
I smiled and leaned my head on his shoulder. "Can we come here every year? It's too beautiful, and if we quarrel, then it won't be good for us. If you think of me here, you have to remember, don't leave me behind."
He placed his hand on my waist. "Are you willing to follow me for your entire life? Use your heart, use your soul."
"I will." "No," I said softly.
The fishhook is floating, the green water causes ripples to spread out, our reflection is thick black become sweet, I want us to start over, you let go of your heart, I throw away my past.
We must be together, we must be together, we must be together, we must live a life, but never speak of anything else.
"In your heart, don't blame yourself anymore. Let bygones be bygones. The wind can remember how many grievances there are. Roaring at you and pressing you down feels very comfortable."
"Really?" He looked at me suspiciously.
"Of course, I was shouting too just now. It's very comfortable now."
"I am not like you. I am like a fool. "Look, I've caught a fish." He pulled the hook and a fish jumped out of the water.
Then I untied the fish and put it in the bucket. "I have some fish to eat at noon. I want some fish soup."
"I'll let you have the fish feast at noon." Excited, he put down the hook again and went fishing.
I let the fish eat the bait and put the bait on. When he asked me what I wanted, I said seriously, "Fishing is better than fishing. You have to be intelligent and have depth in your work."
"I'm hungry for a meal at noon. I think we can go deeper."
Leaning lazily against him, it was as if he could depend on him for the rest of his life. The wind is so cold, the heart is peaceful, I try to enjoy these things.
In life, what can I grasp, all my relatives leave me, I will never again, I think I can't escape the palace, I can't leave his hands, I will love once, to see if love can let my sadness erase.
His sadness and his pain made me think that the Emperor was not without love.
"Jun Lan." I called out softly, "How about we go down to the mountains tomorrow and let me live an ordinary couple's life."
"Yes, since I'm in a good mood, I'll bring you there."
I sweetly smiled and turned my head to look at him. "Xia Junlan, you're so pretty, even prettier than me. What do we do? I feel a little inferior looking at you."
He glanced at me.
"But why do you like me so much?"
"You're really thick-skinned, saying that I like you. Alright, you need a reason. Because you're not good-looking, I want you by my side. Only in this way will I have an elegant demeanor."
"…" I pinch him.
He laughed lightly, "Don't be unwilling. If you want to look better, you have to be reborn."
"Your mouth still won't forgive me. My heart is beautiful."
He laughed very happily, throwing away his fishing rod to hug me and rub my hair. "How did I get a darling? I didn't know that you would please me this much."
"Hehe, then if you want to have fun, then don't pamper Imperial Concubine Mu."
"Is this the beginning of the competition?" he asked curiously.
I nodded. "Yes, you said cut the line for me because you said I was like her, but I'm not her. I can't see her."
"Seems like your goal is too sharp. You haven't learned it yet, but you'll have to return to the cold palace to temper yourself."
He was not sad, because he was right beside me, and there was no other woman in his heart to tell me about it.
It was always far, not far at all, and one could reach out and touch it forever.
The wind was the gentlest on the lake. The child was playing by the shore, and he was by my side.
How can it be a fish when it has returned with a great harvest?" Time, will take us more careful.
When the wind blew, he would pick up my clothes, and when it was too hot, he fanned me with a fan that he pretended not to notice.
The love of an emperor, so I think I know Yun Qiu died without regret.