Jingbao'er bit her lip and glared at her big red eyes. She began to keep her ears up, waiting to hear what Jingrong was going to say next
Jing Rong was silent for a while, then lit a cigarette and took a deep puff -
after spitting out all the smoke in his mouth, Jing Rong looked at Song Limei and said, "sister-in-law, do you remember the first time you took bao'er into Jing's living room?"
"Yes, how could I forget..." Song Limei said.
Hearing song Limei's words, Jingrong took a deep breath of smoke again, and then said, "I remember that night, it rained heavily outside. At that time, I was sitting in the living room with the old man, my two sisters, Duan qianrong and Leng leiran watching TV..."
"We watched TV, my elder brother took you and bao'er into the door. As soon as you entered the door, I noticed the little girl behind you at the first sight."
"She wore two long braids, a white knee length dress, beautiful things, and her eyes and eyebrows were full of fear, rejection, and indifference to the strange environment."
"Just at a glance, this girl came into my heart After that, I fell in love with this girl... "
"It's because I've taken care of her, so later, when she was bullied by Duan qianrong and Leng leiran, I couldn't see her and helped her."
"It's just because of my heart that I take her to play with me. When she is sad, I comfort her and give her warmth..."
Jing Rong said every word seriously
Finish saying all words, afterward, Jing Rong then deeply smoked a cigarette.
Song Limei was shocked and couldn't say a word
It turns out that from the first day when jingbao'er entered Jingbao's home, Jingrong took care of jingbao'er
"Later, when she was 12 years old, she got into trouble, and the old man insisted on driving her out of the Jing family. At that time, I secretly begged my father behind your back, and even knelt in his room all night But even so, I can't change my father's mind... "
"Later, bao'er was driven away After she left Jingbao's house, I was sad for a long time. I even begged him to take Jingbao back
"After she left Jing's home, for a long time, I felt empty in my heart, especially painful."
"It was at that time that I realized how deeply I felt for jingbao'er."
"It was also at that time that I realized that I didn't just like jingbao'er, but deeply love her Deep love "
" is also aware of their deep love for jingbao'er, aware of their own heart that terrible feelings, so I did not mention to the old man, let jingbao'er go home. "
"At that time, although I was very young, I also knew that we were uncles and nephews. We couldn't be together. If we were together, it would be unreasonable."
"So, I began to try to forget Jing bao'er and everything between us. Later, in order to completely forget this person, I even went abroad to study..."
"In those years, in order to forget jingbao'er, I really thought of many ways, but I couldn't forget them..."
"The world says that the fourth member of the Jing family is cold and forbidding. He doesn't like women. But who knows that the reason why I don't like women is that the person who is close to me is not Jing bao'er?"
Jingrong said word by word. At the end, Jingrong took a deep puff.
After hearing what Jing Rong said, song Limei was even more shocked.
Shocked, the mouth is open into an "O" shape
Song Limei wants to speak, but she can't say it at all.
Really, I can't say a word of shock.
Outside the window, on the balcony and in the corner, jingbao'er was also shocked. Even his brain began to hum
Seeing that song Limei was shocked and speechless, Jingrong took another puff of smoke and then said, "later, after my elder brother died, you suddenly said that you wanted to take Jingbao back. At that time, I was happy and afraid. I was happy that I could see the girl again, and I was afraid that I could not control my feelings when the girl came back Love... "
"Later, I went straight to her uncle's home in Lingbo county with this kind of fear and excitement. Then, his uncle told me that Jing bao'er had gone to work in a nightclub to collect his tuition...."
"When I heard this, I was really very angry I always thought that she had a good life in Lingbo county. I really didn't expect that she had such a bad life. A 19-year-old had to work in a nightclub to raise her tuition.... "
"At that time, I really blame myself. I really shouldn't be self righteous. I shouldn't think that she had a good life If I had investigated her earlier, I would have found out that she was not doing well at all. If I had found out that she was not doing well at all, I would have taken her to my side... "Jingrong said word by word again. When talking about it, Jingrong's hand holding the cigarette trembled slightly.
"Later, I took her back home. When she came back to Jing's home again, I always told myself that she was my niece and I was her uncle. Nothing should happen between us..."
"I really have been trying to restrain myself, but what about this little girl? As soon as she came back, she told me that she liked me, and then she came close to me in different ways. The more I rejected her, the closer she came to me... "
"I have pushed her away countless times, but I can't push her away. In the end, I can't hold her any more..."
After Jing Rong finished all this, he stopped talking.
At this time, the cigarette between his fingers was almost burnt out
When the cigarette burned to the skin, he quickly threw the burnt out cigarette into the ashtray on the tea table and pressed it out.
After a long silence, song took a deep breath. Then she looked at Jing Rong and said, "old four I didn't expect you to love her so much I always thought that you were just attracted by her, just for a moment
Song Limei really didn't think of it. She didn't think of it.
"Do you think if I don't like a woman, I'll give her a chance to hook me? Sister in law If I don't like anyone, then this person doesn't even have a chance to get close to me. " Jing Rong and Dao.