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Next, Jing bao'er didn't say a word. She just closed her eyes, hugged song Limei tightly and cried

She didn't know what she was going to do. Now she didn't know what she could do except cry.

If she could, she really hoped that she could disappear with Jingrong at that time.

She really didn't dare to think, if next, someone told her that her beloved fourth uncle had died and found the body, what should she do

She really didn't dare to think

I really can't think of it.

Song Li Mei and Dai Mei frown. In the face of such a collapsed Jing bao'er, she has no choice but to hold Jing bao'er quietly and let the girl cry in her own arms.

"Well, well, well, if that really makes you feel better, then you can cry, baby My dear... " Song Li Mei says every word, and then she hugs Jing bao'er tightly, tears flowing down

"I really don't know why God treats me like this, why he tortures me and my fourth uncle like this again and again. Is it that we can't see each other well? Is it that jingbao'er really doesn't deserve happiness in his whole life..."

"Why do you treat me like this? Why do you always let me experience the most painful twists and turns when I am happiest? Why can't you let me stay with my beloved forever, just like other ordinary girls

"God, you're so damn unfair. You're so damn bad to me I don't want to say that I'm very grateful to you any more. You don't deserve it at all... "

Crying, jingbao'er hugs song Limei tightly, choking every word.

Sadness has made her voice extremely hoarse.

"Silly child, don't do this, you really don't do this..." Song said.

Looking at Jing bao'er like this, other people on the scene couldn't help wiping their tears

Jing bao'er has been crying for an hour in Song Li Mei's arms.

Until the tears had completely dried, she released song Limei, pretended to be calm, looked at the others, and said, "you all, go out first, I want to be quiet..."

"Honey, you have something to eat first..." Song said as she wiped her tears.

But Jing bao'er shook his head, "no I don't want to eat anything now I can't eat anything. I need to be quiet. Can you all leave? "

Hearing the speech, Meng Yaodong immediately stepped forward, went to jingbao'er, quietly hugged jingbao'er, and said, "my good sister, don't be like this, eh? Looking at us, we all care about you. You can have a good meal, OK? You haven't eaten for such a long time. You can't stop eating... "

Jingbao'er has a sour nose. She wants to shed tears, but she can't cry at all. She cures her illness, sucks her nose, leans on Meng Yaodong quietly, and says, "but I can't eat it. I need to be quiet. Let me, alone, be quiet, OK Just give me an hour... "

"Can you promise that in an hour, you will have a meal in front of us..." Meng Yaodong said again.

Jing bao'er nodded, "OK..."

"Even if you don't care about yourself, you should care about you - Mom, look at her. What's she like because she's worried about you?" Meng Yaodong said again.

Jing Baoer nodded again.

Then, Meng Yaodong looked at Song Limei and said, "sister-in-law, since she has agreed to eat in an hour, let's go out and wait. Give her an hour to be quiet..."

Meng Yaodong knows how Jing bao'er is feeling now.

Song Li Mei sighs helplessly. Then she looks at Jing bao'er reluctantly. She gets up and wipes her tears. After a second's hesitation, she turns around and leaves decisively

Then, the others left the room with song Limei.

After everyone left, Jing bao'er was the only one left in the world.

A person, facing such a big bedroom, her heart suddenly becomes more empty.

In the bedroom, although it was very warm, she felt as if she was in the ice cellar, cold and creepy.

"Fourth uncle, although everyone is still comforting me, at least, you are 99% likely dead now..."

"However, I will never admit that you are dead before I see your body with my own eyes..."

"Fourth uncle, I hope there can be miracles in this world I hope a miracle can happen to me. I hope you are still lying quietly in a corner of the world to recuperate. "Jing bao'er said to herself word by word.

Because do not drink water for a long time, and dry lips, in dull pain.

But she didn't feel that slight pain at all.

Take a deep breath, she forced to cover his stinging heart, supporting a very weak body, went to the French window.

She lit a cigarette and started to smoke.

Now she just wants to be with tobacco and wine every day

Just want to sink

She didn't dare to think what kind of person she would become if Jingrong never came back.

Now the only certainty is that she will definitely become a walking corpse with no soul, no thought and just want to live and dream every day

She is really afraid, facing such a life, very afraid, in her own world, there is no that man.

"Fourth uncle, I miss you so much, do you know?" Jing bao'er said word by word again.

Smoke shrouded in that a pale face, dense with infinite sadness.

There is no way to describe such sadness in words.

She still wanted to cry, but her eyes were very dry, and her tears were completely dry.

This kind of feeling that I can't cry out, not to mention how depressed it is.

Depressed feeling, let her heart, is more painful, as if there is a pair of hands, constantly tearing the same.

She always had the illusion that her heart would stop beating the next second.

"You said that you would accompany me for a lifetime. You can't just turn around and leave without saying anything. Fourth uncle, if you do that, I won't forgive you..." After taking a deep breath, Jing Baoer talks to himself again.