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With that, her heart began to ache again.

I can't suppress myself.

In order to make herself comfortable, she quickly bit the back of her right hand

In an instant, teeth are deep, into the white and tender skin.

The smell of blood in the mouth is spreading wildly. The smell is disgusting.

Bright red blood, along the wound, little by little flow out, only in a flash, then dyed red white sheets.

Pain

However, this kind of pain, still can not compete with the feeling of heartache.

Pain

However, such pain, but there is no way to relieve the pain of the heart.

Distressed, the whole person seems to be dying.

She really didn't know what to do.

Sometimes, she was really afraid that she would die because of heartache at a certain time.

Sometimes, she really hopes that she will die because of heartache, because only when she dies can she say goodbye to the pain

In bed has been tossing pain for a long time, she has been trying to let himself sleep in the past, but can not.

Finally, there was no way, so she let herself swallow two sleeping pills.

It was not until the strength of the medicine came up that she fell asleep under the action of the medicine

As soon as she went to sleep, she began to dream.

Had a lot of dreams

All dreams are about Jingrong.

First, Jingrong died. Later, Jingrong came home covered with blood

One night many dreams, wake up, it is already two o'clock in the afternoon.

When she opened her eyes, she felt her head still dazed.

She never had a good rest.

She took a deep breath and propped up her heavy head. She got up slowly and looked at the wall clock.

Seeing that it was so late, she immediately got up, put on her slippers and went to the bathroom to wash.

In the bathroom, the smell of peppermint shower gel, which he liked, was still diffused. Smelling the smell, her heart was pained again.

After washing quickly and changing into clean clothes, she went downstairs directly.

She's going to work in the president's office, and she's going to keep herself busy.

Only by constantly busy, can we forget those painful things for a short time.

As soon as Jing bao'er went downstairs, Song Li Mei, who was sitting in the living room watching TV, immediately got up and welcomed her.

Then she took Jing bao'er's hand and asked, "are you ok? Listen to Mingyang, you drank two bottles of Maotai last night, didn't you? How about now? Do you have a headache? I'll make some wine soup for you. It's in the kitchen pot. Wait a minute. I'll heat it for you. You can drink it. It's more comfortable "

Jing bao'er nodded," OK... "

Then, she quickly went to the front of the sofa and sat down with a tired face.

Song Li Mei sighed helplessly, and then quickly entered the kitchen.

From the beginning to the end, she didn't blame Jing bao'er for drinking crazily, because she can understand Jing bao'er's mood and know that at this time, she just needs to use alcohol to paralyze herself a little, so that she can get a short relaxation.

Hot good understanding of the soup, she is quickly brought to the front of Jing bao'er.

Song Limei's Jiejiu soup is made of mung bean. She adds a lot of sugar. After drinking it, she immediately feels more comfortable in her stomach. The feeling of turning the river and the sea is relieved.

After drinking the soup, Jing bao'er got up, looked at Song Li Mei and said, "Mom, I'm going out to work now Thank you for your Jiejiu soup. It's very good... "

Song Li Mei immediately grabbed Jing bao'er, then got up and said, "no, you have to go to the restaurant with me now. I specially made dumplings for you, which are your favorite, green pepper meat stuffing. I also made dumplings for you, which are your favorite dumplings of water crystal shrimp. Hurry up and eat with me..."

"By the way, and your favorite watermelon juice, and orange juice And... "

"But I have no appetite now, mom, please let me go..." Jing bao'er interrupts Song Li Mei directly.

Now, she doesn't want to eat anything, she can't eat anything.

In the stomach, all kinds of discomfort, in the heart of all kinds of discomfort, in such a state, how does she eat?

Not at all.

Hearing the speech, song Limei still didn't give up her insistence. She directly dragged Jing bao'er towards the restaurant. As she walked, she said, "I don't care. What I worked hard to do, you have to eat. If you don't eat, I won't let you go out to work..."

"Miss Song, are you crazy?" Jing bao'er said helplessly.

But Song Li Mei turned her head seriously and looked at Jing bao'er and said, "yes, I'm just crazy. I'm worried that you're going to be crazy. Hurry up and go in for dinner. If you don't eat well, your mother will die suddenly..."Seeing Song Li Mei's insistence and knowing her better, we just have to let her lead us into the restaurant.

Song Limei's temper, she knows, what she wants to do, is must be done, do not achieve the goal of the kind of never give up.

In that case, she had to compromise.

Even if you have no appetite, you should eat more or less.

Seeing that Jing bao'er didn't resist, song Limei pulled her directly to the front of the dining table. Then she opened the chair for her and pressed her directly on the chair. Later, song Limei, a busy servant outside, said, "bring up the lunch. Bao'er is going to eat..."

Soon, the servants quickly put down their work and went into the kitchen

Looking at Song Li Mei's face, Jing bao'er couldn't help but sigh and said, "Ms. song, you force me to eat every day. Is it really interesting?"

"It's no fun, but I don't force you to eat. Can you? In order to let you eat, I will insist on doing what I think is right even if I feel boring again... " Song Limei said.

After that, she sighed helplessly, then held Jing bao'er's hand tightly and said, "good daughter, please, mom. Please, don't torture yourself like this any more. After you look at it, mom's heart really hurts If I can, I really hope,. I can bear the pain instead of you... "

That's what motherhood is like.

All hope that their children can always be happy, never suffer any pain.

Looking at their children pain, the feeling, really than their own pain, but also more uncomfortable.

If she can, she really hopes that she can take the place of Jing bao'er in pain and bear all the things she is facing now.