Que Yan said softly, "there is a tumor in my brain. It has been in my brain since I was born. It has grown up with my age. Now it is two centimeters in my brain. The doctor said that when this brain tumor grows to three centimeters, it will oppress the most important blood vessels in my brain So, one day, I'll burst my blood vessel and die. "
She was stunned, as if she had heard the Arabian Nights and looked at que Yan with disbelief. "Why What brain tumor After a while, her mouth just spit out a few words rationally.
Que Yan still said with a shallow smile, "I don't even know the meaning of this matter, only my parents and I know So, over the past 30 years, I've tried my best to make my life a complete one, and that's why I've become a cynical Playboy... "
She slowly loosened the collar of Que Yan, shook her head in dismay, and said, "how could How could Do you look so vigorous? "
Que Yan closed his eyes, this time did not open for a long time, he seems to be dissolving the pain in his heart. "The doctor asserted that I could not live to be thirty-five years old. Therefore, there was never a word for emotion in my life plan So when I realized that I was interested in arrow, I chose to escape. "
She stares at que Yan, with a sad smile, but looks like a joking face. Her throat chokes up, "you are so What about arrow? "
"That's why I turned her down yesterday." Que Yan's eye corner Qin out a drop of tears, very clear and clear. "I know how much courage she mustered to come to me, and how much harm I would bring her if I refused her. But I have no choice, I can only do this, because she and I will never have a future Maybe it will hurt her a lot if I refuse her at this moment, but if one day I suddenly leave her when we are in love, the pain will be even more fatal... " Que Yan said that every word was laughing, but the laughter was full of the desolation of seeing through the world.
She stood still for a long time, tears falling uncontrollably, and said to herself, "why is this so? How could this happen? "
If que Yan has something to do, what can Yaru do? What about jarou's children?
Ya Ru loves que Yan so much. Even if que Yan deliberately lets Ya Ru let go by hurting her, can ya Ru really put down que Yan in this life?
"Why didn't you say it before, why..." She began to beat que Yan's chest, beating hard, leaving no room.
Que Yan stood in the same place and let her revenge for her good friend. Her eyes were always tightly closed, only tears slipped out of his eyes.
Finally, she stopped beating que Yan, but the whole person leaned against the cold wall behind her and said in a daze, "what do you want ya Ru to do?"
Que Yancai opened his eyes and looked through the glass window at ya Ru, who was lying in the hospital bed like a deep sleep. He said hoarsely, "everything is my fault. Without this child, Yaru might not have suffered as much as today Now I just hope that when she wakes up later, you don't tell her that I came to see her
She covered her mouth and imagined the pain that the words had brought to ya Ru. She sobbed, "will she die? Now that medicine is so developed, tumors are not completely incurable, not to mention that day... "
Que Yan looked at her with a painful smile in her eyes. "This tumor has been diagnosed as malignant since I was a child. Fortunately, it grows very slowly, which has made me have a stable life for decades I used to hope that it could be cured in the future. Unfortunately, the medicine of my time could not catch up with the deterioration of this brain tumor in my brain. The last time I took Yaru home, my attending doctor diagnosed me. He still did not change his previous judgment, and only let me continue to enjoy the next few years... "
"But this is too cruel for Yaru. You can stay with Yaru and leave Yaru for a reason after a few years. You can't just..." She rushed out these words without thinking. At this moment, she just wanted que Yan to accompany Ya Ru. She didn't want the two lovers to get such a result.
"Qingyou, do you really want me to do this?" Que Yan Ru wet eyes looked at her, low sand said.
She was slightly stunned.
Que Yan continued, "do you really want her to lose me when she can't lose, not when everything can be changed?"
Once again, she held her mouth tightly to avoid sobbing. "Is there time for everything to change?"
Que Yan laughed, "yes, as long as she puts me down from this moment, her life can continue to write happiness Otherwise, her life will be ruined. "
At this moment, she finally understood why Que's mother cared about the child in Ya Ru's stomach, and wanted Ya Ru to marry que Yan, so that the child in Ya Ru's stomach could become a member of the que family
It turns out that this is because his parents knew that he could not live to be 35 years old. In order to get the property of the whole family, the couple needed the next generation of Que Yan
She is really slow enough. When Yaru mentioned this to her, she should question it
Because of her vagueness, she constantly urges Ya Ru to go to que Yan to express her feelings, which makes her life in danger today.If she didn't get involved, Yaru and que Yan might sign a divorce agreement after the birth of the child. Then Yaru and que Yan will become passers-by from now on. Yaru will never experience the pain of being rejected by que Yan himself
Yaru is about to wake up. What should she say to her? How can she appease Yaru, who is now in extreme pain?
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Que Yan went to the baby room to hold his daughter, but after all, he left the hospital.
She sat on the edge of the bed looking at ya Ru, who had not yet woken up. Although she controlled her mood, her eyes were covered with thin water mist.
Ya Ru finally wakes up slowly from her sleep. At the moment when she opens her eyes, although she is very weak, her voice is calm, "quiet..."
She closed her eyes and decided to hide ya Ru according to que Yan. Then she opened her eyes and looked at her best friend with a smile, "you girl, you scared me to death, you know?"
Ya Ru seemed to know that que Yan would not be here at all, so she didn't even look around. She just looked at her and tried to support her will, "my child Are you all right? "
She nodded her head and firmly held Yaru's hand from the quilt. She said seriously, "don't worry about your daughter. She's in the baby room now. The doctor will hold her to you later..."
"That's good." Ya Ru slowly turned her head and looked at the smallpox with a little dull eyes. The pale, bloodless lips opened slowly, "quiet, he really doesn't love me Although such a result is very hurtful and humiliating, it is better than my trembling hope Now, I can finally put him down and have nothing to do with him any more. "
She did not know how to comfort her friends, nor dare to tell the truth to ya Ru. She could only shake her head.
Ya Ru gently smiles, "don't feel bad for me, quiet I'm fine. I'm sure I'll find someone who really loves me in the future Remember what I said? God is fair, how much pain it has given me will make up for how much happiness it will give me in the future. "
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