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Just like that, Su Yuewu was placed under house arrest in the palace. Without restricting her personal freedom, he could wander around, followed by two silent shadows, higher than her kung fu skills. Because her internal energy was useless, she was no longer watched by them and felt indignant. She was always wandering around the palace when there was no one around. When there was no one around, she drew the place she had been to today in an attempt to find a way to leave the palace.

The palace was truly too big. It would not be that easy to find the way out of the palace by relying on the place she had been to. The two silent shadows behind her were also her greatest obstacle. How troublesome!

Every day, after finishing her business, Gu Xiluo would come to see him. She knew that there was nothing she could do to him. He was the master of this place, so no one could stop him. They would occasionally play chess, and occasionally he would accompany her on walks in the imperial garden, from one palace to the other. The two of them would chat nonchalantly, but this didn't make Su Yuewu too bored.

He didn't have many concubines, only three or five in total. They were all cowardly, very gentle and pure, and although their appearances couldn't be considered devastatingly beautiful, and were even more dazzling than Gu Ximing's current appearance, they felt very comfortable being together with them, like a single person. Su Yuewu thought about it for a moment, and realized that she looked very similar to his older brother, Gu Qishao. They had probably heard Gu Ximing's words and had always come to see the sickly Su Yuewu, talking to her endlessly. They had always talked about family matters, such as what clothes to wear with what color skirt, and what flowers to embroider with what color silk.

Su Yuewu slowly got used to these days where there weren't many emotions. There wouldn't be those kind of wanton laughter, but no one would hurt her and stab her in the heart. But whether this was the life she really wanted, she wasn't sure.

One afternoon, Su Yuewu and Gu Ximing went for a walk together. The sky slowly turned cold, leaving no one's palace as cold as it was now. Every day, Su Yuewu would go out more and more to bask in the sun. Gu Xi Mu was always accompanying her. Without those two shadows following her, Su Yue Wu felt that this Gu Xi Mu in front of her wasn't too annoying.

This time, it was a bit far. Suddenly, Su Yuewu discovered a large patch of lavender. It was no longer the time for it to bloom, and most of them looked like grass. Su Yuewu had grown lavender before, so when she saw this weed like plant, she immediately recognized it as lavender. She involuntarily moved forward.

When Gu Ximing saw the large amount of lavender, she hesitated for a moment as if she was also very surprised. After reacting, she turned around and was about to head back. Su Yuewu loved this place, so she asked, "Why did you leave so quickly? I like this place. Let me rest." Gu Xiluo didn't say anything and just stood to the side, accompanying Su Yuewu.

Not far away, there was a swing under a tree. Su Yuewu slowly sat on it. Suddenly, the swing slowly began to shake. Gu Ximing was helping her push the swing from behind. It had been a long time since Su Yuewu had sat on a swing. After she sat on it, her mood improved along with the swing.

Today, his voice sounded especially gentle. He asked, "Are you going to raise it a little higher?" Su Yuewu held onto Qiujia tightly and loudly said, "Okay, a little higher, a little higher." She laughed out loud, enjoying this moment. Only at times like these could she see the blue sky even larger than the one above her head. She quietly enjoyed this moment. It was as if he couldn't make up for the lack of childhood in his previous life. Such a moment was truly beautiful!

Not far away, the leaves of Ginkgo biloba were fluttering in the air like yellow butterflies dancing in this lonely place. For some inexplicable reason, Su Yuewu thought of a very old song in Cantonese: "How much love do you have in the mortal world? If you do happy things with a lover, don't ask if it's fate or calamity. "

Gu Xiluo suddenly asked, "What song did you sing?" Su Yuewu didn't expect herself to sing it out loud.

I had to sing that song to him. When Su Yuewu thought of these lyrics, she also felt that it was a bit ironic. The lover she had thought of had left a long time ago, while she and her unfathomable opponent were now in an unknown place. She was singing to him, while he was rocking on the swing for her. However, he could only accept this fact. At least, his current state wasn't too bad.

Both of them were tired, lying on the yellow grass in the yard. His red clothes were tangled in her white, gingko was falling on their bodies little by little.

His voice rang out amidst this tranquil atmosphere. "This is my mufei's palace."

Su Yuewu was somewhat astonished, but she didn't know what to say as she quietly listened. His voice slowly rose again, "I haven't been here in a long time either. If it weren't for you today, I would have forgotten mufei's palace. "You and her are on good terms. She likes it here and she likes the swing too."

Su Yuewu remembered the things that Leng Fanyun had told her about Gu Ximing. When he was eight years old, he had helped his mother regain her favor, and at the same time, poisoned her father with poison. In a childhood that was not favoured by her father, the best time would be to live in this courtyard with her mother, right?

For some inexplicable reason, Su Yuewu began to understand his mood swings, his loneliness, and his sadness. "Your mufei will definitely love you very much." She spoke slowly, not caring whether he heard her or not, "But I, the mother in my memory is always very cold to me, the nominal father does not care about me, I don't even know who my real father is. I've only had myself since I was young. I only had a maid who was good to me. Her name is Bing'er, you should have found out by now. "Later on, she accompanied me and married into the Shangguan family. My nominal husband also never cared about me, until the day he married the second wife. The Imperial City was abuzz with matters, and only after that did I start living for myself."

Su Yuewu said half-truthfully. Only at this moment did Gu Ximu's personality become the most defenseless and softest. She continued, "Tian Tian was born from a strange fruit. Even if all of you wanted to snatch him away because he was the reincarnation of the God of Death, he was just a child to me. With him, my life wouldn't be that difficult. As for Leng Fanyun, I had truly loved him in the past, but in exchange, I received such an outcome. I admit that I need them. Only with them can I truly feel safe. So I didn't tell you that if I were to tell someone else my most important lifeline, I really wouldn't have any sense of security at all, do you understand? "

Gu Xi Mu didn't turn to look at her, but his hand was covered by Su Yue Wu's. He sighed softly: "We're all one kind of people." He began to tell his story.

When I was young, I knew that my mother's concubine wasn't favoured. We were living a bad life. Although she was the imperial concubine in name, but her clothes and food were all taken away. In our memories, we never had enough to eat. During the winter, the palace maids did not even give them enough charcoal or clothes. The two of them had to stay in bed and close the window tightly. Cover yourself with all your clothes and quilts.

She didn't know how to feel for mufei when she was young. I was still trembling in bed. He whispered to mufei, "Mufei, I'm cold." Mufei had no choice but to untie her own clothes and place both my hands and feet on her softest part of her body. I remember now that she gently said to me, "Mu Er is good, this way it won't be cold." I fell asleep slowly in her arms, but she didn't sleep well all winter.

She also liked this swing, which she always sat on in the spring and autumn. I helped her shake it from behind. At that time, she was always very happy and said, "Mu Er, raise it a bit, raise it a little bit."

By chance, I slowly began to have books, clothes and food will not be less. I swear, I will let mufei live a better life. Imperial Father really liked a girl when he was alive. Her favorite flower was lavender. I went to collect them, and when the lavender bloomed, the room was filled with the fragrance of lavender. Then I found a reason to ask my father to come over. He saw the courtyard full of purple flowers and cried bitterly. My mother's wife passed a handkerchief to him. He then embraced my mother's wife. Thus, I used another woman's reason to bring the mufei back into favor.

So as not to be beaten back into the same position one day, I joined hands with my uncle and moved slowly closer to him. I feel guilty, but I have to. Finally, I got everything, but mufei didn't enjoy it. She always had a severe cold. It was because when I was young, I was insensible and always let mufei hug me and never let me get cold. However, she never got full and couldn't get warm.

She passed away last winter, and now I'm the only one in this vast palace.

He turned around and looked at her. "Why don't you accompany me? I am the crown prince from the past. No one else can bully you now."

Su Yuewu looked at him, but didn't address him as' Your Majesty '. Right now, they were just two lonely children. "Gu Ximing, do you love me?"

There was something shining in Gu Xiluo's eyes. "I loved a person, but I can never get it. "But I also feel lonely, you see. Leng Fanyun doesn't want you anymore, so why don't we just stay together and live together?"

Gu Ximing's gaze at that instant was very old. She understood a bit, but also seemed to not understand a bit. But she knew she was in no danger. It was also good to be like this; he would never see him again, far away from the martial arts world.

In the future, she wouldn't feel sad, so she didn't need to worry about her and Tian Tian wandering aimlessly. No love is good, just like this is a life, and I am a queen! How many people would envy themselves!

She laughed until her tears came out and said, "Alright, I promise you."